new one, mind the slight out of time and nasal tone still a tad sick im sorry kids

Say It Was Love (demo 1)

been working on this for a while and im still unsure whether i like the mix buutt here goes anyways enjoyy xx

Nobody's listening to you
They won't hear your words
They're all too consumed

A most sentient creature you are
Harrowed and encaptured by thought
Despondency has nurtured you for too long

Gloomy blue
Gloomy blue

Somewhat dazed are you
Your leaden voice becoming sparse
As you delve into the creux

A most sentient creature you are
Harrowed and encaptured by thought
Despondency has nurtured you for too long

Gloomy blue
Gloomy blue

Gloomy Blue

i wrote this 2 years ago and ive finally made a demo of it ahah 

Iron flowers sit still in the breeze
the grey clouds ahead rain down on me
and the grass roots shrivel with every step i make
as i sink towards the hell beneath me

God watches with sorrow in his eyes
my fate is beyond him its as clear as my lies
but i find myself to be pleading for his mercy

sun wont you shine inside my soul
i am haunted by the feelings i cant let them go
ive been torn from the inside
by the monsters in my dreams

birds fly overhead singing sweet melodies
the tune sounds so familiar yet distant to me
as my mind escapes happiness
and thinks only of melancholy

sun wont you shine inside my soul
i am haunted by the feelings i cant let them go
ive been torn from the inside
by the monsters in my dreams

as i flee from what ive said and done
stardust falls from across the sun
glimmer in the darkness is all i see as i sing

sun wont you shine inside my soul
i am haunted by the feelings i cant let them go
ive been torn from the inside
by the monsters in my dreams

sun wont you shine inside my soul
ive been haunted by the feelings i cant let them go
ive been torn from the inside
by the monsters in my dreams

Iron Flowers demo

i wrote this dumbass romance song a few mths ago so here it is a bad demo where the vocals pop too much and the levels are shiiite so enjoy BUT lyrics im proud of tehe xo

now that we've parted and everybody knows
im starting not to feel so bad
those words you carved and painted on my skin
they caused me motion sickness
i couldnt stand up, i couldnt even swim
in my own tears of regret
id sink into an utter discontent
now i float in blissfulness

for someday ill fall in love
the phone will ring and ill pick up
and i wont be afraid of whats on the other line

i was a fool and everybody knew
id started to go insane
id sit by your side, id idly wait by
like a dog in the pouring rain

for someday when you fall in love
the phone will ring and youll wanna hang up 
and you will be afraid of whats on the other line

i wouldve waited for you
something i couldnt lose
the first love always feels so real

but now someday ill fall in love
the phone wont ring, he'll be at my door
and i will be... happy...for once

Someday demoooo

I play everything on this im sorry ha ha mix :/ timing :/ oh well

lyrics...

last night felt like I was at a high school party
im a little embarrassed but its ok
I know my actions were somewhat daring
cos it was a Saturday night and sobriety wont get me laid
i quit my job when push came to shove
a strange power has taken hold of me
im carried by these imaginings
of a place far from home where i decide not to breathe

cos you've just gone cold on me
usually im not one to care
but you just went so cold on me
i need to learn how to leave what once was there

i don't like the quiet or to be alone
but as soon as im with my friends i wish id stayed at home
sleep with a stranger and call them the name of you
i miss that old feeling fuck all that i can do

cos you've just gone cold on me
usually im not one to care
but you just went so cold on me
i need to learn how to leave what once was there

What Once Was There (demo ofc)

havent put anything out in a while so heres an iso make just for nothing really. v rough pls go easy on meh. here are lyrics enjoy :)

cant lose focus this time
the thoughts they breed in your mind
cant allow yourself to go to waste
but the images they torment everyday

you adhere to what they want
but they dont make you feel enough
and it eats you from the inside
so you feel obliged to cast yourself out of this sad life

how can i be sure if its right or wrong
no im not even sure if its right or wrong

and you disappoint your parents til the very end
and you lose your friends but you know its for a better them
feeling like a burden, your heart is drained and hurtin
seems you have forgotten who has fault to bear

you bit the holy fruit but the taste was too sour
you got you in that place where the truth condemns the coward
a shallow cry for help
cant bear to be yourself

how can i be sure if its right or wrong
no im not even sure if its right or wrong

xx

GUS

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