this song hasn't left my head since I heard it years ago

I miss wraith man </3 I liked his stuff but this song made an impression...

Omg i thought these somgs were deleted i judt went through my old android and got reminded of your perfections 😭

Fuck man I’ve heard the whole song it’s so sad i your ok bro

S A D. F U C K E R

december

pls dont wait up
pls dont wait up 4 me
i hope i wake up
i hope i wake up from this dream
i kno i messed up
bby pls come back 2 me 
gasping i cant breathe
what does any of this mean
its got me stressed out
its all falling from beneath
i just dont know how
how i stay above the ground
the quiets so loud
i cant hear a sound 
im so sick of it all 
im so sick of it all 

and i hope 
that u kno 
that ill always be there
if u need me 
u can always hit my phone
maybe soon yh ill b gone 
pls jus dont leave me alone 
i cant take this anymore 
i cant take this anymore 
soo..

pls dont wait up 
pls dont wait up 4 me
i hope i wake up 
i hope i wake up from this dream 
but its a nightmare
everyday haunting me 
getting closer 
getting closer to the edge 
not sober 
never sober off the meds
i miss u so much 
kinda wish that i was dead
its so fucked 
how u stuck up in my head 
n i think that its the best

and i hope 
that u kno 
that ill always be there
if u need me 
u can always hit my phone
maybe soon yh ill b gone 
pls jus dont leave me alone 
i cant take this anymore 
i cant take this anymore

don’t wait up (deadyami)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtcvwHXJipg

opposite ends of the room, love is there but there's a distance i can't undo.
i built it all up in my head, felt the same but somehow differently or unsaid.

a fire so red could last until we're both dead, but i've been burned before, it's a cliche but my scars are still sore.

i want to take back everything i told you and remember all the times i would hold you. maybe you don't know who i am, maybe i was scared and ran. 
goodbye is hard to do, especially without "i love you."

opposite ends of the state, happiness once was enough to know what i pushed away. but that is SO fucking cheap. you deserve better than that, you deserve better than me.


i want to take back everything i told you and remember all the times i would hold you. maybe you don't know who i am, maybe i was scared and ran. 
goodbyes are hard to do, especially without "i love you."

opposites *NOW ON SPOTIFY<3* (video link in description)

I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore	

I don't wanna do this anymore

@velvetqueen @teenpregnancy

sample: head in the ceiling by Title Fight 

lyrics: 

(scum)
I feel like i'm sinking deeper into the sea
you stare from afar so tell me what you see
when you're looking at me 
i'm only special in your eyes
thank you a lot but you don't see the other side
you don't know the real me
the real me 

(velvetears)
Believe me
When you're sleeping
I see you dreaming
While I'm in my head fuckin screaming
And I want you to know me
I wanna show you things 
That no ones ever known bout me
There's a lot I'm hiding 
But you're the one that I wanna confide in


in your eyes w/ VELVETEARS (prod. T e e n p r e g n a n c y .)

nothings gunna change [prod color hue]

wraith x cresylic - consciously destroying myself

an album about how i've been feeling lately

bandcamp (physical CDs available here too): bit.ly/2qBSeCp 


credits:
@jvbeats666
@yung-hy
@ihateshinigami
@nothingnowheremusic
@prodmikefrost
@ericnorth
@xchrisvayle
@machinesix

download & physicals

shy - red cap (prod. jay vee + nothing,nowhere. + mike frost)

Free download (direct dl on sc is out): https://www.dropbox.com/s/zkdfu9maf5p2d6t/LIL%20PUMP%20-%20MOLLY%20%28the%20day%20after%29%20by%20AYA.wav?dl=0

This is how I imagine lil pump feels the day after taking too much molly.

-AYA

p.s. this was made entirely in headphones (i haven't had my monitors for a few months now) so apologies if it's ass on bigger speakers.

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december 20th, 2010

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kquAUAmBrVk
soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

someone go get him
he’s losing it
again
you not the only one
moving on
slowly from
a once in love
but now fucked up
bond as one
i don’t believe in love
after all I’ve done
i belive in trust
thats first things first
i don’t put past
a lot more loss
dragging from the back
of my cars old trunk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

don’t take
another turn
don’t make this
pain worse
hour after 7
times 
only beginning 
a sort of kind
of religion
with what I’m bout
to get in
you don’t want to know who 
I’ve become
stuffing down
the mess 
I’m working to repress
burning up
the last chance 
of blissfulness
ill ever have to get
oh great another text 
from a number I’ve 
never seen
asking if its me
what the fuck do you think?
i wonder who
it could be 
do i have to 
be any more subtle
don’t need
another rebuttal
please shut the fuck up
please just 
don’t talk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

leave me be (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

GREAF

i'm sorry i misinterpreted our friendship [prod. greaf]

featuring: @madimarieabel
prod. by @killedmyself

lyrics: https://genius.com/Sedative-beauty-the-smell-of-your-hair-lyrics

the smell of your hair

the smell of your hair w/ madi marie [prod. killedmyself]

Music vid: https://youtu.be/aXrx1vcaoNY

lyrics: I was was all alone on my own it’s ok tho, do you really love me, do you you trust me, I was down bad feeling sad feeling sorry, now you really gone and I can’t get you to call me,wanna run away fuck this love and fuck this place,if you was a ghost I would kiss you anyway,I can’t fill my lungs feeling like I’m outer space,your the one I love but your the one I hate.

I can’t really see you with anyone else,
All these fucking perces not good for my health, wanna end it all i can’t do this again, tell her that I love her she do it for him x2

december 20th, 2010

uhmeen

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