We walk the line
Narrow may it be
You on your side
And I on mine

Tethered through the crowd
Strangers surround
You on your side
And I on mine

You widen my eyes
So I cannot contain you
Quicken my heart
To filter out and strain you

But no
I won't 
cross the line


The Line

....didn't want to get out of bed...actually, let me rephrase that, I wanted to get out of bed...like I had done many times before....begrudgingly...but this time...I couldn't...the thought of interacting with other people was terrifying...paralyzing...I didn't want to talk to anyone...and I was positive no one wanted to talk to me...excuses were easy to throw around...I'm tired, I'm not feeling well, I'm reading...disappearing under the covers heightened the helpless gnawing...I don't know what clicked...but one day, something did...and in my head I came to a peaceful resolution with myself...im getting up...its a perfect day to get up...and its probably gonna fuck me up...so lets get fucked up...most days since...I've been getting fucked up by the most perfect of days...lets get fucked up.

Polaroids of Polarbears...but they keep looking...well, Dad said, let them look.

Lil' Girls Pointing And Laughing...Cooking with knives...featuring sgp on vocals...the first track from the next LGPAL Mixtape...lazily titled...Mixtape 2 ...due for release in August 2022.

Unlike the previous mixtape...where cutting/pasting and making a collage from the musical contributions of the Lil' Girls Pointing And Laughing Collective was the foundation...this Mixtape is about making short catchy noise/pop songs.

Lyrics:
My love how selfish I could never breathe in without you
Lungs burn the arrogance of your ghost hurts the most
No words, no songs sung, the sign said God is depressed
A thing of beauty watching joy turn into loneliness
I know next to nothing content out of breath
I know thoughts of running will not fix this mess
Always knew your sweetest smile held violence
When we were cooking with knives those memories were the best

My love in took 10,000 hours to bury you alone
No concern being thoughtful of thoughtfulness
No words, no songs sung, no sign of beating in this chest
No ears to hear nor eyes to see there's just nothing left
I know tangled in the sheets there's still regret
I know theres still love there wrapped up in the sex
Always knew your sweetest smile held violence
When we were cooking with knives those memories were the best

Credits:
On this track Lil' Girls Pointing And Laughing are:
- sgp
- S.D.W.

Cooking With Knives

From 2020...a B-Side
Lo-Fi at best
Featuring the woah woah woahs of Bro.D

This is my best friend, who's climbing on my back
For what its worth, yeah everybody knows
But no one ever really sees it
My dead end, my best friend, Im planning to test anyone who knows
The grin, the hole, helps everybody heal
Against the wall, the scratches on my back, the churn it burns
Yeah everybody knows, my friend, will crawl and everybody sings
Best friends will lie, best friends will try, best friends will die
Cannot listen anymore

This my friend means absolutely nothing
Coz of you I love to dance with no one
Everybody knows my best friends nothing

Everything is fine and everyone is fine and yes the sun is shining my friend is still climbing
But its all back turns and walls
Does everybody know

Everybody Knows My Friend - Polaroids of Polarbears

High Baby

Doomed to Flourish [Demo]

Cheers to Brendan Candy for the drumming work, and Matthew Superego Hill for all things strings-related.
Cheers to Tsunami Studios for the studio time!

Burn Inside

Single-shot recording of JX-03 and vocals through effects hardware.

Like I Do

A snippit cut from a shitty phone recording of a live set at Snails Easter 2018

Three Zero Zero Three Two Zero One Eight - Live @ Snails

Another little cut from the 2018 Easter party at Snails https://www.facebook.com/snailsartistrunspace

Journey @ Snails

This is just where I store outtakes and demos.
There is much more on our Bandcamp.

Doomed to Flourish [Demo]

Not [amos/anon]