crystals they all in my eyes; i never asked for this life
lying awake in my bed 
should be working instead 
am i doing this right?
i dont do downtime
with my girls downtown
mask on she cry
been sinking, i drown

CRYSTALS 2 [PROD. SCOTT TAYLOR + CASTTAG]

Based on "fool" by @yeah0k
To a dear friend

gotta think of what to do
i just put some candy in my nose im a fool
surf around the net spreading love like a tool
avoiding all my messages so i dont send a few

but i want to so bad
you remind me of the better days when life wasnt tragic
cant charm u like that, no magic
this is not a crush or a crutch this is passion

i think you lit a spark in me
i think i got the energy you need
it doesnt have to be anymore than what it be
know there could be something more but is this really what we're seeking (believe me [it's not])

i remember darker days when i was at my most evil
screwing over everyone i knew to get the things i thought i needed
and ever since then keep an eye on my ego im conceited
would u believe me ([when i say] i put u on a pedestal)

i put you on a pedestal
left these feelings inedible
i dont think you should eat me
cause im not quite that digestible
im thankful that you get my past and dont think its destestable
my love for you is strong and slowly getting more detectable

and i know what to do
i just put some candy in my nose im a fool
surf around the net spreading love like a tool
avoiding all my messages so i dont send a few

still sent a few to you
self restraint low but im hurting in my room
dont know what youre going thru ill be there how i can
know that you mean more to me than i can comprehend

SILHOUETTE OF A TOOL [PROD. AMY BESTEVEZ]

i see what you stepped from
won't you tell me what, tell me why
i wanna take it down, take it down
kratom in my cup and i'm not around
im not mentally here
cant see me, wondering when ill appear
count down five times from 10, do it again
roll the dice, hold my life, hold my life in your hands
feels like my life is in yours hands when youre listening
like at the sun; the waters glistening
i feel everything in the sky, i breathe it in
breath it out, im overwhelmed; i want to change my life again

winter's coming, are you ready
i hear their whispers
one last time to change your life

NASIAN - ROCKS IN MY HANDS REMIX FT. AMY BESTEVEZ [PROD. SKOOZI]

ENERGY EXCHANGE FREESTYLE [PROD. PROBLEM.AREAS + AMY BESTEVEZ]

amy go to bed

i've been thinking abt meds
somedays i forget
might leave you on read 
what you see is what u get

it's 11am
and i'm nothing like them
no i'm nothing like them
pockets looking fucking dead
mine looking fucking dense
and my throat is full of phelgm

cough it up yea i need to feel a buzz
i've been paranoid i dont know who to trust
i can't go to sleep at night because my mind is stuck
someone help me out yea someone hook me up

amy go to bed

chaos all in my head
god's challenge i'm dead
amy go to bed

AMY GO TO BED [PROD. ILYA2001]

come on in
high in demand, exorbitant
i know the code and i warp it
Rev up the engine torque it
trying to keep up but you cant
why u stressed get your own then
Cant be like me they pressed 
all i gotta do is ignored them
sorting out
put that intent in the words now
breaking the curse better do your worst
cause i hit em where it hurts every verse now
do the most i know they see  
climb a mountain just to breathe 
bright visions in my sleep
all my dreams i record them






leeches on me i just bite em off
relieve the pressure no tylenol
gave up my heart i think its lost
gods challenge and i pay the cost
waking the dead like theyre smelling salts
couple mistakes gotta write em all
doing some damage no cannonball
Screw me over think thats karma calling
hard times here whose really all in
hair raise i been tasting the static
In your house in your sink in your attic
truth is amelia aint making millions for ya
open no doors do no dealing for ya
half of the patterns revealing for ya
after that i gotta keep moving forward

DELUSIONS OF GRAND DIRT [PROD. APT9 + SUNOFMOE]

i never know what's going on
no one tells me i found out on my own
never know whats going on
please tell me what is happening before im gone

i never know what the hell is going on
who the hell is going on about what

please dont use gods name in vein
unless ur tryna cause major pain
and now im feeling insane
im looking at my nails; havent paid them in days
i bite em off when im stressed out
yum, microfiber
u dont know what im saying cuz im down 4 hire
and i need my pillow at night
im tryna go 2 sleep, dont wanna cause a fight

WHOLE NEW CLOUD FT. ETURNITY [PROD. GEEKERSQUAD + APT9]

in pain, in flames
Inflamed with the need to bring change 
play the game, pave a lane
make gold out of all my shame
i dont chase, so dont chase this
no shots otherwise time wasted
no bite just a taste then erase it
levitate off a rug now im racing

earned stripes in my lil puterspace
type the manuscript and i crack the vase
want control of me put me on display
can u get a grip can u get away
wanna fight me think im made of clay 
im too busy fighting with myself
im too busy working on my inner self
whats the difference to be honest i wont tell

if you look youll notice secrets reveal themselves often
get so tired of breathing while still thankful for the oxygen
every move i make is with  my deepest possible intent
every year that im alive is one big fuck you to the man
wish i could draw in the sand
everything i know, everything i am
never had a plan
always shift the vision always had to take a chance
six the hard way, gifts for parting
blink and miss it, cant restart
wishes, heartaches, drown in thoughts
create what i must just to get in touch with god

wheres your god
whats your god
are they online analog
can they save you from this fog
will their concepts make you strong
do they challenge every thought
or do they keep you where you are
do they watch you as you fall
silent as they hear your call

CRYSTALS 2 [PROD. SCOTT TAYLOR + CASTTAG]

Amy Bestevez

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