New Song from my upcoming Album : ELYSIUM

Neptune's voice prod. and composed by Nomax

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

swallow

the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams

memories melt in my mind and
who i think i am will die
reasons why i try to find im
multiplying in my
head im seeing patterns
my head is going faster than the
body that i see in bed
im letting go forever
its hurting but doesnt that mean that im growing
change the blood that i am holding
who am i controlling
is he wrong for listening to
demons calling talking to the
open door hes down the hall
went in the wrong direction
getting sick of his perception
he will tell you what he finds inside
but soon forget this state of mind
keep running in and out of time
his sense of self has always been a lie

in skin

i see it in the dark
slipping out of my arms
pushing against the walls
prisoner happening
cut open the skin
leaving out of the marks
the dog is foggy eyed
the sky is leaving me
pollution in the head
consume and feed your self
i burn the path i led
the mind and body melt
the clouds are breaking now
spewing out of the mouth
i left my thoughts behind
nature of this is now
pollution in the blood
consume and feed your hell
i burn the path i led
my mind and body melt

Fucking Bliss

it's everything to me

dont know why its so dark at night
its feeling colder every time
it never dies
its always right
where i am is where i cant see
what i see is where i am not
ill never die
severing identity
temporal boy hes bleeding
beginning to being free the
flesh that chokes him back to sleep
when and where am i
inside where everything is nothing
i am dying in my dreams
feel like i might be in too deep
i wake up when i fall asleep
it always dies
swimming deep in darkness but i
still feel myself breathing
creeping under hanging feet
the entity you'll never see
running out of time and falling
out of space the indescribable geometries


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colder

i think im trying way too hard
haardddd
everything i say dont take it to heartt
make a song sad i guess thats the plannn

//i honestly didnt mean to make this song lol its basically talking shit about myself//


i guess i never really had it that bad
but its been relatable

laveen

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body 
i want to be part of you while i still can 
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
before something takes me out of here 
or before he takes you away again 

(i woke up in the library and someone was whispering 
your name directly into my ear i looked around but 
i couldn't find them and when i went outside the sun 
was out but soon the sky turned black and it started 
to rain; my friends blame ghosts for everything) 

xxxxxxx i worry far too much and i know 
that it will ruin us 
just like it ruined so many things before 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
cause soon i won't be able to 
if things keep going on like this 
i stare at myself in the mirror 
i make my body bleed sometimes 
i don't even dream anymore 
because my dreams are coming true 
i could die in your red hair

xxxxxxx

when you came home i wrote a song 
i never showed anyone 
i still remember the hook it went 
'i'm getting clean for you' 
because i wanted to get clean again 
and i knew that if i did we could be happy 
we did it once before 
i thought we could do it again 

i wanted to say i'm sorry 
i never got clean for you 
like i wanted to do so badly 
and everything i knew i forgot 
i will shed this stupid body 
i will grow tall and be someone new 
when i do you can come find me 
but until then i'll be missing for a while

untitled-oct7

-teensuicide
very messy but i will make a new one soon with my friend, i hope u like it :)

it's everything to me

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