Listening practice 26 Mar 2025

With wings of wonder, into the Unknown

Serenity Beneath the Midnight Blue

I played without knowing what I played, and when I listened to what was recorded later I felt it was like the spring rain that nurtures the life of earth. 

Rain on the green

Why did I have to struggle so much with the everyday traces of you?
If it were me now, could I have embraced you?
Have I changed, or have I stayed the same?
To accept a being is to step beyond understanding —
Beyond logic, beyond interests, beyond the rules of the world we know,
Into the unseen force that moves a world we cannot comprehend.
I remember your eyes, always gazing at me quietly, filled with love.
An unforgivable wrongdoing.
I know I can never be forgiven.
But surrendering to despair would be a coward’s choice.
The only way I can atone for you, even a little,
Is to live another day,
Smiling once more,
Even as I carry this unhealed sorrow,
Knowing I will never be forgiven.
I’m so sorry, Kai.


Life, a Single Endless Dream

Feel like you're not ready to play or to create? I couldn't play for days, and I just got curious if I would be able to play without any 'readiness'. I went to piano and just started. Then it came, and I don't know anything about 'should' or 'shouldn't' in this piece, but it was just enough to release something from my inner space. I feel blessed.

An untold confession

Insomnia and the Infinite

Rules and knowledge have given way to free flow. What’s beautiful here is what cannot be possessed.

The untamed line

Solitude beckons the hush of contemplation.

Forgotten piece from the old drawer

Fingers moved freely, and from their flow, music was born—untamed and true. Each note a step in rewriting who I am.

A Sketch in Sound

Kids life

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Every day is a life time, and in it the piano play, flowing without direction, meeting the Now

Kids life

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