( old song ) 

always tryna tell me what i don’t want 
mix the drank up with the tonic til my heart stop 
til my heart slow 
yea i’m sippin’ stillpane 
lsd 
spray paint 
inna steel crate
wit my bruddas throwin' paint up onna freeway 
04rich for a ft i need bout 4k 
blew a hunnid bands in like 4 days 
m1911 yea jus like i'm max payne

when the rest just falls away
all thoughts i can't explain
when you feel so far away
the rest just falls away
x2

always tryna tell me what i don’t want 
mix the drank up with the tonic til my heart stop 
til my heart slow 
yea i’m sippin’ still- stillpane 
lsd 
spray paint 
inna steel crate
wit my bruddas throwin' paint up onna freeway 
04rich for a ft i need bout 4- 4k 
blew a hunnid bands in like 4- 4 days 
m1911 yea jus like i'm max- max payne

focus (meta)

lets go hit the mall
let me fill the duffle up
jeans on sag my racks too heavy
new margielas go n fuck em up
u cant stand me u not ready
2 x pills gonna crush them up
girl i need you u resent me
let us go and live let me turn it up
jesus christ they out to get me

i know i know i know
it feels alone when u not there w me
i know i know i know
one more chance could u give one to me
i know i know i know
we were so close now u walk right thru me
i know i know i know
i cant believe u chose to lose me

beat me to it
benz go stupid
nothing more or less yea
im recklusive drug abusing
feel it in my chest yea

nothin more or less
she got prada on her dress
at the party she a mess
she go crazy off the x

i dont wanna pickup calls
im in love with adderall
in this cup i got my heart
one more word i cut u off
different day a different car
different day a different start
different day another bar


lets go hit the mall
let me fill the duffle up
jeans on sag my racks too heavy
new margielas go n fuck em up
u cant stand me u not ready
2 x pills gonna crush them up
girl i need you u resent me
let us go and live let me turn it up
jesus christ they out to get me

i know i know i know
it feels alone when u not there w me
i know i know i know
one more chance could u give one to me
i know i know i know
we were so close now u walk right thru me
i know i know i know
i cant believe u chose to lose me

i know i know [opal]

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/h3artch3rades/god-looked-at-me-and-said

prod me

im tryna be something that im not
and it aint rly working out
can you see where my body drop?
pretty sound when you hear me fall to the ground
yeah
girl this is not allowed
how can i survive the world when youre not around
ill show you how to drown
can you look at my face just one more time

diamonds shining on my neck right now
ive been getting to the check oh wow
ive been feeling like the best around
starting to detest the crowd
i walk around town with the team
i wont sleep till they eat
yeah yeah
i cant see
i cant see what i dream

kill the complex emotions
then youre left with everything you need
i get closer
im free
flying closer
too close to the sun
gun stays in the holster
im free

that i'm not

Smoking Stogies:
bitch im rlly rtd 
that bitch she wanna suck on me 
she wan pull up 2 da crib n fuck on me 
i dont really give a fuck 
that bitch yeah she leeching me 
i just wanna fuck 
tap her once 
then she hit the streets
yuh yuh im up as shit 
smart af like sandy cheeks 
that bitch she a bob to me 
i got drugs im of da sheets 
i should get a rack 4 every time u tried leeching me 
that bitch wanna suck on me 
idgaf on me 
fuck some henny 
pourin out yay for me dead friends 
imma get rich put ur bitch inna fucking benz
yeh they hate on me cos they cannot b my friend 
ive been trappin pills flippin wok since a fucking kid
D0llywood1:
I been smokin dope since a fkn teen
If Ur not Rtd U cant b on da team
I had 2 cut U off I didnt want 2 b mean
I thought I was goin up I woke up from a Dream
I wear all these colors cus Im fkn scene
I get on da beat I dont fkn sing
I whip out my meat she get on her knees
Pour a 4 of lean everytime I drink
Molly what she need 4 her 2 do da deed
Molly what she need she cant feel a thing
I like when I bleed I feel everything
Bitch Im Rtd N DEAD
When Im off da weed bitch I cannot think
Wanna fw me jus follow da lead
Idgaf if U dont feel meh
Jus kill meh jus kill meh

Smoking Stogies + D0llywood1 - Rlly Rtd (prod tahu x extend0)

#P4M (14)

first's thing's first, I need to setup a baseline
what is real, what you heard through the grapevine
why i'm numb, what I want, why I make art
who am I, who are you, are we soul tied?
when did it start? might have started before our time
cursed from young, don't remember my first canines
writing on a chalkboard, 2011 I was just 9 
I love telling jokes, I love telling them the punchline

I'm ashamed of who I was big time 
people that I've hurt, I can never make ammends, I-
close my eyes, I see 3 names and we all lied
people who I loved, people who once loved me back too
brand new white BIC lighter, yea I like you
27 club, lemme make through 22
secrets that I'll take to my grave, yea I have too
Secrets that I'll take to my grave, if you ever knew ...

Scared of the past, yea I'm scared of the past, You-
scared? I won't grow? Yea I'm scared I'll never pass you.
fear in my voice, you can hear it when I speak to you.
heart's filled w/ apathy, I wish I never met you.

amends (1sadboii)

https://traktrain.com/kojo-wav

https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez
https://soundcloud.com/lightw1
https://soundcloud.com/april211k
https://soundcloud.com/prod-roxa
https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin
https://soundcloud.com/tgwog
https://soundcloud.com/sshinju
https://soundcloud.com/skoolio

loathing:koshmar w/ april21, recycleBin, roxa, shinju, sochi, skoolio, tgwog & light9

prod: @lilac @winter

lyrics:

baby i feel like im worthless
swear i try my best but you treat me like im vermin
lets run away lets join the circus
find me bleeding out patch me up and make it perfect

everytime we talk you make my head hurt
ive been thinking bout the times we were together
rain is falling know you like the shitty weather
ask me when im coming back i think its never
im not ever coming back
cut it off left the memories in the past
shattered limbs like my bodys made of glass
put this smile on my face like its a mask

baby theres so many things i couldn't ask you
at the party spill my guts out in the bathroom
i let you slip out of my fingers thought i had you
its too much drama baby i could never handle
baby i could never handle
i need you stuck on top my body like a tattoo
like is that too much to ask you

you let me shatter like im porcelain
so much going on i can tell im not important
let me give up let me forfeit
i cant bare to see you disappear this shit is horrid

i wake up and my sheets stained red
blowing up my phone i should've kept it in my head
you spent all this time tryna get me in your bed
i spent all this time crying wishing i was dead
you left me hanging by a thread
dont got anyone to talk to dont got any friends
and i wish i could've stopped you what could i have said
shattered porcelain in my hands

think my wrists are falling off
feel like throwing up everytime i try to talk
where the fuck did i got wrong
standing on the edge can you please just push me off
i cant tell whats going on
let you cut me open but you never stitch me up
handing me the blame but you know its not my fault

porcelain (lilac + winter)

(no more maybes
im so ready 
im yours baby
heart so heavy 
break the levee
it might be crazy
this feels right tho 
i hope one- )

i fell in luv with the cash
spend it n get right back
look in the mirror im trapped
theres something that seeps thru the cracks
lightning on me like im flash
lightning mcqueen on the track
and i got that BAO BAO in my bag
imma only slow down if i crash

in LA, no downtown, i got grass
burning thru the loud pounds, phoenix ash
got this shit on lockdown, touch my swag
i could never bow down to no man
bitch i feel like Dave Grohl moving bands
stare up at the night sky, im an ant
kiss my doobie goodnight im sandman
its alright if they dont understand

all u have is this life, take a chance
dancing with the divine, real romance
bring myself back to life, necromance
took a tab on my bike i feel like lance

salomon runners, yung demon hunter, im rollin that lumber
i know ill recover, swallow the sun ive been freezing all winter
wasted eternal, za like a turtle, u smoking on splinters
wish i was with her, but im posted up on the edge with the giver

BAO BAO

lyrics:
right down the middle, i’m hitting the target
on to another, let’s go get it started
i carry hollows, i walk on the dark side
so your blade is no match for me 
up my cup with the purple 
i don’t care if it’s bad for me

i got some black g star pants 
shiny studded belt on me like a rock band
i got tired of being broke
became ambidextrous, now i count up with both hands
i only count hunnids and fifties
matte black glock got a clip on me
and i shoot till it’s empty 
fuck with me you get turned to an entity

i only want war if you want it 
i’ll bring the war cause i’m on that 
thought he would try to come fuck with me 
now he runnin like sonic
and we rollin on toxins 
we stay gettin high around here 
and i can’t give no fucks
bitch get mad, so what?

studded belt [prod. slatepsycho]

okay fine
but you just don't understand
its like im being punished by the universe
and i feel like i can never even fall in love
i dont wanna be the one that's always giving up
and she wanna talk again but i don't wanna talk 
ima pop another pill that i don't wanna pop 
and i feel like i can never even fall in love
i dont wanna be the one that's always giving up
and she wanna talk again but i don't wanna talk 
ima pop another pill that i don't wanna pop 
running from my problems
i don't wanna talk about it i was kinda anxious
if U wanna fuck around then i can give U practice
U and i are not the same U been talking nonsense
i would probably fuck it up again im being honest 
i'm smoking pack inside the residence
i'm leaving evidence
i feel like im heaven sent 
i never wanted this
let's address the elephant
it's perfect severance
i get back at U it's bliss
let go of arrogance
i was running out of time while U were running out of options
never gave a fuck while i was in the club with dirty robins
came into my life and now U ruined me just like a toxin
talk to me before but U can never say that it was often
if U ask me how i'm feeling now it's really nothing
this is for the record
history is written by the victor
history is filled with liars
if he lives 
we die-
and i feel like i can never even fall in love
i dont wanna be the one that's always giving up
and she wanna talk again but i don't wanna talk 
ima pop another pill that i don't wanna pop 
and i feel like i can never even fall in love
i dont wanna be the one that's always giving up
and she wanna talk again but i don't wanna talk 
ima pop another pill that i don't wanna pop

Evidence (prod Vile & Krave)

pretty much 
LOSER 2 : http://smarturl.it/loser2
GOOD FRIENDS CLUB : Angst.lnk.to/GFC
LOSER : smarturl.it/LOSEREP
mgmt/press: aa@andishae.com
http://www.complex.com/music/2018/02/angst-loser-ep-premiere

Evidence (prod Vile & Krave)

Angst

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