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MISTA C X KSLV - ARMOR

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CULTURE

MISTA C X TOKYOMANE - CULTURE

Prod @growmane

i sold my sold my soul for a little bit of gold
now im outchere in the cold 
gotta ahold on you 
tell your folks that our love aint never been true 
so im sulking getting high inside the bathroom 
rolling tissue, it aint cause i miss you 
i just hate this misuse 
yeah would i abuse you 
but you know you know asked me too
i agree someones used but who?
treat you like the trash  you want me to 
our memories haunt me through 
all of the things we swore we’d say 
and then walked away
(away)
my life’s not paid 
i work, i work all day
i break my spine 
a slave of thine 
ill take whats mine
in due time

Fairy Tales (Prod. GROWMANE)

Motives

it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

i spend my days just trying to figure out whats wrong with me
between the breakdowns and compulsions from the OCD
is borderline a good excuse for when i dont agree
im boiling on the inside, im Discouraged, you would never see

anxiety, throwing up like every morning
cause the moment that my eyes open im retching without warning
always think of suicide and then imagine how they're mourning
but i promise i wont do it, it's just thoughts they're getting boring

it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

man im so used to this shit i think i just be getting numb
ill stay attached forever if you show me bit of love
ill follow your whole trail, i be picking up the crumbs
really thinking you wont hurt me, how the fuck i be so dumb

why my stomach always hurting, feel it now writing this verse
im always feeling sick, and my brain always on alert
i never get a break i feel my body always hurt
cant keep up with my head, theres way too many fucking words

it hurts, the weight on my chest
it burns, the tears that i shed
i want to breathe, but im dead
i cant take it, i'm sawing my head off

what's wrong with me

Spotify

whats wrong with me

prod XLHC & Aaron Osbourne
unreleased circa 2021/22??

fill my cavities w/ XLHC & Aaron Osbourne (2022 unreleased)

From Dusk Til Dawn (prod.Luvmatty)

i know you moved on, why can't i too
i feel so dumb just thinking of you
but i cant help it, i got these pieces of you
still in my veins, what can i do

still in my brain, want to rip it out
teach me please, how to get it out
im so scared to let you go
dont know myself, youre all i know

ill lose myself if i let it die
cause i got pieces of you still inside
beneath my ribcage where you still reside
i told you it would never change, i bet you thought i lied

know you had your reasons for leaving
really cant blame you, im just grieving
really hope you're good, but you are
cause i saw, yeah i saw
oh i saw, yeah i saw

theres more i wanted to say
couldnt get out on that day
was too busy running away

couldnt see no other way
so i pretend that i hate everything that you are
it couldnt be more fake

i shut down, just to try and save me
hope that you hate me

know youll never hear these
and i dont know what youre feeling
but ever since you left, im right here
im still reeling

ill lose myself if i let it die
cause i got pieces of you still inside
beneath my ribcage where you still reside
i told you it would never change, i bet you thought i lied

Pieces Of You

pieces of you

its early morning but i still cant sleep
i make myself some breakfast but i still cant eat
i started scrolling, it was more bad news
you said that You Were Meant For Me, that shit aint true

oh no, oh no, i dont know what to do
get me out of this hell, but im loving it too
oh no, oh no, i dont know what to do
now what killed me is dead, so we're both dead too

love is dead, yeah i said what i said
always cold, always hanging by a thread
im done with lies, only real thing counting bread
love is dead
love is dead

seven-thirty i already got the bag, uh huh
wish that you could see me
but i swear its not to brag, oh no
'cause i know
that im nothing but a shell
and i say im doing well
but i feign to get the point across

oh no, oh no, i dont know what to do
get me out of this hell, but im loving it too
oh no, oh no, i dont know what to do
now what killed me is dead, so we're both dead too

love is dead, yeah i said what i said
always cold, always hanging by a thread
im done with lies, only real thing counting bread
love is dead
love is dead

love is dead

honored to have @foreignforest on this
hkfiftyone:
i feel so messed up, like im never right
swear im drained just from putting up a fight
i wont sleep but im tired, so i might
want to be up in the sky

if im real, i just want to stay alive
if i wake up in the morning, i survived
keep it pushing even if i dont know why
know there's something more to life

foreign forest:
my chest
feels like it's full of rocks sometimes
yes
i've been working on my mind
tests
all i ever seem to find is
stress
i don't wanna lose my mind yet

i'm so tired of living in the future
thinking i'll be good
but for now im just a loser
this is not "it"
lost my "present" in the sewer
gotta get it
but i don't know what i'm doing

what if i
have a different story i could
tell in time
though i didn't get it on the
very first try
at least i can say i tried

hkfiftyone:
i feel so messed up, like im never right
swear im drained just from putting up a fight
i wont sleep but im tired, so i might
want to be up in the sky

if im real, i just want to stay alive
if i wake up in the morning, i survived
keep it pushing even if i dont know why
know there's something more to life

im tryna get back up, i swear i try my best
but every time i fall, i feel it in my chest
and then my brain gets numb, so then i make a mess
its like i cant think straight, but you probably get it

hold on
i swear it's gonna be okay
been too long, but swear it wont stay
youre not alone, i know its lonely
youre all in my prayers

Sample from Julia's Message of Hope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rvhgvmABL0

"It's ok to be afraid, but I don't want you to give up. Because the thing about depression, is it lies. You know, you gotta fight to be here. Because it does get better, and all of these lies will eventually go away. You just have to hold on, 'cause it doesn't get to win. It doesn't get to take you. Because you're stronger than that, and you're worth more than that.
And it's possible."

Stay Pt 2 w/ Foreign Forest

i could never hold my stance
when its slipping through my hands
like the tide against my bones
pull me under, drag me home

buried deep beneath the weight
of the words we left too late
salt and silence fill my lungs
sing my name in fading tongues

i trace the air of where you stood
faded outlines, splintered wood
i could scream but you wont hear
waves crash down, i disappear

pulled apart but still in place
lips are bloody, i can taste
i can always tell when ive lose myself
i feel insane

memory of a ghost

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this song is one of my favorites on the album.... this vocal is so gooooood..... I wanted to make my own version just for all of you... enjoy and I also added heavens vocals at the end cuz they fire <3

GORDOS DILEMMA

You guys have gone completely mad over this on tik tok. I only made it 3 days ago lol. Knew I had to give u a bit more for the plot... so here's a CLIP. Want Spotify next? show some love in the comments 

thanks so much to julia for the incredible original version

big love, uncle badge xxx

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