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Hear something I’m not to know 
See something and let it go
There’s Something wrong here 
I don’t belong here 
Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this In and mix it up
I’m doing fine dear 
You don’t belong here 

When was the last time 
That you had a good day 
Is everything okay 
I know the telltales
I know the bad signs 
I was there in the bad times 
Are you alright
Why won’t you tell me 
I want to help please 
You can still fight 
I know it hurts i 
Just want to help without letting you down first 

Sorry about all the outbursts 
It’s just that I’m spiraling downwards 
It feels like I’m falling and i don’t know if  I’ll wake up or if I’ll hit the ground first 
I’m as alone as the first time 
Always alone at the worst times 
Gone when you need me should have believed me
When I said I was the worst kind 

I know nothing’s alright 
Staying up all night
Sleeping all day just to pass time 
These are bad the times yeah 
These Are the  bad times 
When was the last time 
That you had a good day 
Nothing is okay 
No nothing is okay 
I’m hoping for some change 
In my headspace 
Maybe one day 

Hear something I’m not to know 
See something and let it go
There’s Something wrong here 
I don’t belong here 

Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this in and mix it up
I’m doing fine dear 
I don’t belong here

these r the bad times

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Written and recorded by @alainite
Produced by IOF
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @scottysplash

Yeah I can feel your eyes they burn right through my soul
You're in my body yeah you're everywhere I go

And every time that I watch you shine so bright in the summer light
My heart it drops like the fall
Stay right here, I'll be the one
Give me your hand I know you want more
Streetlights guide our way through the winter
We'll hide from the rain when it pours
Yeah I'm right here, I'll be the one
Just take my hand I know you want more

Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine

You're the one that'll be mine
Oh baby, I don't wanna waste time
So shall we cut the lights and keep on dancing
We could go all night long darling

Everyone's got their eyes on you
You smile and laugh and it steals the room
Fill it up with your cheap perfume
And I wish this wouldn't end so soon

But I'll hold on tight we've just begun
Oh you're the only one
I'll wait for you until the morning sun

And every time that I watch you shine so bright in the summer light
My heart it drops like the fall
Stay right here, I'll be the one
Give me your hand I know you want more
Streetlights guide our way through the winter
We'll hide from the rain when it pours
Yeah I'm right here, I'll be the one
Just take my hand and maybe we could both explore

Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine
Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine

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Streetlights ft. I'm Geist (Prod. IOF)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
s/o to @guardinmusic and @johnnyfriend
and @reesoo

lyrics:

jaden: 
Did you ever really care for me, I can't tell
Sending all of the texts for me to get well
When you're the one that made me go get help
'Cus all you care about is yourself

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

Guardin:
What the fuck you gon' do?
Lies aligned in a queue
You've been hanging silhouettes, all by the ties of their shoes
Seven minute resurrections every night with a new
mother fucker who ain't even gettin' half of the truth
You've been lying through your teeth tryna hide it all
Now i'm walking down your street while you're driving off
Text you who the fuck is he realizing now
This ain't ever what it seemed you just let me down

Jaden:
Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

Listen to your lies like a CD
I'm a redo, do you really need me?
Watching your moves like a TV
Glued to the screen when you leave me

Jaden and Guardin:
Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

smoke and mirrors w/ guardin (johnnyfriend)

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
This isn’t typical (I’m fine)
To be so cynical (I lied)
Maybe I’m just difficult (this time)
Chasing different gold for my whole life

[Chorus 1]
I don’t feel the same
Got shit inside my brain that escapes me
‘Cause I don’t know the way
I’m on display
But that’s okay when you’re right here
I don’t feel no shame
Guess I should take the blame
Don’t wanna feel this pain
I’m on display
But that’s okay ‘cause you’re right here

[Verse 2]
Yeah I’m okay when you’re right here
‘Cause I’m living off the way you been staring at me I
I promise you I’m not gonna die here
Because I really hate who I’ve been trying to be oh
Well maybe I don’t wanna follow the trends
Maybe I never wanna love you again
So tell me what i need
Promise I’ll listen
‘Cause I can’t fuckin see
All that I’m missing
No I can’t guarantee
That this’ll work
Lift me up or leave me in the dirt
Yeah lift me up or leave me in the dirt
They wanna fall in love but just to feel the hurt
And then they’ll find a way for feelings to convert
To poetry they’ll let you hear it first
(fuck)

[Chorus 2]
I don’t feel the same
Got shit inside my brain that escapes me
‘Cause I don’t know the way
I’m on display
But that’s okay when you’re right here
I don’t feel no shame
Guess I should take the blame
Don’t wanna feel this pain
I’m on display
But that’s okay ‘cause you’re right here

useless 2.0

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Lyrics:

so long, for this frustration
I’ve been gone too long
four years, without a place to
feel at home, i know
i ain’t the one

i couldn’t feel u next to me
u went away, i'm here to stay
fear and desperation 
i can’t promise
i’ll wait too long

so long, for hope and patience
i hope , the tide will turn
cold rails in every station
i guess i’ll be unknown

oh, won’t u lay me down girl
i know ur tired of letting go
fear and desperation 
i can’t promise
i’ll wait too long

i can’t promise
i’ll wait too long

promise

produced by me
hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:

Lay in my bed and the time
Is running away but thats fine
I feel like I dont try enough
To make anything out of my life

Tell me that I am not wasting my time
Tell me that I didnt fuck up my life
Feed me your lies and make me feel secure
I can’t tell the truth and dont want to anymore

Dont call on my phone
Leave me alone
You say you’re a bro
But I don’t think so, no

I don’t want to hide
But I dont have a choice
Bottle it up
I feel like a toy

Seems like every day’s just getting worse
And I’m taking all these pills but there’s no difference at all
Its gotten to the point where I’ve given up hope
But I keep on faking smiles cause they want me to

I can’t just sit n chill
By myself cause then I would
Find myself just breaking down
Thinking bout my life and how

Itd be easier to end it
Thinking bout it but then still
I got someone to live for
Dont know how much I need them

Lately its been way too much
Weight on both my arms
Been carrying way too much
Troubles, stress still not enough

Looking at the time and I’m wasted
FUCK
It’s another day, nothing changing
Still feel like shit and head’s aching
Take another pill and forget it
x2

change

Thank you so much to @sinxi for making the song and allowing me to upload the cover, go support the original song and give him a follow and love!  <3<3

Original:
sinxi - die in your arms
(Thank you for listening)

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https://www.instagram.com/heysinxi/
https://www.youtube.com/c/Sinxii
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sinxi - die in your arms (oc - cover)

monarch

goodbye (feat. powfu)

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

comfort

taken
18 years old
i'm a skater girl
my email is amya.postlethwait420@gmail.com
bitches be hating on my cause there friend do funny how i make this bitches play follow the leader
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Related tracks: goodbye (feat. powfu)

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