confessions (to you)

prod by me and https://soundcloud.com/jolst
feat: https://soundcloud.com/flowersforyoumusic

youre so cynical (feat. flowers for you)

thousand poems (i know that i'm a mess) - EmoFlyTrap x Emo Fruits (prod. Northeast Lights)

Lyrics:

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling
honestly in many ways i think i'm really missing you
i've still thought of coming back but i don't think we'd change our views
thought i knew all that i wanted i assumed that you did too
looking back i'm fucking stupid
fixing shit that wasn't strewn
so i guess it's an apology for feeling all my feelings
for looking this far into things that held no fucking meaning
but knowing you
you'd get me quick
for why i acted on a weakness
and i don't think it's what i want
so please 
i need a single reason

i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you

-

you couldn't know what it's like.
you couldn't know what it's like
don't u dare pretend u get this
don't u dare pretend u get this.
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
yea somehow this shit don't feel the same.

a dragonslayer's weakness (sadtxnshi)

mixed & mastered by @whatafuckingbitch <3

artwork by https://instagram.com/sadcatsllc?igshid=NTdlMDg3MTY=

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prod. taurs

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

[verse 1]
I've been smoking all alone in my zone
hate myself a bit too much crack bottle of Patrón
overthink a bit too much when I've been on the road
will she still be there, still care? when I am coming right back home
~
that green iris has disguises I don't know about
is it true or is my mind just filled with rum and doubt 
smoke the pain away but baby I am running out
the last gram up in my hand, I'll take a different route

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

[verse 2]
taking away all the pain again
exhale the smoke run through veins again
take one more toke and I surely will choke
and I'm sipping on loko my brain again 
I cannot sleep, I be tossing in sheets
and I'm missing the scent of that strain again
one more bowl packed and I swear its the last 
but the next thing I know I'm a plane again
yeah you so plain my man
life is a game but don't play me man
Think i'm insane again perception fucked I ain't got no plan
Baby I'm in love with you, I do not know what to do yuh
dug me a ditch that I just cannot ditch i've been feeling blue yuh

(changing my hue, baby ill do it for you
been feeling blue, fuck it girl tell me whats new)

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

Irrational

Said she catching feelings I don't need that kind of stress yeah
I don't really feel I don't feel at my own best yeah
Cant be on my own and I get real jealous
Crashing purple colors catacombs never stay less
Hey hi how are you
Talking to your self
Stay tuned
Really be my own anthems
So I stay sane
Take my heirloom
I won't be fair

I could do all this shit by my self yeah
I don't need no bitch and I don't need no fuckin' help
I been having issues but I put that shit up on a shelf
Like how I got here not no one that climbing with me through the hell
Second hand summer smoke
Pop a bottle winter solstice
Want to think that I can cope with all the shit that I've done

Said she catching feelings I don't need that kind of stress yeah
I don't really feel I don't feel at my own best yeah
Cant be on my own and I get real jealous
Crashing purple colors catacombs never stay less
Hey hi how are you
Talkin to your self
Stay tuned
Really be my own anthems
So I stay sane
Take my heirloom
I won't be fair

Said she catching feelings
Think I caught them too
I'll be honest
Back in august, I felt blue
Now I'm calmest words you promised changed my hue
Girl I do it all for you, I be stacking all the blue
Changing up my views with this psychedelic brew
Got me staring at the moon late night summer afternoons
As I ponder mental wounds hope that you can fill the tomb

Said she catching feelings I don't need that kind of stress yeah
I don't really feel I don't feel at my own best yeah
Cant be on my own and I get real jealous
Crashing purple colors catacombs never stay less

Said she catching feelings I don't need that kind of stress yeah
I don't really feel I don't feel at my own best yeah
Cant be on my own and I get real jealous
Crashing purple colors catacombs never stay less

Said she catching feelings I don't need that kind of stress yeah
I don't really feel I don't feel at my own best yeah
Cant be on my own and I get real jealous
Crashing purple colors catacombs never stay less

Rose colored glass Feat. Weepings

American Dead Cross

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