we're both sick in the head

ft. @saoirsedream

it's like we never died
cause i can look into your eyes
a secret gemini
when im asleep you're in my mind
it's no surprise that i

i want to
i want to
i want to get to know you
your message
aggressive
i can be so submissive

and when i see you it's like a dream
your soft hands wrapping around me
you grip so tightly that i cant breathe
we're lighting matches to feel the heat

you got me so distracted
id make a move but im out of practice
we almost kissed and i know you liked it
pin me down baby i wont fight it
i melt everytime you touch me
daydreaming wishing youd just f*ck me
this game gets so addictive
i can be so submissive

bandcamp

sub (w saoirse dream)

waltz (feat. trndytrndy, tracey brakes, dynastic)

seroquel

written by ana & wood_lands
written for my baby girl's first christmas
merry christmas, edith

merry christmas, edith

girl power

great grandpa cover

lyrics:
All things fade into dark green water down by the lake
Mistakes were made and that's the heart of this pain
But I'll rejoice, I won't give anything
But forgiveness once you have the courage to explain
I learned this phrase from my father
He said ""no perfection can ever bring joy""
Or, ""there's none without it""
Like a life that has a start but no end
All aspiring comes with equal consequence, like some things we abuse and the joys they prevent
And I'll numb or stall all fall and pretend that dark water will cloak all our deepest intent
I said, you got this heart from your Mother
She bears all our suffering through the longest of years, too long lately, like a life that has a start but no end
I fear flawless life in a pure sense. Hold on best I can to a place where:
All things fade into dark green water down by the lake
Mistakes were made and that's the heart of this pain
But I'll reflect
I wont ask anything but forgiveness once I have the courage to explain

dark green water

guitar by daniboi
released w/ angel radio

I hear voices in the dark
They say i won't make it out until im dead
And i believe that they're right
But they keep wailing while im trapped outside my bed

Aren't you scared then? That your friends are gonna die?
Or are you cold enough to forget it sometimes?
How do you work then? Power through the floating eyes?
The phantoms that remind you that your fucking despised?

I didn't sleep too well i had to hunt a ghost
Why are you acting like i wanted to invoke it
Always the skeptic telling me it's just a hoax even though
My bedsheets leak ectoplasmic vent posts

She told me everyone has them, and to valentine my time
I told her what they look like in a twisted mix of spite
And now i lose all motor functions and he's asking me to write
He wouldnt last a day living my life

I never do sleep well im haunted by a ghost and
They're always acting like i wanted to invoke it
Tell me i'm still a kid then treat me like a drone while 
My bedsheets are still leaking my blood

I'm a fool who thinks she's an empress
With the devil and death in my hands
When reagan and chris call the exorcist
The fisher price telephone takes their heads
Down a 5 and a half minute hallway
In an acid filled attic with teeth and gums
I cant off myself on a vhs tape
Or i'll become the ghost

Ghost Hunting

SUSIE'S REVENGE

cover art by my older sibling, @squid_express on tiktok, instagram, and twitter

lyrics:

throw down the keys on the table
playing it down's getting played out
put on a new shirt when i'm able 
with a year's old stain, still looks the same

human condition loops endlessly; it sticks to my skin
is that all you got
patterns in my arms
you're totally full of it

i'll grow a new lung when i'm able 
an endless refrain: back to square one
if i'm nothing but lazy and stable 
why does my old pain still ache the same

stare out the window
losing my purpose, i stand there for hours 
show me what you got
circles 'round my eyes
yeah i must be full of it 

my headache's eating all my words again
you got a problem it must be my fault
sorry for being vain, you need your space
there's ringing in my ears and screeches in the dark
she lets her cassette record everything
so she can record her mistakes and play her part 
but all she hears is every mess she's made
and again she marks the progress on her arm

my feet are swollen and my arms are sore 
stare at the razor i left sitting on the floor
i bite my tongue and fight the art again
whatever i wanted just wasn't in the cards
she watches all her work coagulate 
the hollow noises eating at her start to fade
rewinds her cassette and restarts the tape
the cycle looping over and over again

her hallowed heart promises to refill again

behave, hollow automaton

4/5

lyrics:
stone cold
too scared
please melt my heart away
and ill hold on
to the love we shared today
and tomorrow

i wish in late december
kiss me in the moon glow
and i only want to remember
how it felt to be yours 
how it felt to be yours

seroquel

ana kennedy

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