~Lyrics~ 

hey Im not sorry, but what was I supposed to do 
when you came over to my party 
caught me looking across the room 
I know you’ve got a secret and I’m uncovering your truth 
Realizing the dagger is close to my neck 
And yet I’m staring straight through you  

I know that we have an image 
I’m reflected onto you 
Yet - You’re cold and often distant 
But in pictures you’re in my crew 
I think it’s time to leave now 
Even though this my fucking house 
Don’t call me a liar when I found your texts 
Trying to stab my back, you’re fucking dead 

Fuck you 
I don’t wanna talk about it anymore 
Fuck you 
I don’t wanna hear you begging anymore 
Fuck you 
I don’t wanna talk to you I’m out the door 
Yeah yeah 
Bitch I’m out the door 

Hey now 
I don’t know what you’re talking shit about 
I know 
you stopped when they let me in 
I know 
That you wanna hang out but you’ve been so fucking distant 
so fucking distant 

Bitch you fucking thought I was over w you 
No I’m not sorry for losing it 
You know I can’t fucking get over this  
Cause you be asking if I’m fine? 
Bitch you really know the answers why 

Fuck you 
I don’t wanna talk about it anymore 
Fuck you 
I don’t wanna hear you begging anymore 
Fuck you 
I don’t wanna talk to you I’m out the door 
Yeah yeah 
Bitch I’m out the door 

Hey now 
I don’t know what you’re talking shit about 
I know 
you stopped when they let me in 
I know 
That you wanna hang out but you’ve been so fucking distant 
so fucking distant 

[transgender screaming]

genres: hyperpop electronic transgender emo music

FUCK YOU!!!

~lyrics~ 

I don’t wanna talk to you or your friends ever again 
What he said before he called me sick in the head 
I feel isolated. I can’t get out of bed. 
I’m stuck in the motions of a newborn reject 

Haven’t done my shot in weeks 
I haven’t taken my T 
I gotta get your girlfriend over here to balance my E 
gotta inject into the source of my inability 
but the helplessness I’ve learned has come to bite me to bite me 

Get me out get me out 
And I can’t drive a car 
feeling useless in the bathroom while I’m looking like a star 

get me out get me out 
The simple things are hard 
I just wanna fucking leave 
But the four walls of my room are all encompassing 

You think it’s so easy? 
Probably cause you’ve eaten lately yeah 
Probably cause you’re drinking somethin 
Meanwhile I can’t pick myself out of the garbage 

I’m lying on my carpet
 like a constant liability 
And the memories surrounding me 
Are haunting 
I can’t fight the demons coming through my screen holding me down 

Get me out get me out 
And I can’t drive a car 
feeling useless in the bathroom while I’m looking like a star 
get me out get me out 
The simple things are hard 
I just wanna fucking leave 
But the four walls of my room are all encompassing 

genres: hyperpop transgender emo music

TAKING MY T

~lyrics~ 

why are you so sure 
you’re gonna need an answer from me, baby 
you want me to ask if you’re ok? 
that shit drives me crazy 

now you’re blowing up my phone? 
but you thought about it when you called me 
last week?
two weeks ago?
when you ghosted my ass oh noooo

oh no 😥 oh no you thought u could fuck w me x2 
oh no x4 

like I said before 
in everything you do you’re such a fucking bore
what a poser 
what a faker 
blowing up my phone like a hater 

but you’re always typing shit in my DMs
don’t you realize that you gotta fucking read em
i can’t explain it 
being ghosted by you is just so painless 

yeah being ghosted by you is just so painless 

[uh oh someone’s upset on the phone haha that’s crazy.wav]

I don’t want the drama 
if you want me try calling your mama 
you want me to pick you up at nine? 
you know I don’t fucking drive 

I was so happy when you ghosted me 
and now it’s like it’s on repeat 
on Off on OFF again 
caller ID like russian roulette 

like I said before 
In everything you do you’re such a fucking bore
what a poser 
what a faker 
blowing up my phone like a hater 

you’re always typing shit in my DMs 
don’t you realize that you gotta fucking read em
I can’t explain it 
being ghosted by you is just so painless 

yeah being ghosted by you is just so painless 

genres: hyperpop digicore emo altpop music 

sorry this one is kinda scuffed, my original vocal got deleted pretty close to release

GH0ST3D

Originally uploaded to ULTRAPOP's MYOM Vol 3., a charity compilation supporting Rainbow Railroad. 

~Lyrics~

I keep wondering how I think I feel
When I see you at the newcores rave
I keep wondering if I should even go
There's no amount of plugins I can put on my voice
To make it crack less when I think about you

Fuck

Let me go
Just let me go
Just let me go
Oh

So let me go
Yeah let me go
I need to figure it out on my own
So let me go
Yeah let me go
I need to figure it out

So let me go
Yeah let me go
So let me go
Yeah let me go

You thought I wouldn't put a verse on it?
But you know that I can't quit
Couldn't go to the burger place
To get me pickle chips

I'm stuck on you
As a consequence
Can't party when I'm sad
That's my conscience

And of course I wanna go
Get lost in the bodies
I wanna find myself some blow
And hit it for the first time

But you know that I can't quit
I'm stuck on you
And as a consequence
You are too

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah you are too
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah you are too
So take me to newcores

newcores

N.Y.N.M. (Originally Released 1/20/25 on M.Y.O.M. Vol 4)

-LYRICS-

And I know 
It hurts 
Your body 
separates from the earth 
uncontrollable longing 

But you can’t lie down 
And scroll the world away
anymore 

I'll be honest with you 
I don’t want to be human 
New year new me 
New year new machines

I'll be honest with you 
I don’t want to be human 
New year new me 
New year new machines

New year new machines...

Detach me from meta 
Break off of insta 
Delete my TikTok 
Pull my own head off

You got games on your phone?
Oh hell no, iPad kid 
Mouthing his thumb with a bib 
toxic shit, he’s on Twitter 

Delete that shit and get off your phone 
I can’t detach from you so nobody knows 
How depraved and disgusted 
This world is becoming 
I don’t wanna be human anymore 
I don’t wanna know anything anymore 
Put me in the dumb machine and flip the switch 
So you get out of my head 


I’ll be honest with you 
I don’t want to be human 
New year new me 
New year new machines

I just wanna be cold and 
detached and robotic 
New year new me 
New year new machines

I’ll be honest with you 
I don’t want to be human 
New year new me 
New year new machines

I just wanna be cold and 
detached and robotic 
New year new me 
New year new machines

N.Y.N.M.

i just want a fucking pretzel
hyperpop / musician / stagehand
get in touch and let's make something hard

amusicaa

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