childhood

my latest song ! I'm still not too sure what to call it tho lol anyways enjoy my mediocre violin skills !!

lyrics:
[ I kept the letter you wrote me
Even though i hate your words 
I let your handwriting hold me 
In its soft and gentle curls

And its ironic 
That the flowers in my garden died 
They didn't just need your light to survive
they also fed on your lies 

You’re burned into my vision 
Cos i see things through your eyes 
And now sweetness sounds so sour 
And horror tastes like surprise 

I know where the poison berrys grow
I know i know
I know where the fallen fruit is sown 
I know i know

You play dirty in your garden
I see girls with green grassed skirts when you go
Build your fence up around your garden 
In case your next secret finds out what i know

I know where the poison berrys grow
I know i know
I know where the fallen fruit is sown 
I know I know ]

just realised I misspelt berries and I feel like a fool D:

where the fallen fruit is sown

clearly I am procrastinating as u can tell by the 2 new songs in 2 days! anyways this was a quick one but im trying not to be a perfectionist and so im just gunna put more mediocre stuff out! Jk I actually really like this one :D

lyrics:

[ Oh intoxicated affection
undetermined direction
a tangled-limbs connection 
undeniable election

unprecedented affliction 
oh, poetic love of fiction
deniable addiction
hold close your negative prediction

the love that made my bones turn weak
the love that rotted all my teeth
the love that made me cry twice a weak
the love felt more like deceit

oh feeling of a near dimension
bodies close to the ascension
unwavering attention
reality suspension

oh, captivating feeling
gauzy filter feels like dreaming 
and we're rising to the ceiling
bubbling over, boiling, steaming

the love that made my bones turn weak
the love that rotted all my teeth
the love that made me cry twice a week
the love that makes me numb when I bleed

your love felt more like deceit
your love made me cry twice a week 
your love made me numb when I bleed ...
the love that rotted all my teeth

teeth-rotting love

I love the ending of this song <3 

Lyrics:

I couldn’t miss you
Like a normal person 
Your absence is a tumour bound to worsen
Over time 

But I couldn’t love you
Like you’d love another
I'd hurt you like a brother
You'd say its fine 

I know, I know i have no right to call you mine 
And I know i have no claim over your time
And things are only made harder 
By me not getting over faster
The feeling of being left behind
The feeling of being left behind

Ive grown into you
Like a new sweater
Bought to last through change,  and weathered
Over the years 

And I’ve grown attached, too
To having you around me 
With a scent that can surround me
Overpowering fears 

but I know, I know i have no right to call you mine 
And I know i have no claim over your time
And things are only made harder 
By me not getting over faster
The feeling of being left behind
the feeling of being left behind 

I don’t even miss you yet
I see you everyday 
But im scared of what we’ll say
When we don’t 
(repeated)

the feeling of being left behind

My brain just blurted this out lol <3 sort of about growing up and making decisions and stuff but I won't lie its mostly nonsensical ! 

lyrics:

We’re on the edge of summer; the edge of life
The edge of leaving here, of deciding wrong from right 

So we say that things will work out in the end
And though we’re too smart to believe that
Its nice to have a reason to pretend

We marked out a patch of grass and called it ours 
And started pushing up the daises 
Came up to catch a breath after an hour

But brace yourself, my soldier 
Thats what no one ever tells you bout getting older 
You’re in the eye of your beholder

The corners of my vision’s tinged from blinding light 
Because even though it hurt our eyes,
We used to gaze straight into the sun sometimes

Silly, cynical and starved of air 
So we’re breathing in the daisies 
And braiding them into each others hair 

So take a shot my soldier
Into the dark; you’re too old for this and getting older
Even the summer has run colder

Take a stab my soldier 
Into the dark; the angel’s hiding on your shoulder  
And its voice is getting colder

My daisy, My soldier

Ahhhh!!! This is my favourite song that I've written I think! it kind of reminds me of my old stuff :)I sat in my bathroom for an hour to get these acoustics lol <3

lyrics:

The person you know in your head
Isn’t me;
And you know it in your heart 
Which still bleeds 
We can only imagine memories
They’re not real
Even though they try to be 
Even though they try to be

I’ve been dissociating lately, baby
Could you tell me how I feel, it would help me greatly
Buildings made of plastic, time’s elastic till it snaps 
And blinds me, crazy how the darkness always finds me 

The person you know in your head 
isn’t me
Has it ever occurred to you
You only see what you wanna see 
And I can’t imagine why 
You would look at me and smile
Im not good but I tried to be
Im not good but I tried to be

I’ve been dissociating lately baby
And why can’t I cry and why do I think you hate me 
Self deprication, continuation of the past thoughts
Crazy, how all this sorrow can be self-taught 

and all I ever wanted
was somebody else to tell me what I already know

all I ever wanted,
was somebody else to tell me what I already know 

Ive been dissociating lately baby
Is it foolish to hope that someone else can save me
Pinch me, it hurts i guess i must be wide awake
Crazy how i can never freely give, only take

and all I ever wanted,
was somebody else to tell me what I already know

tell me what i already know (all i ever wanted)

hi

I can't write anything good at the moment but here is a cover of a song which I adore

reach out (cover)

yay I'm so happy I finally have new music!! I've been writing quite a bit but nothing so far has been good enough to post but i recorded this today and I like it a lot <3 

lyrics:

sunburn on my shoulder
a pillow for your head
are you really sleeping
or must we both pretend 

roads are flying past us
clouds do not look real
I'm trying not to wake you
despite how I may feel

you're the only one I want to love, if you'd let me
you're the only one I'm frightened that'll forget me
and I hope you don't, it would leave me so blue
cos how could I ever forget you?

so, my mind unwinds
trapped in the tension, caught between time
you won't make the first move, neither will I
but I like to imagine what would happen if I'd tried

you're the only one I want to love, if you'd let me
you're the only one im frightened that'll forget me
and I hope you don't, it would leave me so blue
cos how could I ever forget you?

you're the only one I want to love,
you're the only one I want to love,

how could I ever forget you?

<3

you're the only one i want to love

new song! wrote it in my dreams. hope u like 

lyrics
Why cant we be
Like we’d be 
When you were my fingertips
And i was the soles of your feet
Tread so light
Treading soft, softly over me

Ive never seen a disease
Quite as sweet; as sweet as us
As the shards of hearts i’d step on
Bloody ribbons just for you to breathe
easy
Around me 

Im your love, do you love me? 
I’m your love, do you love me?
If only this were easy-  
Don’t just say it to appease me
It hurts too much

And when im half asleep
The words write themselves to me
And I say that i'm at peace
With the gods I don’t believe in: 
I still want to be forgiven anyway

I'm a fool, do you love me?
I'm a fool, do you love me?
You could take me or you’ll leave me
Either way im easy either way
Im a bitter aftertaste you can’t escape

(Ahs)

I was the soles of your feet 
soulless as they stepped
softly over me

I was the soles of your feet

wrote this song a couple of weeks ago but finally got round to recording it recently.  writing lots rn but none of it is that good! 
beginning is based on platos symposium hence the weird cover lol

lyrics:
Maybe it is
Like they used to say
When two were one until
The gods struck them apart one day
loves torn apart
so they were on their own
Forced to find their missing half 
Or be left all alone

But I could be your soulmate very easily 
Doesn’t take much to please me 
Doesn’t take much at all
You could be my soulmate very easily
Just say that I don’t need to be
Perfect to be yours

And i promise you
If you asked me too
I’d give you more than the moon
And i promise you 
Id find no fault in you
If you were the colour blue

I could be your soulmate very easily 
Doesn’t take much to please me 
Doesn’t take much at all
You could be my soulmate very easily
Just say that I don’t need to be
Perfect to be yours 

Tell me im happy and I will be 
I could be your soulmate easily

Ive done it again 
Ive fallen for 
Someone I made 
Inside my head
Ive done it again

soulmate

Feeling both happy and melancholy which is what this song reminds me of <3

clay pigeons (cover)

don't believe (cover)

baby where you are (cover)

no surprises (cover)

finally wrote another song after ages of not being able to write anything.

lyrics:


I had this dream 
You were laying the table 
And then we stayed up all night 
In your arms i was cradled 

And though we never tell lies 
I bought into this tale 
and a lie’s bound to sting
But delusions are fatal

We dont have to talk about it now
We know what that entails 
Lets have a good day instead 
And forget if we’re able

There’s a day we expire 
But i wont look at the label 
I’ll pretend its not there 
And forget, if i’m able 

And in my dream 
I held something so frail 
A heart beating: it gleamed
Blood on my hands cold and pale 

 But now i’m awake 
I cant tell truth from fable 
But i dont want you to speak
I know the truth will be fatal

we don't have to talk about it now
We know what that entails
lets have a good day instead
and forget, if we're able

there's a day we expire
but I won't look at the label
I'll pretend its not there
try to forget, if im able

fatal

rainy summer + Simon and Garfunkel 😎😎

kathy's song (cover)

my music 🤝shite violin playing 

wrote this song over summer, haven't rly been writing many originals so here's this mediocre one lol

The air is so still
In the stifiling heat 
But the birds still are singing 
For whatever they please

Im holding on
To a fragile peace
But when the wind blows
Im swept of my feet

My mind is yours 
You must know
That my time is yours
And i dont want to let go

Always in one place 
Missing the other 
Living for the day
longing for another

Don’t want to say
Im distracted by you
But miles away 
you still ruin my view

Its not your fault 
I care more than you do
I still regret the words 
I couldn't admit to you

My mind is yours 
You must know
That my time is yours
And i dont want to let go

Always in one place 
Missing the other 
Living for the day
longing for another

My mind is yours
And I never told you so
That my heart is yours
Well i guess now you know

Im always in one place
While you’re in another
Living for a day 
Where we dont miss each other

Amy rose

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