Lyrics:

I’m dying to live
I’m cutting my wrists
I’m living my life and 
I’m tryna stay blessed
I’m always wondering
If I’ll be missed
Always wondering
If I’m the shit

Always wanting to
Get it done quick
Go to my childhood
being a kid
Contemplating 
all that I did
done debating
I’m dying to live

I’m done debating
Done with the hating
I’m done listening
To the bs they saying
I’m no longer praying
I’m no longer playing
I’m being better
There will be no blaming

I’m being better
I’m being better
I’m showing my tears
My face getting redder
I’m writing my fears
It’s all in my letter
To all my brothas
Trying to get setup

To all my brothas
Trying to get rent up
To all the mothers
Tryna pay debt off
The world against you
It’ll chop your head off
Kick your ass
You Still gotta get up

Beat your ass you gotta push through
Came in last but u saw it through
Saw the world I had no clue
It’s ugly but there’s beauty inside you
Beauty inside you
I can sense theres pride in you
Friends willing to ride with you
Family willing to die for you
People wanting to side with you
Nobody wanna hide from you
Nobody who would lie to you
I’m tryna be like you

Ain’t in the past
This happen now
Right up the street
in the town
People blowing all their cash
Tryna get a pound
People living in droughts
People living in doubts
Women be getting around
Men tryna take a crown
Boy sit your ass down

Look at the world around you
Remember the people who found you
Remember to make them proud of you
Remember to take your vows with you
To your grave it’s all you’re allowed to do
It’s what we’re bound to do
It’s what we’re bound to do
Please make them proud of you

Yeah I’m dying to live
I’m cutting my wrists
I’m living my life and 
I’m tryna stay blessed
I’m always wondering
If I’ll be missed
Always wondering
If I’m the shit

Always trying to
Get it done quick
Go to my childhood
being a kid
Contemplating 
all that I did
done debating
I’m dying to live

Yeah I’m dying to live
I’m cutting my wrists
I’m living my life and 
I’m tryna stay blessed
I’m always wondering
If I’ll be missed
Always wondering
If I’m the shit

Always trying to
Get it done quick
Go to my childhood
being a kid
Contemplating 
all that I did
done debating
I’m dying to live

My existence is an anomaly
The universe’s comedy
It’s not no astrology
I’m saying I’m an oddity

I said my life is weird
I’m so different from my peers
I was made to be a prodigy
Live up to my own prophecy,

the autumn leaves fall
They ain’t coming up again
The man said he’s gonna call
But I should’ve known right then
I was meant to be alone
My soul meant to be in struggle
I don’t need to be at home
I can’t stay in my little bubble

I just wish I could go back
Got so many things I’d ask
I just wonder why he left
May the lord forgive this act
Cus I’m standing on the edge
See the darkness from the ledge
I’m too scared of being dead
But I don’t know when this’ll end

I don’t know how long I got
I’ve been patient 
but my patcience wavering
Time’s escaping never waiting
Trying to savor all the days and
I don’t know how long I’ve got
Don’t know how I can go forward
When everybody around me 
always saying STOP

Everybody saying stop
You can’t make it to the top
You won’t ever be the one
Who people listen to a lot
Man I know, even so,
Imma take these thoughts
And Jot
Imma work to my grave
See you down in hell, pop

I been seeing all these people
Getting nice cars
Picture perfect family
Living life like it is not hard
I don’t understand it
Why was I stuck with a deadbeat
I guess it was just meant to be
Its like my life is essentially a recipe

For disaster
Got no laughter 
left in me
Especially after
All the jealousy 
It gets to me
It takes a toll
A penalty

It’s how I am
My tendency
It’s who I am
It’s in my seed
The oddities
a part of me  

Yeah I’m dying to live
I’m cutting my wrists
I’m living my life and 
I’m tryna stay blessed
I’m always wondering
If I’ll be missed
Always wondering
If I’m the shit

Dying to live

Lyrics: 

It takes two to tango, but the devil doesn’t dance
he drives a ram, light and dark in his hands
he says roll over, feel the power in his commands
If god’s the composer then everybody be damned

See I was a youngin
Born in the streets
I ain’t Fronting
The day I was conceived
Jesus Christ played the trumpets
And my momma held me close
She ain’t ready for what’s coming
I opened my eyes 
everybody started humming

They ain’t ready for a brand new world order
Prayed to god, he answered with a son, not a daughter
He ain’t ready for what’s coming
Getting scared, started running
Feel the Fear, Heart is bumping
See my eyes, he started jumping

saw an abyss, a never-ending one at that
The first to witness his despicable attacks
They looked in his soul, no light there’s a lack
Anxiety rushing, their bodies feel like they on crack

Anxiety Rushing
Feel the fear in the air
Blood started pumping
You can smell it everywhere
Cus the devil doesn't dance
He just loves to cause despair
He just started hunting
Everybody beware

Cus Kaz on the loose
He loves the 6’s 
not a deuce
He got the vision 
Seen the truth
Needs the proof
He got ambition
But for who?

For a God who would let the world rot
I said nah, 
burn it down, start it from the top
Cus a dance with the devil 
land ya in a tough spot
Tho it might last forever 
You just gotta remember
another dance with the devil
And you might not stop


Death keeps
looking me in the eye
Staring at my face close up, 
Don’t know why
See the wings rise
Yeah I see the wings fly
But they ain’t looking white
Cus it’s still a dark night

I done seen the stars fall
And I’ve seen angels bleed
I just had to stand tall
So I ain’t on my knees
I aint begging for a call
Not a savior from heaven
I'm surrounded by sixes,
I don’t need no fucking seven
 
I saw the fallen angel
His wings were all tattered
His feathers weren’t white
Red stains form a pattern
His descent was a tragedy
Pushed down not by gravity
His father watching absently
His mind stuck in fantasy

His wings stained with blood
His eyes filled with fear
His mind stuck in chaos
Shits a fog, shit ain't clear
I just wanted the best
So I came to collect
Blood dripping off my body
Then it started to connect

I had seen him before
I had seen him quite often
Seen him everyday in the mirror
The fucker be talkin
Everytime I look at death
I envision my coffin
But it aint gonna happen
Devil gon live the longest

Devil's tango

Lyrics:

There once was a man
By the name of Stanky Joe
A man so vile full of spite 
Heaven only knows
He was the worst of the worst
Nothing ever quenched his thirst
He was always one to lurk
Time for him to steal the show

He was known by a few
Too many at that
His reputation proceeding him
He was known to be wack
He was known to sell rock
He was known to push crack
He was believed to be stealing
That boy went till he crashed

He had a passion for winter
The holidays he so loved
Best time to ruin lives
He killed the boy with the drum
Santa put him on the naughty list
He didn’t like that
So he pulled up to the North Pole
With a nine and a gat

Santa getting shot
The elves are filled with fear
Mrs. Clause gon be crying
he done even killed the dear
He said fuck all the children
“I ain’t ever get no toys
Got no blocks for building
I said screw the little boys”

“They can grow up like I did
Living life in the projects,
Being damned from birth
The earth raised me with violence”
So he set on a mission
Filled with rage and a vision
Today he made a decision 
To rid the world of Christmas

He began to pounce
Planning out his lil routes
Going house to house
Hippity hop he bounced
His arrival anounced
The beginning of all doubts
Elves scatter like sheeps
Hiding under their sheets

felt the fear of despair
Stench of fear in the air
Goons and villainy all around
They come in a pair
They could feel something was coming
They just don’t know from where
Had the urge to start running
Time to go disappear

Joe arrived at the snow
Time was moving real slow
The wind ain’t even blow
It’s like he stopped the whole show
The shop was well guarded
But the scene was to be morbid
He was bout to get started
lotta blood to be awarded

Joe started blasting
He’s having a blast
Massacre all around
No love to be had
Red ice surrounding
His new ice was Italian
Stole it from an elf
Off the shelf 
That shit was astounding

Then he shot him in the face
Trigger never left a trace
Bullets flying round they strays
The worker populus erased
He moved onto the house
Where Santa sat in his doubts
Thinking where did he go wrong
Times almost run out 

Santa getting shot
The elves are filled with fear
Mrs. Clause gon be crying
he done even killed the dear
He said fuck all the children
“I ain’t ever get no toys
Got no blocks for building
I said screw the little boys”

“They can grow up like I did
Living life in the projects,
Being damned from birth
The earth raised me with violence”
So he set on a mission
Filled with rage and a vision
Today he made a decision 
To rid the world of Christmas

The front door was boarded
But his rage was still burning
He dug under the flooring
Reinforcing the forming
Of his desire to storm in
To Santa’s room with no warning
He cocked the gun and he loaded
That boy about to go stupid

He found him hiding in the closet
Now nobody else could could stop him
He figured what’s about to happen
There’s about to be some popping
Joe put gun to his head
How you feel? You bouta be dead
Any last words before I go ahead
Pull this trigger leave you red?

Santa said nah I’m good
You can fuck yourself, You should
Take your ass to the hood
Shoot the gun if you would
So he pulled the trigger
Pop pop the gun went
Joe shot Santa in the head
His mission a success

Santa’s Fuckup

Lyrics:

Goons
Breaking the rules
Making the news
Looking like fools

Goons
Straight to the top
We never stop
Flow icy but they hot

I ain’t no krillin
I work like a villain
Im always big chilling
Not scared of no freeza

Im wanting millions
I got all my minions
They calling me daddy
But where’s my Theresa

Holding the caddy
She ask for the addy
She just tryna scam me
I couldn’t believe her

But she a baddy
She packing a fatty
She wasn’t no ladie
I couldn’t just leave her

Stop!
Wait a minute
Oh my god
Is that kaz
Getting robbed?
Somebody please
Call the cops

Oh no
He so mad
He so scary
Big gorilla
Very hairy
Filled with anger
Ain’t no fairy 

Pulled out the gat
Then he start running
He going splat
Kaz money be hunting
Feel no remorse
The body we dumping
Feeling the hits
Ion fuck with no bunting

Ion fuck with no light shit
I ain’t a pussy
My gorilla grip tighten
 so pushy 
On site snd we fight
Crush all of my enemies
Like im a titan

I am not zeke
I’m closer to eren
Or closer to meek
Ain’t running errands
It’s business all week
I stay on that money
I’m packing this heat
U can’t disagree

Nah
I’m packing this heat
U can’t disagree

I’m packing this heat
U can’t disagree

goons
Breaking the rules
Making the news
Looking like fools

Goons
Straight to the top
We never stop
Flow icy but they hot

Yeah I’m loose
Like I’m sipping jungle juice
Ain’t no boof
Gotta get the whole pack
Cus I can’t fucking lose
It’s the truth
Gotta move
Cus I’m bouta shoot
Like I’m John booth
Yea cant fuck with me
Cus I can’t fucking lose

The diamonds stay blue
Off white on my shoe
Can’t take a hint
Cus I got no clue
Ain’t no dirty sprite
This shit Mountain Dew
Yeah it’s true
Yeah I got a few bars
Imma put them right through

Yeah they shine real bright
It’s starlight to my hue
But im still a dark knight
Being a menace is what I do
Ain’t no kid flying kites
Kill the man up in the moon
It’s only me in the skies
I’m the one you pray to

I’m the one that hates you
I’m the one that makes you
Yeah this game it breaks you
Only me no j crew
make you pay full
Price
Lotta dice
On his neck
He need a slice
I’m enticed

goons
Breaking the rules
Making the news
Looking like fools

Goons
Straight to the top
We never stop
Flow icy but they hot

Ride with stick
We never trip
We never lack
I ain’t writing no diss
I ain’t writing no raps
I’m just taking a piss
On you bitches that trap
All your names on the list

All your names getting crossed
I ain’t sipping no Voss 
I say fuck all the wok
I ain’t taking no loss
I just stay at the top
I just run it like a boss
I say fuck all the cops
Cus they all getting tossed

Yeah they all getting lost
To the winter to the frost
I’m to cold for the cross
I ain’t ever paid the cost
I be spitting all these bars
Teeth coming with the jaws
Spit coming with the roars
Drip coming with the pours 

I just want loud cars
Flames spitting from exhaust
I ain’t taking no loss
Gapping bitches in the porsche

I be spitting all these bars
Teeth coming with the jaws
Spit coming with the roars
Drip coming with the pours

GOONS

Just Another Heartbreak

A Lost Soul

The Fall Back

Lyrics: 

Her lips
Her face
Her pretty little eyes
My mix
My tape
My pride has all but died

I wish
I could have
Left it all behind
I wish
I would have said
F*** It nevermind

F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
Red Dress, her hair tied
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
Apple rose heels
That appeal is a crime


Imma choke,
Ain’t so woke
Met her on a sunday
She was new
I was too
It was such a fun day

She was with it
She been living
She done seen the ups and downs
I was smitten
God been giving
All these backhand pounds
  
To my face
Ain’t a date
And she showing up late
Make me pay
That’s okay
Please just don’t go away

There she went
Hard to get
She was playin like a child
I’m so bent
I don’t know
Lets just take it on a trial

F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
Red Dress, her hair tied
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
Apple rose heels
That appeal is a crime

F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
I don’t even wanna try

There she go
Curls hang low
She just hate being bored
I ain’t know
She a hoe
She was talking up a storm






With her ex
They had sex
He was hitting from the back
Feel unrest
In my chest
Told myself I won’t go back

There I ran
Like a fan
She been treating me like one
Had a plan
Be her man
Bought her food, it’s a ton

I was stupid
I was losing
She ain’t ever give a f***
On my side was cupid
He was rooting
For our hope of love

He was wrong
I was lost
She was cold as the frost
Women ain’t been sh**
Since december
They done crossed

Lotta lines
Wasted time
I was blind
To her eyes
Lost my grind
Through the ride
Breaking hearts
Should be a crime








Should be a crime
Should bring a fine
Should be repaid
for all of the lies
Should be repaid
For all of the dine
She gotta pray
Her soul on the line

I’m going away
Back on my grind
I don’t wanna play
I just wanna grind
Ain’t playing it safe
I’m on the path 
to being the greatest
Rapper Alive

Her lips
Her face
Her pretty little eyes
My mix
My tape
My pride has all but died

I wish
I could have
Left it all behind
I wish
I would have said
F*** It nevermind


F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
Red Dress, her hair tied
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
Apple rose heels
That appeal is a crime

F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
Skinny waist with the big thighs
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
F*** It nevermind
She so evil but she fine


And they told you that sh** won’t work right?
They told you that she’s not worth it, they told you that she’s gonna hurt you, but you decided to ignore the red flags, now who’s fault is that?

Another Question?
How many women be giving their man a present,
Giving respect,
having their manners present,
Cut him a check, 
don’t need no p***y, he living in debt
Acting real pushy, he just want some head
He wanting the tushy, he get in the bed
Shawty be arguing, leave him on read
This shit is r*****ed, he feeling like Ted,

He wanna be dead
He wanna be led 
to the ground
Fell for a woman who’s been around
Been around town
Hear that sound coming from her window
That’s that pow-pound city
She be kissing
Another man hitting
I ain’t even kidding
I Must be trippin

Gotta be sitting
For this sh***y little feeling
I’m about to be feeling
I don’t wanna be feeling
I don’t wanna be dealing
These b****es been killing
My mental decision
To stay indifferent
I’m up on the ceiling
Look down and I’m pissing
On you, I aint missing
For you, I aint tripping
Lil kaz been pimping
I’m balling like pippen
My mind is amazing
So shut up and listen
All you b****esssss

fuck it, nvm

Lyrics:

Love is a drug
Straight from the source
Fuck up your mind
You’ll get lost in the sauce
Get too attached
You gon end up crossed
You get too emotional
Left you with loss

You get to a point
When you don’t give a fuck
You ran out of patience
You ran out of luck
You feel disrespected
You feel like a cuck
You gain some perspective
 and take a new look

Take in the view and look a lil deeper
My pockets are empty, my drip getting cheaper
My shawty resent me, she wish I was meaner
I told her she lucky, at least I don’t beat her

My father; repeated
My momma can’t see it
I treat other people 
Like I should be treated
mama don’t sleep well
Her life inconvenient
She blind to the evil
Her vision depleted


Chorus:

Go to sleep
Close your eyes, rest your mind
Take a break, just unwind
Take some time

Sip some wine, you’ll be fine,
You’ll be alright
Do some drugs, think you found love
Just for the night

Go to sleep
Close your eyes, rest your mind
Take a hit, take another sip,
We got some time

Sip some wine, you’ll be fine,
You’ll be alright
Do some drugs, think you found love
Just for the night




Take a sip
Let it flow down your throat
Take a hit
Let me know how it goes
Represent
Marijuana, we vote
How you live?
I don’t know I just smoke

I don’t know I’m not woke
I don’t know I been broke
I don’t know I just float
I don’t slow up the boat
Had to lighten the load
Had to put on my coat
Cus we been getting soaked
Every time in the cold

Every time in the rain
Had to light up that jane
And my lighter don’t work
So I tickle my brain
Cus I wanna get turnt
But I’m making no pape
So my hits tasting burnt
But my mental is sane

Yeah the metal taste great
It be getting me high
It’ll kill us collectively
So I respectfully
Never decline
Light the paper on fire
Make a deal with the devil
The lettuce sublime

And yeah hell be so heat
I be turning it up
Ride the waves and the beat
Left these bars burning up
Left me straight in the dust
I won’t be catching up
Till we light up some drugs
Till we feel like we’re loved



Chorus:

Go to sleep
Close your eyes, rest your mind
Take a break, just unwind
Take some time

Sip some wine, you’ll be fine,
You’ll be alright
Do some drugs, think you found love
Just for the night

Go to sleep
Close your eyes, rest your mind
Take a hit, take another sip,
We got some time

Sip some wine, you’ll be fine,
You’ll be alright
Do some drugs, think you found love
Just for the night




Drugs and needles
How bout we get margaritas
We get faded than a hoe
We get flavored ice from Rita’s
We could drive down to the beach
Or go to Georgia, pick some peaches
We could find a place to meet
And have a meeting at your cleavage

My apologies
For my hypocrisy
Somebody please stop me
Talk a lot 
like my name Socrates
But I’m a nobody

Don’t know how to act
My track record
Shouldn’t let me pass
I never went to class
Got a diploma from 
talking out my ass


And smoking grass

I don’t know how I passed

But we made it

And we didn’t crash

Love is a drug

“Feels like something’s in the water”
“Feels like something’s in the air”
“Feels like something’s in the water”
“Feels like something’s in the air”

As I stare at this screen
I don’t know what to say
My mind’s racing with thoughts
But it decides to go blank
As I try to write them out
I forget how to think
My internal struggle burst my bubble
Lemme get some more drank

Lemme try to feel better
while my brain begins to shatter
In the end it doesn’t matter
Cus my mental health is shit
Imma get fucking hammered
Till my life starts seeming radder
Till this girl be looking badder
When i’m sober they just ain’t

When I’m sober
My life is over
Shit is hungover
I feel like a bum
I wanna be closer
I wanna come over
And chill on your sofa
but you don’t want my love

Till we’re both getting drunk
Till we’re riding around
In the B-M- No W (dub)
Till we’re flying around
Getting high as fuck
Till we smoking a joint
Or lighting a blunt
Is that all you want? I’m
(Is that all you want?)

Is that all you need?
Is that all you want?
Is that what you fiend?
Is that what you love?
I’m no nicotine
I wish that I was
But I cannot feed to you
What I once loved

So I will now read you my
letter of fucks
I'm lying there’s none
Laughing my ass off
I call it a pun
You sounding so funny
You sound like a dummy
The fuck do you want


“Feels like something’s in the water”
“Feels like something’s in the air”
“Feels like something’s in the water”
“Feels like something’s in the air”


I know I seem mad
I’m really really not
I’m just annoyed by the fact
That you can’t just back track
There’s a lot to love about you
The list would go on and on
Instead I wrote this song about you
To tell you that I really love-

Your eyes
Your nose
Everyone already knows
How much I like you
How far I will go
How much I trust you
That shit really shows
How much I just want you
I don’t wanna fuck you
I just wanna cuddle
And look at your dome

Cus that contains your brain
Your brain’s the only thing that keeps me sane
And drives the pain away
I want you to stay away
Before I begin to make away
To fantasy land to stay a few days
The layaway

Will be your lips
We’re taking a trip
We’ll go to Miami
I’ll catch you some fish
I’ll cook it for dinner
You’ll be the main dish
I’ll finish you later
So don’t you be pissed

Man I never miss
Man I never miss
That shit is a lie
It’s called a self diss
I always miss
I always miss
I always fuck up
And live with regrets

I’ll shut the fuck up
And just reminisce
About all the times
We could have just linked
I’ll think of some rhymes
That maybe describe
The person I see
Everytime I just blink


“Feels like something’s in the water”
“Feels like something’s in the air”
“Feels like something’s in the water”
“Feels like something’s in the air”



Third verse 
Imma take the time
To apologize
For my dumb mind
It’s cus I’m a guy
And I love getting high
I say a lot of shit
But I still don’t know why

I try not to cry
I try not to lie
That shit will just happen
I still don’t know why
I try not to whine
And miss any signs
That shit will just happen
I still don’t know why

So let’s try to roll the dice
And stop being cold as ice
It’s on tonight
We’re only here one night
I’ll take the left, 
you’ll set me right
I’ll take the helm
You’ll hold me tight
We’ll watch the stars
And planets unite
The worlds align
I see the light
We’re in the sky
It’s so divine

“Feels like something’s in the water”
“Feels like something’s in the air”
“Feels like something’s in the water”
“Feels like something’s in the air”

Something’s in the Water

An artist, both musically and on a canvas.

https://linktr.ee/Anajeelkaz

GOONS

Kaz

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