Name: ♡ THIS IS MY HEART - SPED UP! [SONG BY VANE] by aj 🌸 in i impaled my ass with a thumbtack
Duration: 2 min 43 s
Description: SONG BY VANE

i impaled my ass with a thumbtack

HD is exclusive in streaming services :) I now have spotify

Link to Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3WoyFNpKR8eD6RwCuC9jog?si=07fd38a635204708

/ Lyrics /

Serbisyong abusado na sa kalaswaan mo
Hindi mo ba napapansin ang kwento,
lahat-lahat ng sinasabi mo?

Hiyang hiya naman ako sa iyo
Naghahabol na naman ng isyung ipagkikialaman
Tahan, magdahan ka na lang

Kasi hindi ko na problema yan
Mag Palakpakan!
Mag ayos ng sarili bago mag bulagan
Diba maraming problema niyan?
at nagawa mo pang dagdagan!
Magtiyaga! hinayupak ka!
Ba’t bigla nalang nagsusuko ka?
Sa bala, nakikita ang lahat
pag nagsisisi na


Magsinungaling ka lang,
Halatang wala ring magbabago
Pag ang inis ay hindi na matiis
Lingas lang ay di mo kayang itago
Ang unang tikim ay lalabo
ng paningin, ng malay
Wala nang totoo
Sa halip ng makabawi
Inilibing mo na ang dignidad mo


sige, at malunod ka nalang ng magisa
huwag mong sabihin na nilayasan ka din nila
ka-ka-kahit artipisyal ang iyong pagsagot
nakakabwisit ka na, hoy tol
Masyadong ambisyoso
ang nahuhumaling sa alegasyon


Huwag mong utusin ako
Hindi ka tagapayo
Bitin pa rin,
Makinig ka nga sa akin
pag kinaladkad kita sa impyerno!
Inumin ang pinagpala mo
at uubusin mo ang pasensya ng mundo
Bakit ba nahihiya ka pa?
Diba parehas lang tayo?


Nakakasawa, nakaka-alinlangan
pinakanakakapagngitngitngitngitang-pagsisinungalingan
At sa aking puso
Sabay ng sabay ang mga tukso

Huwag kang maingay,
Hindi ka ba nauumay?
Paulit-ulit ka lang,
Tangang nagpapanggap na tunay
Isinugal mo na lahat, wala nang natira
Gusto mo pa ba?

Magsinungaling kayo
Diba nakakagago?
Uulitin pag iba ang hahanapin
di ka nararapat saking respeto!
malasing na sa ugali mo
At ilunok ang katotohanan ng mundo

makisalo dito

Pinakanakakapagngingitngitngitang-Pagsisinungasinungalingan / vflower

LYRICS:

Sweet, sweet, decay my 
Teeth, teeth, but you won’t
See, see 
this side of me
-
Tweak, tweak, pinch, shape and
Weep, weep that I don’t
See, see what I need
I’m a JUNKIE X2


Sparkling, no don’t look at me like that you know I can’t handle that aroma
Freshly straight out of the oven, warm with all the love and care that went in it
Sugary, magic taste like no other, savory, irresistible to push aside
Sour, a fun twist to explore and salty, thirsty now but I need more 


‘Just a crutch’, don’t you dare, 
my lunch is a gift from god and I’ll never share it
‘Addictive’, right, I’m in control
Can’t you see? Food free - but for just a moment


Sweet, sweet, decay my 
Teeth, teeth, but you won’t
See, see 
this side of me
-
Tweak, tweak, pinch, shape and
Weep, weep that I don’t
See, see what I need
I’m a JUNKIE X2


Burning, oh, my throat is now hurting, scorching, like there’s needles poking through me
Aching, I feel that I can’t breathe, my chest feels like my lungs are right now deflating
Excess only to feel that sensation, now the pain is so addicting and
I can’t seem to stop myself from this sinful indulgence


‘Just a crutch’, don’t you dare, 
my lunch is a gift from god and I’ll never share it
‘Addictive’, right, I’m in control
Can’t you see? Food free - but for just a moment


Stagnant nothing moves along but the time that seems so fleeting now that I’m obsessed
Wondering if I’ll ever take back a hold on the one thing I seemed to once control
Now with all these deadlines that seem so close I can feel my body eating the
Last of what was keeping me standing, last of what was keeping me from falling
-
Lovely, in the mirror that looks so loving, feeling skin against the bone
I love it, all the agony now seems worth it, meet her eyes and all you see are hearts
Lovely, and the colors are all so vibrant, all the pinks and reds and purples 
Call me the romantic name that she gave me, such a goddess cannot be ignored X4 


Sweet, sweet, decay my 
Teeth, teeth, but you won’t
See, see 
this side of me
-
Tweak, tweak, pinch, shape and
Weep, weep that I don’t
See, see what I need
I’m a JUNKIE X2
-
Eat, eat, binge/purge 
Repeat, never
Free, free,
I’m so hungry
-
See, see, more, more
Lbs, more, more, 
Kgs, I feel I’ll
Never make it X2

JUNKIE -【IMPOSTOR】FT. YOHIOLOID | GUMI // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

❖ Midazolam ❖

◈ music/movie - ponkansoup
twt ⇒ https://twitter.com/citrus_soup

▼ links + download ▼

■off vocal/mp3/lyrics
⇒ https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1fheI0oRWHxbKYARzAnZqnPoWFQxK2lvG?usp=sharing
■vocal midi
⇒ https://drive.google.com/file/d/1_dUf3oeHAxG1B46RseCEgFOnlQZ7xv2z/view?usp=sharing

Lyrics:
Live to feed on pointless issues
Sickening, I say “I miss you”
Reckless, you cut the tissue
Proceeding to tell me that
“None of this will hurt at all!”

Sedated memories melting away
as my heart beats on
Racking up my nerves with deception
How my brain turns raw

apart from the hurting,
saying that all the pain I felt was all a lie
we've forgotten, so it seems

it's a fake past, fake life, faker than me
just another headache that I can't relieve

apart from assumptions rotting,
the argument repeats and then dies
selective facts that stemmed from biased cries

since no one dares to see through the opposite side
pain that you caused, you'll never realize

Assess the notion,
“Too defective against our needs”
In fear, you’re forced to
biting the hand that feeds

Dissected memories melting away,
I conclude my part
leading up the progress by fractions
then it falls apart

Far from hurting
I’d rather have the pain to be a lie
Ain’t it nice to forget?

While a fake past, fake life, faker than me
Better than a wound without a remedy

In spite of the life you’ve given
I’m just another version of you
And somehow I’d rather forget that too

Since no one dares to question the things we do
Let us pretend that this was all just Deja Vu

since no one dares to see through the opposite side
pain that they caused, they’ll never realize

Midazolam / vflower

Ghost and Pals- Aura (ft. Solaria) Nightcore/ Sped up

♡ THIS IS MY HEART - SPED UP!  [SONG BY VANE]

♡ UNCANNY - SPED UP! [SOMG BY GHOST]

OrgansDotOrg - Adolescent Angst ft. Kasane Teto

ghost and pals - rotary dial (sped up)

Velvet Ring-Big Thief-Live☄. *. ⋆

uhhh here might post lyrics soon lazy rn
okay guys i finally posted the song you can stop reposting them now lol

Oh! Silly Me! / Vflower, Kagamine Len, Fukase (Original Song)

have you ever taken an edible in iowa after a 5 hour flight that departed at 4am followed by a 4 hour drive with no sleep and a stomach full exclusively of old nerds gummy clusters you found in your friend's car? did you then proceed to have a panic attack where you believed you were stuck in a seconds-long time loop and u kept forgetting and rediscovering the fact u were stuck in that time loop every time it looped? did you then to proceed to sleep for 6 hours in the living room where your friends got to hear you sleep talk in arabic? well THIS ALBUM IS FOR YOU!!!

Cloth Mother (OVERHAUL)

original video: https://youtu.be/eXCpFUFrly0?si=a5YzfJ2fv3O_1JTK

i do not own this song; overall song credits go to 0TS/0tenshi, credit for tuning goes to Mage-P, and illustration credits go to himawanai

-

Restricted by a flimsy alibi
I’d rather not regret the days we spent
Every day holds the same repeated
unrestricted apathy
I wouldn’t dare complain

I've tried for years to earn your love and grace
So crisp around the edges, learning my place
Even so, every day, I can hear a 
demon calling out to me–
“Your efforts here
will only go to waste”

Trapped in Omelas behind
A wall of choker chains
Say my name, say my prayers before you
Let me take the blame
Twisting shame, like a dagger, like a blade
In your hands, through my veins
The canaries cry but know I can’t be saved

I just wanna be someone that never has to grow
With a bendy sense of self
mold me into something low
I’ll take it with a smile
as you’re brandishing your knife
If you treat me like a game
could your love please be my prize?

I can't remember what it's like
to put up a fight
or to do what's right for me
‘cause when happiness and peace is a dream, oh
no one really cares just how innocent you seem

I try to tell myself you're good on the inside
but all my common sense tells me to run and hide
God, give me a sign that I'm doing something right
or I'll look me in my eyes and decide
IT’S TIME TO DIE

A rigid type of love-monopoly
I'll place all of my bets on winning your praise
In the end, though we're friends, I can feel your
hate taking a toll on me, you
rip my art to shreds
rip my heart to shreds
I can't
handle it, handle it, handle anymore
take another day, suck it up and,
take what it'll take for me to stay
standing by your side 
smothering my pride 
shattered, paralyzed
If I leave then won't I be alone again?

Coursing through me’s an emergent urgent sense of dread
as divergent words are surging through a level head
I'm submerging all my worries in a Daemon Thread
Always perfect, always working ‘till my final breath

All I wanted all this time was just to be myself but
now I can't recognize my own voice
With your hands,
rip my persona into shreds 

I can't remember what it's like
to put up a fight
or to do what's right for me
‘cause when happiness and peace is a dream, oh
no one really cares just how innocent you seem

I WELCOME SHAME AS IT BEATS AT MY CONSCIOUS
HOLD IT SQUARE IN YOUR HANDS, A HILT-COMPLEX
I SAID I WOULDN'T GIVE UP UNTIL MY LAST BREATH
BUT I'VE LOST IT ALL

I can't remember what it's like
to be somewhat liked
to be more than just a tool
‘cause when all that you believe is a lie, oh
no one’s there to care or understand you when you cry

I never wanted this, oh, I'm just a kid
but my destiny is set and the walls are closing in
Someone please, take my hand, I just wanna be your friend!
Don't just look me in the eyes and decide
IT’S TIME TO DIE

KILL U GIRL - 0TS "0tenshi" ft. Kasane Teto

1 2 3
And breathe
Come on paint your face with glee
As I plea
To breathe
And you leave me deep at sea
4 5 6
And grip
Onto hollow, murky drips
That are falling from your empty promises
It's too late

When
Did then
Become the future again?
To defend
Or bend?
The past on which we depend
Step over
Under
Until our hearts crossover
Blindly tripping on the heartstrings as we
Hurt each other

You say you want
You say you need
You show me guilt
You show me greed
You show me hate
Say it's too late
Then you deflate
Repeat and mate
You want me more
You want me less
Say it's hateful
And then hateless
You show me love then give a shove
Then I fall in
So it begins
Now...

It seems we've got nothing
The water is gushing
Filling up our lungs and
Destroying what we had
Isn't it disgusting?
We thought this was loving
When really
We're stuck feeling
So sad that we
Feel glad

You know I hate the way you think
You know I hate the way you sink
You know, you know
Nothing at all
You know I love the way you plead
You know I love the way you bleed
You know, you know
It's a bit painful

Go on cry
Like I'm the one spitting all the lies
Now stop
I'm bored
Shut it up and open wide
Like a dove
This love
Flies just much too far above
So we'll settle for an emotion that
Fits in our glove

You want some joy
You want some pain
You show me loss
And hide the gain
I show you hate
Then use the bait
Oh you just ate?
I call checkmate
You declare war
Then you want peace
Say all this hate
Should come to cease
I give you love but then I'm shoved
Then I fall in
So it begins
Now...

It seems we've got nothing
The water is gushing
Filling up our lungs and
Destroying what we had
Isn't it disgusting?
We thought this was loving
When really
We're stuck feeling
So sad that we
Feel glad

Come hug me
Only me
Go hazy
And scream
Like I'm crazy
Like it's not fun
And tell me I'm the only one

Come kiss me
On your knees
Go shaky
And plea
"Do you love me?"
I can't answer
After all you hate me

Come hug me
And show me that you feel
My pain
Like you're crazy
Like it's so fun
And tell me I'm the only one

Come kiss me
Even deeper
Only
For me
"Do you love me?"
Does it matter?
After all you hate me

After all you 'love' me
After all I can't breathe
After all we're always...
Drowning

It seems we've got nothing
The water is gushing
Filling up our lungs and
Destroying what we had

It seems we've got something
This abysmal drowning...
Filling up our hearts and
Forgetting what we had
Oh, how embarrassing!
I thought this was hating
So why are you 
Stuck feeling
Glad...it's driving
Me mad

You know I hate the way you think
You know I hate the way you sink
You know, you know
Nothing at all
You know I love the way you plead
You know I love the way you bleed
You know, you know
It's a bit painful

You know I hate the way you are
You know I hate the way we spar
You know, you know
I still don't know
You know I love the way you frown
You know I love the way we drown
You know, you know
I hope it's painful
To hate you

Show me hate
Amuse me
Show me pain
Abuse me
You give me one
I give two
After all I love you

Deeper now
Engulf me
Wet with love
Repulse me
This is what
You want, yes?
Us submerged and loveless

You give me one
I give two
After all I love you
After all without you
I wouldn't be drowning too

【Kagamine Len V4x】Submerged【VOCALOID Original】+VSQx

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6UyvNN93I3c

files: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1boPglF8VDAeXFe1FKUSgBk2DwLDachVD?usp=sharing

【original】Leopard【vflower】

edit 2024: oh that sure is a song alright 

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i-3qp7APXw

MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1JuWjZ_o1QmrlcC36Z02rvHHDaYXNlq6T?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1jGjoMV_FIAQOhHMjJGPvKmFZ2-TI1988/view?usp=sharing
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/16EUegjl4hPv6GoS-3HsFJ7g_M-w3zFlZ3GN07tlYMT4/edit?usp=sharing

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♡ THIS IS MY HEART - SPED UP! [SONG BY VANE]

aj 🌸

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