What is UNION? What is intimacy? How do we heal from these wounds?
How can I communicate distress without drowning in the madness?

How can I tune in to the Heaven I've caught glimpses of, dreamt of - gifted by the grace of God in extra sensory vision - How can I have the deepest relationship possible with God Himself?

UzION

instrumental production by Stoic

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' ''bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' ''bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
to be

HOLY
ever wholly in UNION
the hole in me
ever disproportionate 
to the holes in You
yet You’ve
filled us
sealed us
drawn us in
into the deep
You replace the hole in me
with Your very essence
I’m dressed in You
blessed with every gift
You’re not the One withholding
yet You hold me
closely
so much so theres no more space that needs to be closing
I cry out
don’t let me go
deceived, depraved, and lonely 
when I’ve traded something Holy
for a fix
You fix my eyes upon the Cross beholding
You
or rather where You once were
but not even death could enclose Thee
again reminded that You never left me
graciously You’re gift can’t be rescinded
we’re sealed intently
and what You’re growing in these moments
maybe is a gift that lets me just see
I’ve got the Giver living in me
may i not fixate on the blessing
but the One who is blessed and blessing 
You’re showing 
I cant mistake the temporary for the
infinite
the hole in me ever growing
so You expand within us
growing into All
within
All
forever All
forever HOLY

within All, forever All, forever HOLY

within All, forever All, forever HOLY

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

Holy

Holy

Holy

Holy

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
(You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means)

You got me thinkin' 'bout what it means
to be
HOLY

Holy

Holy

Holy

HOLY

HOLY

instrumental production by DreamLife Beats

I need a touch
a touch of Love from above
I need a touch 
a touch of Love from above
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough of the bluff
it’s not enough
it’s not enough to succumb to the substance

it;s not enough to succumb to the substance

it's not enough to succumb to the substance

it’s not enough to succumb to the substance
Lord would You adjust this?

yet again
in need of my Friend 
desparate
can’t even pretend like I got this
if I am honest
I’ve been plotting my escape
I wanna feel great
I’m reminded of the same
flood of endorphins
I’ve run to again and again
I start to justify and strafe
I know theres some deeper pain
something in my heart I can’t even explain
a tendency to medicate
a need to fixate
on the a pleasure I’ve ever seemed to obtain
seems all in vain 
flesh and blood yet again
I’ve been washed in the blood
so this pain it might lend 
a voice, a way to point to the Father
and the Truth that says “You have died
and been raised to a New Life”
I choose Life
the person
I mean I choose Christ
I’ve tried to do right
rather put my faith in Who’s right
sometimes it seems all i can do is to write
When i don’t have the strength to fight
I must lean on the might of You Christ
If I’m really this weak
I know His strength I’ve seen it take hold
hold me
hold me closely
I believe even if i don’t see
Even if I fall i know I won’t be
far from you Abba (Abba)
cause You know me
Please show me
the way out, Spirit willing but the flesh is weak
dozing off but i’d rather be floating
coming on the clouds with Him seated at the right hand
I surrender my plans
Wanna feel Your hand in my hand
Wanna feel Your hand in my hand
Wanna feel ya, feel ya, feel ya
I need a touch

I need a touch
a touch of Love from above
I need a touch 
a touch of Love from above
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough of the bluff
it’s not enough
it’s not enough to succumb to the substance

it;s not enough to succumb to the substance

it's not enough to succumb to the substance

it’s not enough to succumb to the substance
Lord would You adjust this?

craving, deep hunger for something
something more something more
I feel cemented to the floor
but i believe I can soar
Like so many times before
I need my Lord
Cause You got me
wait I have died
so it’s not me
Only You can Live within me
what;s it mean to be living
it must be more than just existing
I have a purpose
I know it’s worth it
But sometimes it’s unnerving
catch me swerving on the edge
I’ve been flirting
I just need to go to bed
but I’m hurting
so many thoughts and pictures in my head
something bursting
bursting from within
I’ve been feeling like I need to weep
for like a couple weeks
but I can’t seem to feel it all the way through
could You meet me in the mourning?
when I’m pouring out
tell me who or what is absorbing
this life can’t be about performing
could it be about transforming?
so many questions
when the truth is I’m just blessed with every breath
please calm me its been hectic
I think Im just a bit too pensive
i think i would be just so blessed with
just so blessed with a touch
               
I need a touch
a touch of Love from above
I need a touch 
a touch of Love from above
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough of the bluff
it’s not enough
it’s not enough to succumb to the substance

it;s not enough to succumb to the substance

it's not enough to succumb to the substance

it’s not enough to succumb - would You adjust this?
Lord would You adjust this?

I need a touch
a touch of Love from above
I need a touch 
a touch of Love from above
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough of the bluff
it’s not enough
it’s not enough to succumb to the substance

TOUCH

instrumental production by DreamLife Beats

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
wouldn’t wish this one anyone
seems to be a fact of Life

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
wouldn’t wish this one anyone
seems to be a fact of Life

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
wouldn’t wish this one anyone
seems to be a fact of Life

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
wouldn’t wish this one anyone
seems to be a fact of Life

it’s just PAIN
want to spit in its face
good mood to just hate
am I here to just wait
what do I do with this weight
I came to Your feet this very day
don’t know why I’m still bitter
I know my prayers aren’t in vain
wheres the love wheres the love
you just filled up my cup
what i drunks not enough
Can i double it up
You’re a well that won’t run out
I been fiending Im strung out 
every drop i feel rung out
I just wanted that one sound
matched up with a touch
how to resuscitate me from this state?
wake me up when its better
I can’t stay here forever 
it’s not just lust for the pleasure
theres glimpses of Life so much better
and yet this place I’m blessed
if being content is the test
I’ve flunked this one again
can there be a curve?
May i be tutored in romance
teach me please but can we hold hands?
maybe a slow dance?
what does a kiss feel like again?
would you remind me my friend?
would I settle for a hug?
answer that with a shrug
tired of settling
settling for less
when the screaming in my chest
cry out for exactly what it meant
and yet
with You in this moment
as alone as it may seems
You’re closer than the closest closeness
would You help me to behold it?
trample this doubt…please
that leaves me questioning 
because through the doubt there doesn’t seem to be alternatives to faith
i feel trapped in this place
i can’t go back to before grace
where its just bleak nihilistic waste
im desperate 
for that high off Life
I feel quite not right
can You tell?
and I don’t know if this helps
but its worth a shot, might as well
even if I fell, You’ll catch me again and all is well
with my soul

all is well with my soul
I’ll say it before i believe it
until i believe it that
it is well 
it is well
with my soul
it is well with my soul
Soul, you hear that?
All is well,
and all will be well
I’m sitting at this well
He’s come to greet me and tell
all is well
all is well
all is well with my soul
all is well with my soul
all is well 
and all will be well
‘cause all is well with my soul 
all is well

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
wouldn’t wish this one anyone
seems to be a fact of Life

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
wouldn’t wish this one anyone
seems to be a fact of Life

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
wouldn’t wish this one anyone
seems to be a fact of Life

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
wouldn’t wish this one anyone
seems to be a fact of Life

it’s just
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN

it’s just PAIN (it’s just PAIN)

it’s just PAIN (it’s just PAIN)

it’s just PAIN (it’s just PAIN)

it’s just PAIN (it’s just PAIN)

it’s just PAIN

it’s just PAIN  

yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah yeah yeah yeah

PAIN

instrumental production by Urban Nerd Beats



Daily I crave
Only You satisfy
Daily I crave You bring me back to Life
Daily I crave it's that fullness in You
Your grace is sufficient, for every empty space is made to contain YOU

Daily I crave
Not strong in my own strength 
I’ve laid in the grave 
And bathed in the grace 
I’ve turned from Your face 
But you’ve never turned from me 
I’ve hid in my shame 
You’ve relentlessly pursued me 
I’m desperate I know 
Impatient and impulsive 
I truly don’t even know 
How to curb these urges 
So much I don’t know 
So often I’m disgusted 
Every step You have known 
I need help even trusting 
You are Lord
You are able 
I am broken 
And in need 
You have provided 
There is no lack 
Help me feel 
Help me see 
I am cleansed from disease 
I am born again 
I should be so much more 
To coexist with this vision 
You have lent 
Why do I see vivid dreams 
In a place not of this world?
Charged to live Heaven here 
Lord Only You can make these dreams unfurl 
This Spirit has been stirred 
This heart is made new 
Drown out the voice of corruption 
So there’s nothing left but You 
When my body is screaming 
And desire is unquenched
May I be reconciled to the Truth 
I am one with the One in whom all good is realized 
May I be engaged in relationship with
Goodness Himself 
May I be reminded of the family I am accepted in
And the inheritance of the only true wealth 
That cannot be quantified 
Your meta-quantum Love 
You cannot be contained 
May we be swallowed up 
In You I melt 
In You I dissolve 
In You there is no puzzle unsolved 
In You there’s resolve 
In You I cannot fall 
You carry me when I can’t even stand at all (stand at all)
Daily I crave 
Only You satisfy 
daily I crave 
In advance I ask for You to fill every crack in this Life (every crack in this Life)

Daily I crave 
only You satisfy
Daily I crave
You bring me back to Life
daily I crave 
it's that fullness in You 
Your grace is sufficient 
For every empty space is made to contain YOU

Daily I crave 
only You satisfy
Daily I crave
You bring me back to Life
daily I crave 
it's that fullness in You 
Your grace is sufficient 
For every empty space is made to contain YOU

Alone
Lonely and isolated 
Selected to be sanctified 
Your goodness is apparent 
Your goodness as a parent 
Your goodness I inherit 
As I sit with You 
stillness
Your brilliance is filling this 
Void in my heart
Ever curious imagination 
Imagine with patience 
The most exuberant elation 
Enduring ruthless agitation 
But beyond this activation 
We assume transportation 
To a world that’s beyond 
Yet weaved within this one
Existing infused between limited vision 
Receiving expanse 
Receiving a broadening range 
Marriage union 
With the divine
Engaged and One 
One within all
Lonely but not alone 
Just yearning to involve 
Anyone and everyone 
But mostly to woo as I’ve been woo’d
To share in this romance
With another starving for a different kind of food 
As this UNION continues 
May Heaven exude 
and transform it all
Until there’s nothing left 
Except
YOU   

Daily I crave 
only You satisfy
Daily I crave
You bring me back to Life
daily I crave 
it's that fullness in You 
Your grace is sufficient 
For every empty space is made to contain 

Daily I crave 
only You satisfy
Daily I crave
You bring me back to Life
daily I crave 
it's that fullness in You 
Your grace is sufficient 
For every empty space is made to contain YOU

Daily I crave 
only You satisfy
Daily I crave
You bring me back to Life
daily I crave 
it's that fullness in You 
Your grace is sufficient 
For every empty space is made to contain YOU

can any space contain You?

can any space contain You?

can any space contain You?

can any space contain You?

Yet You contain me

Lord You contain me

Lord You can take me

Lord You contain me

Lord You can take me

instrumental production by Urban Nerd Beats

I don’t gotta make sense
I just gotta be TRUE
I don’t gotta make sense when I am here with You

It don’t gotta make sense
But it's gotta be TRUE
it don’t gotta make sense when I am here with You

I want to come here and be thoughtful (I want to come here and be thoughtful)
I want to come here and be profound (I want to come here and be profound)
make something new (new, new, new, new)
try out some sounds (try out some new sounds)
learn use this gift in the midst of discomfort
but this evening I’m comfortably numb
a bit numb to it all
i should probably  be moved
considering the depth of love expressed in this day
but I come here to be honest
and thats just not the case
I’m mildly moved 
and concerned by my mildness
I look to you Lord
Blessed with community (with community)
family 
opportunity
I want to write as an alternative to disunity
pursuit of these needs
don’t want to honor lack
but i am sitting outside
away from the sounds 
away from the crowd
and i still struggle with doubt
will there be a day I feel so complete?
hopefully
I will try to keep focusing 
on You Lord
You know the keys
to every place Im locked up
I surrender please open me
ill do my best to soak in these
moments
of lonely peace
sober me
no intoxicate me 
with the wine of Your love
romance me
i want to be enthralled and wrapped up
levitating
captured by Your beauty
You can always use me
the only one who won’t ever misuse or abuse me
You speak to me truthfully
and everything we do
is blessed prospering fruitfully
pleasantly content
of heavenly descent
ascending remembering
every breath
You’re priceless
it don't gotta make sense

it don't gotta make sense

it don't gotta make sense

I don’t gotta make sense
I just gotta be True
I don’t gotta make sense when I am here with you

I don’t gotta make sense
I just gotta be True
I don’t gotta make sense when I am here with you

I don’t gotta make sense
I just gotta be True
I don’t gotta make sense when I am here with you

I don’t gotta make sense
I just gotta be True
I don’t gotta make sense when I am here with you

oh oh ohhhhhhh

oh oh ohhhhhhh

here with You

oh oh ohhhhhhh

here with You

oh oh ohhhhhhh

here with You

oh oh ohhhhhhh

here with You

oh oh ohhhhhhh

here with You

here with You

here with You

here with You

TRUE

instrumental production by engless

Didn’t earn it 
Didn’t do anything to deserve it 
Doesn’t mean it’s not my purpose 
To SHYNE

Didn’t earn it 
Didn’t do anything to deserve it 
Doesn’t mean it’s not my purpose 
To SHYNE

Didn’t earn it 
Didn’t do anything to deserve it 
Doesn’t mean it’s not my purpose 
To SHYNE

Didn’t earn it 
Didn’t do anything to deserve it 
Doesn’t mean it’s not my purpose 
To SHYNE

and I’m
tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied  
tied to the Divine

and I’m
tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied  
tied to the Divine

and I’m
tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied  
tied to the Divine

and I’m
tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied  
tied to the Divine


Tired of the pleasantries 
And making God secondary (what?)
How can I tell you respectfully 
I don’t take it as heavenly 
I’m tired of the carnal 
Hailing to rules by the cardinal 
Hang up the tools like an arsenal 
I’ve been the fool, maybe I’ll start to know 
The Truth - in Truth and Spirit 
The food is Who prepared it 
The Life is Who can give it 
The way is Who can clear it 
He made a way to merge us 
No more distance it converges 
On a point, we have been purchased 
The death it has been purged 
The pages have been turned 
in a living Word (word?)
formed in the physical?
Can a testament be digital 
Will they only see the criminal 
Or His Holy reciprocal 
He has anointed us
The innermost 
Clothed us in His skin and bones 
We walk the earth His hologram 
light beams shine and give the kin a glow 
Reminiscent of the True King 
Every light comes from Him 
Shooting 
Through the universe
Faster than the speed of light 
Because He’s Tha Light 
in whom we delight 
and we you see Tha Light 
He will free Tha Light inside 
Inspire and unify 
Forever intertwined 
With the Divine - The Most High
Until there's no divide 
between this side or that side
Until we overflow with love 
So inclined 
to be Tha Light

and I’m
tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied  
tied to the Divine

and I’m
tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied  
tied to the Divine

and I’m
tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied  
tied to the Divine

and I’m
tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied, tied  
tied to the Divine

Didn’t earn it 
Didn’t do anything to deserve it 
Doesn’t mean it’s not my purpose 
To SHYNE

Didn’t earn it 
Didn’t do anything to deserve it 
Doesn’t mean it’s not my purpose 
To SHYNE

Didn’t earn it 
Didn’t do anything to deserve it 
Doesn’t mean it’s not my purpose 
To SHYNE

Didn’t earn it 
Didn’t do anything to deserve it 
Doesn’t mean it’s not my purpose 
To SHYNE

SHYNE (Tha Light)

instrumental production by JustDan Beats

Okay hello 
Are you going to hell? No 
I’m a Holy Fellow 
Haters gon’ be jello
But I wish em well though 
Drinking from His Well so 
I’ll keep doing well Yo 

Through trials we will prevail - okay?
It’s from Heaven that I hail - TODAY
not a long time away 
I don’t bow to the grave 
No way 
Yahweh is my King 
So His praises I sing 
Came home to serve
Gave me a robe and a ring 
He called His Son 
Yeah He called me beloved 
I tried to run 
But He shed his blood 
To bring me up
Yeah he shed His blood 
To Bring me up 

Bring me UP
Bring me UP

But He shed His blood

Bring me UP
Bring me UP

But He shed his blood 

Bring me UP
Bring me UP

But He shed His blood

Bring me UP
Bring me UP

But He shed His blood

Bring me up and out
Make a fuss and shout out loud 
It’s a brand new day 
It’s a brand new way
To live a life 
But not just any Life 
We live the Life of Christ 
There is no other life 
Just because you walk around doesn’t make you alive 
Doesn’t make you thrive 
In Who’s mind do you abide 
One mind 
One love 
One God 
We trust
Imbued with His Spirit 
I didn’t go and get it
I’ve been given a gift 
That’s why im giving you this (this)
It’s time to admit it
Realize you’ve been forgiven 
we all need an Savior
We all submit to something 
If you’re feeling like you’re stuck 
The call upon the One 
Who shed His blood
To

Bring you UP
Bring you UP

But He shed His blood

Bring you UP
Bring you UP

But He shed His blood

Bring you UP
Bring you UP

Yeah He shed His blood

Bring you UP
Bring you UP
Bring you UP
Bring you UP

But He shed His blood

Bring you UP
Bring you UP

Yeah He shed His blood

Bring you UP
Bring you UP

But He shed His blood

Bring you UP
Bring you UP

Yeah He shed His blood

Bring you UP
Bring you UP
Bring you UP
Bring you UP

But He shed His blood

Okay hello 
Are you going to hell? No 
I’m a Holy Fellow 
Haters gon’ be jello
But I wish em well though 
Drinking from His Well so 
I’ll keep doing well Yo 

Okay hello 
Are we going to hell? No 
We some Holy Fellow 
Haters gon’ be jello
But we wish em well though 
Drinking from His Well so 
We’ll keep doing well Yo 

Okay hello 
Are we going to hell? No 
We some Holy Fellow 
Haters gon’ be jello
But we wish em well though 
Drinking from His Well so 
We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

We’ll keep doing well Yo (We’ll keep doing well Yo)

instrumental production by FALAK

what’s purity?

what’s purity?

what’s purity?

what’s purity?

Yeah

purity
a feeling of obscurity
looking to You Lord
for the ultimate security
assuring me
that everything is contained in You
Yeah You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

to be ever flourishing 
circling these thoughts
in my heart and mind
desire
a fire burning
I feel You searching me
furnishing Your house
I am -  Your resting place
faith says that you’re turning these
empty pursuits
to a completely new
view of Your Person 
please remind me of the Person
when I’m detached from relationship
when I’m searching in the lonely place
I will seek Your face
what is Your will when i am hurting please
Lord here I am 
forgive me I’ve been squirming 
a living sacrifice
but past the burning at the altar
in your presence I have entered
In this temple, You’re the center
You will always bring me back to Life
resurrected, crushed but purposed for a greater cause
sanctified
because you certify
everything you touch with a certain, fine, divine
PURITY

that’s PURITY

oooh that’s PURITY

that’s PURITY

purity
a feeling of obscurity
looking to You Lord
for the ultimate security
assuring me
that everything is contained in You
Yeah You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough



what’s purity?
a feeling of obscurity?
looking to You Lord
for the ultimate security
assuring me
that everything is contained in You
Yeah You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

You’re certainly enough

what’s purity?

oh what’s purity?

oh I need that PURITY

PURITY

stay alive. stay creative.

For Jesus.


He faced suffering unto death taking the consequence of all sin upon Himself, conquering death and saving me in the process - He rose again and has forgiven me, cleansed me of all unrighteousness and set me free to truly live as He gives life everlasting!

May the expression through this art, articulate characteristics of this journey and further the unfolding of the depth of the mysteries of God and His Son Jesus Christ, through His Holy Spirit whom He sent to live within all who believe in Him.

Jesus Christ is Lord and (EYE.) aim to glorify Him through life in visual and auditory art.

UzION

Amir-B