midnight freestyle [prod. cathead]

R2D2ASSBITCH [prod. Scott Delta] (7:33 version)

AMY GO TO BED
@ilya_2001

amy go to bed

i've been thinking abt meds
somedays i forget
might leave you on read 
what you see is what u get

it's 11am
and i'm nothing like them
no i'm nothing like them
pockets looking fucking dead
mine looking fucking dense
and my throat is full of phelgm

cough it up yea i need to feel a buzz
i've been paranoid i dont know who to trust
i can't go to sleep at night because my mind is stuck
someone help me out yea someone hook me up

amy go to bed

chaos all in my head
god's challenge i'm dead
amy go to bed

AMY GO TO BED [prod. Ilya2001]

amy bestevez & A Hype - Dewgongveins [apt9]

produced by me. a song about being trans and in love. idk. enjoy.

lyrics:

shaken up by the trauma that i’ve dealt with
system going numb, i feel helpless
fight or flight kicking in, i feel selfish
something wrong with me, i don’t think that they’ve felt this way
that i feel now, really wanna heal now
really wanna follow my heart, make a deal now
what’s the deal now? sick of always feeling down
i just wanna be my best version, make you really proud

cuz ive held this truth inside me
always felt that i had to fight it
spent time keeping myself blinded
navigate it, without any guidance
you make me feel immortal
and goddamn, you’re so adorable
and you make me feel so normal
in a world that makes me feel so horrible

let’s take it easy now
please just don’t leave me out here
in the cold, all alone
know that we can see this out
promise i’ll keep you warm
when the sun starts to go down
when the sun starts to go down

when the sun starts to go down...

Ur not the only one that feels outta place hahaha I love u enjoy brole Monday # 12 prod duhblan m/m scumboi

ur not the only one PROD DUHBLAN

artwork by https://twitter.com/labgrown_
released on bandcamp @ https://labgrown.bandcamp.com/track/swarming-labgrown-premier

don't remember, so forgetful
in my head i feel so mental
i feel dead, not accidental
rest in peace to all my kinfolk
open up but i get shut down
cut me deep and let me bleed out
hold me under, laugh while i drown
stitch me up so i won't talk now

i'm so sick, so tired
think i'm losing it all
and i'll be on fire
when you're watching me fall
but don't leave, i'm fine
throw that shit to the wall
but you don't trust me at all
and i'm still learning
how to live with myself
just one pill, swarming
and i'm under your spell
but you don't trust me, i can't help
stuck in this hell

let me die but i forgive
brought me back and let me live
you hurt me i can't pretend
but there's nothing we can't mend
can't forget all that you did
cause we've been through all that shit
i still love you i confess
lay me down and let me rest

i'm so sick, so tired
think i'm losing it all
and i'll be on fire
when you're watching me fall
but don't leave, i'm fine
throw that shit to the wall
but you don't trust me at all
and i'm still learning
how to live with myself
just one pill, swarming
and i'm under your spell
but you don't trust me, i can't help
stuck in this hell

swarming

feat. @markuwho
produced by everestdidthis / prod. everest
mix & mastered by marku

(𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂)
baby you take what you want
but not what i need
i try to pay attention and i try to keep the peace 
i can't find a reason why you lie
when i say you don't have to
say you don't have to
and it feels like
you want the pleasure of seeing me cry
you want to show me just what it feels like
baby you don't know low until you've taken a dive

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆)
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆 + 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂)
your love is a trap
i'm a rat
you are the cobra who swallows me whole for a snack 
want to know where i'm at, at all times
telling me that you're all mine
a cold blooded lover 
sinking venom into me
you give me no room to breathe 
your love's like a python
you think that i'm so strong i can handle it
why’s it that you’re hurting me 
when i put you on platforms 
ignoring my bad thoughts like they're never there
your crocodile tears 
that you cry
woke up in a winter morning with you by my side
i'm watching the door slam as you leave
now it's september and you broke me

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆)
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm

i saw a crocodile swim in a river in darwin when i was 15 and now i love reptiles (feat. marku)

pure w/ jxyz (p. geist)

say my bitch so fucking bad i think that she a goner
i dont even wanna fuck but i know that she wanna 
take my life is what she say 
i think shes fucking over 
we pour up inside a cup 
when shes coming over

i dont even know the color think its red october 
take the beat and eat it up 
its losing its composure
i think you should lighten up 
just change your exposure
when i shoot you with this gun you know its fucking over

when im pouring up a four you know its red october 
she say do you wanna talk i think that she need closure
i know that she wanna fuck but i dont wanna hold her 
she hit me up one time that was bold of her 

she say can i get some money yeah bold offer 
he said whats inside your pocket i got bread loafers
he said whats inside your pocket i got a gun off him
i got green next to my red its money and its lean
i might blow that boy in half call him charlie sheen 
my money never clean never listerine
her pussy fucking clean fucking mr. clean
you dont me cuz u know im mean
who the fuck are you ur not on my team
*walter white*
*chorus* 
*yessirrrrr*

redoctober (prod me)

alive next year (p. wund)

HELL STREET RADIO BABY

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