Deserving to be you

Go and fuck yourself
It’s all you’re thinking of
I don’t want the things you have
I just don’t want you to have them

You’d look just like me
If I had better looks
And it’s unfair you get so loved
Just for being nice and cool

Fuck 
I hate you so much

Don’t you know
It has to be
More painful to be true
Don’t you know
I’m so much more
Deserving to be you

Why is it working
You’re doing it all wrong
I wish you’d stop talking
And start singing this song


Don’t you know
It has to be
More painful to be true
Don’t you know
I’m so much more
Deserving to be you


Deserving to be you Slowed Down + Reverb

“Planning - meals for the
Whole week - work for the
Fortnight - chores for the
Month
(Am I having enough fun)

Waiting - just for the
Evening - then for the
Weekend - then for the
Holidays
(Am I having enough fun)

Sometimes I meet my friends to catch up about all of our lives
No point in talking days to someone you’ll see in twenty-five
And talking months feels like we’re doing nothing much of our time

So we’ll just call each other names, a cab, and an early night
Again we’ll falsely vow to see eachother sooner next time
I feel fine - I just inquire

Am I having enough fun
Am I having enough fun

Missing - 2016
When I went
Missing - from house at 
Night
(I was having so much fun)

Outdoors - with friends for
Hours - city was
Ours - A silent
Land
(I was having so much fun)


When cars are sleeping all the roads turn into warm cement beds
We laid upside down ‘til the world wrapped on the back of our heads
And from this day I wonder if I’ll ever feel this way again

Since when did I get so preoccupied with morning routines
If I woke up the next day and all my life had been a dream
Would it be worth mentioning  

Am I having enough fun
Am I having enough fun

I fear that one day god will pick me like a flower from earth
He’ll take a sniff at me and sense I’ve been a coward from birth
He’ll laugh right in my face
(You’re not having enough fun)

I fear that I have only one chance and after this it’s done
But if I get another and the next me digs up this song
Please follow my advice
(Just let go and have some fun)

Am I having fun enough
If there’s no word above
If there’s no goal but love
Am I having fun enough

Got praised into a brilliant man, somebody life’s decor
Got dressed in suits of excel sheets and taught that fun was for
Beggars and whores

Now I fear singing at home will bring cops to the door
So I’ll be waiting in my grave, hoping that there’s nothing after this
Cause I don’t wanna ask god

Am I having enough fun
Am I having enough fun


Enough Fun

Living in a haunted manor in the middle of the french forest, Ana t’Aime is an orange-loving narcissist in the process of becoming a better person by embracing absolute honesty through their music - sometimes with layers of self-awareness that stack up to madness.

This franco-russian artist takes hyperpop’s philosophy of anti-elitism in experimental music and applies it to progressive rock, borrowing electronic approaches from bands like Radiohead and jazz-inspired messes from bands like Black Midi, while keeping their melodies as catchy as 2010’s hit radio songs. 

Today, their first single “Deserving to be you” is out, a rhythmically ambiguous track displaying a portrait of Ana t’Aime’s shameful envy.

Enough Fun

Ana t'Aime

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