Constant Uphill

lyrics 

I hope my soul haunts at you like a ghost 
the way you went ghost and got my heart broke 
the way you lied through teeth when you said I was safe 
122 days sober, can you say the same?? 
 
I numb the pain 
yeah I numb the pain 
yeah I numb the pain through people 
and I stared at death through the peephole 

it hurts me facing the fact 
facing the fact that you refuse contact 
harrows at me, tortures me every day 
you wanted to switch up?? 
then stay far the fuck away 
then stay
far 
the fuck 
away 

GHOSTED prod. jofis beats

nthng lft 2 rtn PROD. S3NPAI

NeverSettle PROD deville producer

Lyrics 

So many secrets, ulterior motives and lies 
But everything in darkness eventually comes to light 
Doesn’t matter what caliber I lay these verses 
But motherfucker you won’t see it coming 
Am I going to hell for this?? Perhaps, but already sold my soul, I’ll see you there 
Do you think of me while you’re fucking her in a mattress that I bought, you cheap bum?? 
You’re the worst of worst, scummiest of scum 
I really hope you know that this is never gonna stop 
We are soul tied baby, twin flames, whether you like it or not 
Run you in fuckin circles, you’ll never forget me 
The booze and the drugs will make it worse
Baby I really hope you’re hurt 
Maybe then I’ll believe you can actually feel something 
Psychotic sick motherfucker with no empathy 
Imma put this shit to fuckin rest 
And bitch if you don’t stop
Imma show up on your doorstep (think I’m fuckin lyin??)

Okay and? prelude PROD noizy

Lyrics: 

The blood on your hands from my heart is now dried 
I fuckin tried 
All I did was cry
And all you did was lie 

Did you even bother to wash them?? 
Eventually you’ll be bloodied from her heart too
Don’t even know why I bother with this then 
Because you don’t love me anymore 
(I’ll always love u tho)

The blood on your hands from my heart is now dried 
I fuckin tried 
All I did was cry
And all you did was lie 
(All those fuckin lies, man

dried blood PROD. miercoles

Lyrics: 

If you die, then I die too 
Because we are soul tied 
And you know it’s true 
I don’t care how much you’ve lied 
Because if you die, then I die too 

I dreamt of you the other night 
Please stop invading my dreams 
I’ll say I’m wrong and say youre right 
If you could once and for all just leave 

If you die then I die too 
Because we are soul tied 
And you know it’s true 
I don’t care how much you’ve lied 
Because if you die, then I die too

DieToo PROD. deadrxse

Lyrics 

If you die, then I die too 
Because we are soul tied 
And you know it’s true 
I don’t care how much you’ve lied 
Because if you die, then I die too 

I dreamt of you the other night 
Please stop invading my dreams 
I’ll say I’m wrong and say youre right 
If you could once and for all just leave 

If you die then I die too 
Because we are soul tied 
And you know it’s true 
I don’t care how much you’ve lied 
Because if you die, then I die too

Lyrics: 

I’m exhausted writing about you 
Nothing is the same 
Finally moved on from you 
Got tired playing your game 

Keep playing victim to her 
I’m the bad guy 
We know you do drugs to keep her 
Why do you need to lie?? 
I can feel it, our souls intertwined 
And sure she may be a keeper 
But she’ll fold just like I did 
Once she sees your promises are only silver lined 

I’m exhausted writing about you 
Nothing is the same 
Finally moved on from you 
Got tired playing your game 

Babygirl listen to me closely 
He will use you for his gain 
And watch you die slowly 
You were side bitch before 
Now that positions open 
He’s a useless whore 
We should go expose him 
And you may not see it yet 
Cuz I know that ur “in love” 
That his greatest weapon 
Using love as a drug 
You really thought he’d just sweep me under the rug?? 
I’m the demon he keeps seeing, babygirl just accept it 

I’m exhausted writing about you 
Nothing is the same 
Finally moved on from you 
Got tired playing your game

LoveLettertohisNextVictim PROD. daddy bui

Lyrics: 

Already killed myself in my dream 
Im not gonna make it, it doesn’t seem 
Lifelessly passing through each day 
The sun is always shining but I see nothing but grey 
And I’ll never forget what happened last may 

I’m quiet now but my soul screams in agony 
I don’t know how to stop this from happening 
My shape shifts, I’ll never be the same 
Why don’t you take 10 minutes inside of my brain?? 

Borderline will take me by 27 
sucks because I don’t believe in heaven 
Let my body rest under a cool moss 
And please don’t really see it as a loss 

My soul is chambered to the echoes of our laughter 
But in the end it’s nothing that really matters 
Cut my heart open and leave it on the platter 
Please don’t torture me, kill me faster 

The light is right there but I must be blind 
I lie through my teeth when I say I’m fine 
And I won’t lie, I want this boy to be mine 
But will he still love me when he sees all the grime??

idkhowimadeitto25 PROD. lostcage

Lyrics: 

The thing about tables is that they always turn 
And I know this is past the point of no return 
Crazy how the universe conspired for me 
And all it took was for me to leave 

Scraped my knee on burning embers 
Trying to escape your patterns 
But in the end my life got way better 
Now I live by myself in a cozy tavern 

Everyone reaps what they sow 
And karma will walk u like a dog 
And it hurts baby I know, I know
After all this time, I still get their minds to jog 

An entire year to myself saved me 
You killed me and I didn’t even feel it 
Took you three fucking weeks to replace me 
And now she does u like u did me, it hurt don’t it?? 

They’re all getting dog walked and I love to watch 
And it’s all because they thought they were so hot 
Funny how world works, you held me back 
And I RAN once I saw all you lacked 
Independent, don’t rely on nobody, never went back 
Although I’m constantly thinking of our past 
A year truly happy really does goes by fast 
I never needed them, and sure as hell don’t want you 
Not after all the heinous horseshit u put me through 
Entertaining and ironic, how I was wished a horrible life 
And all it did was get returned to the sender

No Weapon Formed Against Me Shall Prosper PROD. seva x mosaic sol

Lyrics: 


His body covered in tattoos it tells a story 
Baby it’ll be okay don’t you worry 
Let the lullabies of nighttime sing to you 
I love you baby I love you 

Can’t wait to see your pretty face 
Southern boys just do it right it seems 
I’ll dress in leather and lace 
Being yours is my favorite thing to be 

Perhaps we don’t know it yet 
But the future is ours to hold 
And if I couldn’t speak to you
I know I would lose that bet 

His body covered in tattoos it tells a story 
Baby it’ll be okay don’t you worry 
Let the lullabies of nighttime sing to you 
I love you baby I love you

U make me feel smth <3 PROD. GAXILLIC

Lyrics: 

I always get myself in these situations 
And there’s nobody else I’m blaming 
The angel fell and now hes scorned 
I will not be made to feel small anymore 
Youre gonna hear me crystal clear 
I will always come back to haunt you with fear 

Usually I don’t obsess over getting revenge 
Was always the bigger person 
Being the bigger person pushed me over the edge 
Now I’m the villain, yeah I’m the villain


Walking a blurred line between confident and arrogant 
Sleep with a man again?? I just can’t 
But you can’t get rid of me baby, I’m a boomerang 
No matter how far you throw me girl, I always come back and hang

Boomerang PROD BY ME

Lyrics: 

Today wasnt the same without you 
Took you for granted when I had you 
Grief weighing me because I still don’t have you 
And it’s crazy that we still don’t speak after all we’ve been through 

My heart is cold now, frozen like stone 
Never give others chances, never leave my home 
And I am so thankful for how much I’ve grown since 
But this whole time without you doesn’t make sense 

Hate that I still miss you, bed empty every day 
And sometimes I wonder if you ponder in the grey 
Areas of the things that were left unsaid 
I am still here left with so much regret (I love you, stink!!) 

Today wasnt the same without you 
Took you for granted when I had you 
Grief weighing me because I still don’t have you 
And it’s crazy that we still don’t speak after all we’ve been through 

(I bet you don’t know it, but I visit you in my dreams every night…. I hope this comes to a resolve before you die…. I carry this shit every day and it’s weighing on my soul….. I know you want me dead and I don’t matter….. I still love you regardless….)

Not The Same PROD. everestdidthis

Lyrics: 

The dream about you is always the same 
Screaming in the ice and I’m going insane 
Digging through the snow and whispering your name 
Just to find you buried, you have met your grave 

It shouldn’t have ended this way 
I’m not over you I think about you every goddamn day 
My life has changed a lot and I’ve grown so much 
But without you here to listen, it’s been really tough 

It’s not even that I want you back 
Although that would be nice 
I just want the closure from everything you lacked 
Just one more conversation with you would suffice 

I may never be able to say what I want 
That’s why I write these songs 
And every day I’ve tried and fought 
I promise I don’t do it to piss you off 
I really just take forever grieving 

You know how I am with feelings 
I feel them at max capacity every time 
And the hurt of losing you killed me 
It doesn’t feel like I will ever be fine 

The dream about you is always the same 
Screaming in the ice and I’m going insane 
Digging through the snow and whispering your name 
Just to find you frozen, you have met your grave

TheDreamaboutuisAlwaystheSamePRODfreedomBeatz.m4a

Music is my reason to keep going 
“If home is where the heart is, then we’re all just fucked”

gxdchxld

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