You’re such a great singer! When I hear your music I feel so calm❤️ love it!

The most beautiful punch to the gut ever ever ever

*i think i might delete this soon*

followed your voice 
traced you through the void
i haven’t held you for a long time
now you leak through all the words i write. 

watched as the blood stained the leaves 
and the rain hung low off the willow tree 
vacantly, you turn 
cradle me, i’ll learn 

just after my echo 
distance never felt so close 
white so black as the eye of a queen anne’s lace 
how could you be ripped like the thorns from your name.

for alden

This is really old 🥲
lily did the harmonies and i am congested

drinking song (cover)

kyoto with lily

under your hand

aletheia

an old attempt at some kind of poetry. thanks dad for playing it with me. 

lyrics: 
you look like last night’s rainstorm 
with the same ceiling and floor 
i led a trail of givens 
and spiders 

how and i awake when it’s still dark to see you
dogging my steps soon you’ll stand in my doorway 
your guard dog bit my tongue and threw my mother 
for a loop 
and i still lock my knees 

you ruined all your clothes 
with your saviour complex 
keeled and clutched your nose
you just tried to heal him 
does their perception ever choke you
like a necklace 
like a fishnet 
like a broken ankle would 

i let the callous tongue turn 
and kill your plants 
you hit your head, she cut your hair, i scarred your hands 

there in ruddy light, you never gave and answer 
you were being treated but my feet weren’t on the floor
smile glued to your teeth, and now you’re in my skeleton
i knew that you were dying.

necklace fishnet broken ankle

original emo love song.
 
lyrics: 

bleached your hair 
i’ll never be enough 
saw you leaving 
and your cheeks were flushed 
dead of winter, are you coming back 
crashed your car 
he got the worst of that
yeah, he got it bad

you were drunk
and running from the room 
cause it’s not your fault 
california, and your callused hands 
mothers smile 
and a garden bed 
your hand over my head 

noah 
i got a lot to lose
i got my eye on you 
noah 
i’m never coming clean 
you got the best of me 

at a loss 
then you turn 18
i’m the driver 
you’re the bruising thing 
i’ll be honest, i’ll tell you the truth
i will try to take good care of you 
but you are leaving soon 
i don’t mean much to you 
if you are leaving soon

noah.

Enjoy this whiny emo song everybody 


You’re saying that
I’m obsessed with you
You think that I’m
See through
You’re a dirty projector and I’m the screen 

You half closed fists in my direction
I’ll close them for you
You good intentions
I don’t believe you for a second

You really  have the knack
Don’t come back 
Don’t give me that blank stare
Don’t go there

You’re dead wrong
And you say it with your chest
My heart was on my sleeve
It made a bloody mess
You had me feeling guilty like I ran out in the road

I wanna spill your guts
Tell the story straight for once
You said I understand
I don’t understand 
I don’t I don’t 

You never lied
You never raised your voice
You’re speaking slowly gently 

You made me cry
You never told me why 
You think of me that way 

Of me in colours I can’t say
Of me in ways I’ll never be

It’s not my fault
It’s not my fault
It’s not my fault
It’s not my fault
It’s not my fault
It’s not my fault 
It’s not my fault
…….


I WANNA SPILL YOUR GUTS
TELL THE STORY STRAIGHT FOR ONCE
YOU SAID I UNDERSTAND 
I DONT UNDERSTAND I DONT I DONT

emo song

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written & performed by thomas parrish and faith zapata
produced by thomas parrish
mixed by aaron marcus
mastered by michael venia

honey

amélie

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