rook to a3

art by @nuumastar

all these fucking people have nothing they wanna fight for
eyes up on the pack i keep looking until my eyes sore
racking up the bodies dont stop til i get a high score
high score pussy bitches i dont have the time for

time for all you fake fucks i said dont play with me
and if you think im gonna die might have to wait and see
i cant connect to my own head think i got latency
and im just waiting for the day im waiting patiently not
and all this rain up in the sky think thats the sound of the gods
and i be knocking both yo teeth out clean it up with some gauze

pause you aint nothing but a bitch boy
leave the fucking scene dont mean a thing you getting ripped boy

find me you can never find me
bitch i give a fuck shoot out the window aiming blindly
all this fucking blood im fucking losing need an iv
cutting both my wrist just for the fix im never trying

stupid bitch im never trying
get the fuck away i dont know what the fuck you eyeing
horns up on my head said look again im not a viking
angels surround me dont need a thing whenever i sing

choppa go boom
heads start to turn when i walk in the room
off of the drugs i got nothing to do
hot on the block but i still keep my cool

oh thats cool
off the pill bitch im acting a fool
in the shed bitch im grabbing the tool
and yo body get thrown in the pool

oh oh you spite me
8x

SPITE ME (FT. TRIPLE777/BROKIE) (PROD. SAURON)

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Buy track: https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/u-u2

Lyrics:
[Devi]
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah, uh
I said I wouldn't do it but I didn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I couldn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I did it and I never thought I would
People say nothing is impossible but I do nothing every day
[Rook]
Why am I still like this?
Everybody changes
Way too weak to fight it
Break it down, restrain it
One more crisis sighted
Why am I still like this??
Way too weak to fight it
It is always like this
[Devi]
Who the fuck are you trying to do this shit I do?
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding like me?
Wish you were me? Man, I wish you weren't me
You got this record deal but you're so ugly
Who the fuck arе you? Forgot you shouldn't do this shit I do
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding likе me?
Wish you were
Wish you weren't
I thought you couldn't?
[Devi]
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah, uh
I said I wouldn't do it but I didn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I couldn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I did it and I never thought I would
People say nothing is impossible but I do nothing every day
[Rook]
Why am I still like this?
Everybody changes
Way too weak to fight it
Break it down, restrain it
One more crisis sighted
Why am I still like this??
Way too weak to fight it
It is always like this
[Devi]
Who the fuck are you trying to do this shit I do?
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding like me?
Wish you were me? Man, I wish you weren't me
You got this record deal but you're so ugly
Who the fuck arе you? Forgot you shouldn't do this shit I do
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding likе me?
Wish you were
Wish you weren't
I thought you couldn't?
[Rook]
No life
Inside
Black light
Soul slime
Why am I still this?
Why am I still me?
So much distance
Please god send me entropy
Ow
[Devi]
If you got- if you got what you wanted
If you got what you wanted the most
If you got- if you got what you wanted
Would you still be fucking depressed?
Would you still be fucked up by the past?
Would you still regret everything? Yes
I don't know what the fuck I just said
I don't know what the fuck I just said...
And I know now
How the way you do it now
What the fuck just sit down
If you got everything you ever wanted
If you got what you wanted the most
I forgot what I wanted the most

u_u2

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Lyrics:
[Rook]
Check
Check
Ok
[Devi]
Ok
So much pain, but there's still time
Believe there's still good in the world or you'll lose your mind
Let it rip
All this shit
Never asking who the fuck we're ripping on
Who the fuck
Knew what's up
Sucking blood until the fucking break of dawn
[Rook]
Try to live
Try to cope
Try to guess
Try to know
Try to hope
Try to bear your soul
No choice but degenerate faggot mode
No choice like a choice with no control
[Devi]
Let's pray until the gods get tired
Set fire to the drums on fire
Core out heaven like the cure
Only if you're sure
I could put you in a square
Yeah
Everybody wants to know the truth
Everybody wants to do what you could do
If they could see what you could do they wouldn't want to be you
[Rook]
No truth
No truth
Like a swollen bruise
Like a broken tooth
No truth
No truth
Like a bleeding wound
Like a tongue removed
[Devi]
Let's get it on
[Rook]
But I'm a body
[Devi]
Let's get it on
[Rook]
But I'm a body
[Devi]
Let's get it on
[Rook]
But I'm a body
[Devi]
Let's get it on
[Rook]
But I'm a body too
[Devi]
Give up on what you wanted
Never give upuPUPUp on what you thought was true to you
Unless you find some kind of other truth that means something to you
Never give up on what you wanted
Never give up on what you wanted
Even if it's stupid
God is stupid
Let's be
Stupid:
God is here

Let's Be

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earth worm

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Buy track: https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/no-normal

Lyrics:
[Rook]
I want to know what I can be
So close to being a normal person
Try again but I'm worse than last time
I try to dream but I can't sleep
Unaware and I can't undo it
Didn't mean it, swear I'm just stupid
This creepy kid, this part of me
Wants to make the friends that I couldn't
Fuck it up like other me wouldn't
So clueless and so annoying
I try to know what I'm saying
I'm sorry, please just don't hate me
[Devi]
T-shirt slogan
I'm a t-shirt slogan
I'm a meme, I know it
I got mean, I know it
We learned a lot about entertainment
Tried a lot of shit, still not entertained yet
Isn't it crazy to be human?
To bear witness to the illusion of patterns?
To the illusion of order?
To think that all this shit is normal?[Rook]
I want to know what I can be
So close to being a normal person
Try again but I'm worse than last time
I try to dream but I can't sleep
Unaware and I can't undo it
Didn't mean it, swear I'm just stupid
This creepy kid, this part of me
Wants to make the friends that I couldn't
Fuck it up like other me wouldn't
So clueless and so annoying
I try to know what I'm saying
I'm sorry, please just don't hate me
[Devi]
T-shirt slogan
I'm a t-shirt slogan
I'm a meme, I know it
I got mean, I know it, uh...
The fuck you want? There's no excuse
There's a fire going, I'm getting high off the fumes
Uh~!
Isn't it crazy to be human?
To bear witness to the illusion of patterns?
To the illusion of order?
To think that all this shit is normal?

NO NORMAL

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Music Video: https://youtu.be/cJMjnHktqzs?si=n2JyrzUBLiTHF7OI

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Buy whole track: https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/money-makes-you-stupid

Lyrics:

Devi:
AArghh rahh rahh rahh*, somehow?
Oh, funny thing, somehow...
Wait a couple weeks
How we're doing now?
Oh, we're fucking thinking now?
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Hey, Jesus, what the fuck
All this bullshit makes me cum
Heard this saying, "Suck my nuts"
All this money makes me dumb
Rook:
(shoutout Paledusk)
Devi:
We're just like you!
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Uh
Uh
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna feel it, fuck it up
Rook:
Keeping track of everything
Keeping track of
What I used to tell myself I wanna be
Scattered like a memory
Scattered like a stupid Little dream
Like a stupid little dream come TRUE
What does it mean? Not anything
Put your guilty conscience at ease
Yea what do you want to believe?
Yea what do you want to believe
What does it mean? Not anything
Put your guilty conscience at ease
Yea what do you want to believe?
What do you-
What the fuck you wanna see?
What the fuck you wanna
Try to tell yourself will never be
Oh please, what
What the fuck you wanna see?
What the fuck you wanna
Try to tell yourself we'll never be
Oh please
Devi:
I might just stress in my spot
I might just give up on god
I might just die while you watch
I might just do what I want
I might just do what I want
I might just do what I want
Grey cement looking like a window
Looking at the past, Jesus keep my eyes low
Rook:
Let's peace out and screw them
Fuck it let's fucking cash out
Get stupid
Everything I want to be is a weapon
Everything I want to be is a WEAPON
[Devi]
Yeah, I cause my own problems
Yeah, it's true
I'm a natural born loser
Yeah, I can do that shit
If I wanna
I can drop out of life
If I wanna
Yeah, I cause my own problems
[?]
Female gigachad, working it out

MONEY MAKES YOU STUPID

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Lyrics:
Um, shoutout to Big Freedia
New Orleans Bounce music
Uhh, every Bitch Track ever made for
NYC drag balls in the 90's before RuPaul made being gay uncool
Gay, ugly, and hard to understand
I thought that people could handle it but they- but they can’t
But they can't! Haha!
I don't want to let you have it (have it)
I don’t want to let you have it (have it)
I don't want to let you have it (have it)
You can't earn it
This shit is not on trend (on trend)
This shit is not on trend (on trend)
This shit is not pretend (pretend)
It's a- (AHH AHH!)
Yeah, I'm just doing my shit (my shit)
I'm just doing my shit (my shit)
You could never do it like this (like this)
Even though
I'll keep it moving but you stay slow
I'll keep it moving but you don’t know
I’ll keep it moving and you can follow behind me, behind me
Off my old CD
You could copy a track
Sell it to Roadrunner
Make your money back
It's the corniest shit, put Travis Barker on it
Oh my god, what the fuck is your problem?
[Rook]
It is happening again (again)
You wanna mess with it
I am possessed with it
I’m fucking dead from it
I am a revenant
But I want everything that I can never have
You want my suffering? Why do you want it so bad?
You think it's hard shit?
I want softness
I want the gentleness that only you were offered
I want a peaceful life
Everything I want is fiction
What I need does not exist
Everything you want is right here waiting
For you to take it
What I need does not exist

GAY UGLY AND HARD TO UNDERSTAND

with @americalovesme <3

i saw your mind
and you're such a liar
wasted all my time
thrown into the fire

i saw the smoke spell out your name
i felt the spark i made the flame
i played with fire like a game
and when im burned i feel no pain

its just the way it is 
when youre used to heat
and i feel it on my tongue 
and it tastes so sweet
you spend time with your girl 
just to feel complete
but you're wasting every second 
wishing it was me

i've seen hell
i came back
i struggled to convey that
i have new
endeavors
unbound by earthly tethers
engulfed by flames in modesty
a self fulfilling prophecy
we danced in perfect harmony

into the fire (w america loves me)

HA HA HA HA! No transition
I'm a man on a mission
No pain in a pan in the kitchen
Mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah start kissin'
It's official. I love attention (Ha, ha, ha, ha!)
No pain in a pan in the kitchen
Mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah start kissin'
Eye-line girl into Bass Pro fishin'

Uh, they're all painting me stupid
Uh, long in the front like I'm Snoopy
Uh, don't say anything moving
Uh, I like her rolls like lumpia

(Ah, ah, ah)
Kevin alone like Macaulay Culkin
Your lies aren't you onta somethin'
All fake Ks like Oli London

Sometimes I say things that I don't believe in
Just to get into people's brains
And I have spread into lethal range
Sometimes I talk on things I have no degrees in
For no reason
Complex Napolean

See you this evening
I see you this evening
Like seasons I change and I age and I weaken
I passed her by, so just call me a deacon
Feel like Gaston with music from Sweden
Sometimes, I'm talking without meaning
Sometimes, I'm thinking without speaking
And sometimes I forget to say bye before I start leaving

Disintegrate, disassociate
Nothing's real. Don't create
No expressions-every face
Embrace nothing, leave no trace

Build our cities, fight the wars
Dance and sing, pandering (pandering)
All the while, we cannot shake
The nagging sense it's all a fake

Scurry, hustle, chase success
Trapped up in a horrid mess
Efforts frail, ambitions grand
watch him eat the specks of sand

He needs it by the month
He needs it by the month
He's from the South
He usually tells buddy to go back inside his house

(Hey, hey, look at me)
(Thanks)

HA HA HA HA! No transition
I'm a man on a mission
No pain in a pan in the kitchen
Mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah start kissin'
It's official. I love attention (Ha, ha, ha, ha!)
No pain in a pan in the kitchen
Mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah start kissin'
Eye-line girl into Bass Pro fishin'
Uh, they're all painting me stupid
Uh, long in the front like I'm Snoopy
Uh, don't say anything moving
Uh, I like her rolls like lumpia

(Ah, Ah, Ah Ahhh!) Cool new things I do
Haven't been outside
How is the sky because I think it's blue?

Let me just say let me just say something
Got one day and you all did nothing
Some of you need to meet me outsideeeeee
Okay, I'm just bluffin'
Follow my arrow like Musgrave loving
Get an A+ cause I gave something
So bored, I might just copy myself
We're jumping
We're punching
We're pulling seduction

You're bragging about cuffing season (Golden retriever...)
But your boyfriend's ugly
No money monsters looking like Michael and Sully
You aren't funny
And If you rate girls, then you won't find anyone loving
I like to go out the country
I got a two hundred quintillion inside my duffel
You know im not fronting, uh

NO TRANSITION

sewn together by a thousand threads
a project by angel jelly

1. didn't mean				(june 2022)
2. enemy					(august 2022)
3. too deep				(december 2022)
4. coffin					(october 2023)
5. no one will want you		(february 2023)
6. still love my baby		(june 2023)

"too deep" features additional vocals from donttrustlando
"coffin" features live bass performed by america loves me
cover arts and photography by america loves me

12.31.23

enemy

didn't mean

STARING AT THE SUN

formula

SLUDGETAPES

IF I MUST

lil late birthday song for the ogs

featuring @milespowers
produced by @draf2k
art by @oddyssi

lyrics https://genius.com/atlas-diorama-feat-miles-powers-lyrics

diorama (feat. Miles Powers) (prod. draf)

og: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRiRycc4ZyM

February 15, 2017

Okay - Atlas

(rook+devi) 
listen bitch 
u dont know 

(rook) 
LISTEN 
you think this is cute? 
you think this is something 
that i dont have to do? 
you think i want to be this way 
because i like how it feels? 
you think the drama gets me off? 
MOTHERFUCKER GET REAL 
listen, 
you think this is fun? 
every single day 
i want to run from people i love 
you think you could handle 
feeling this every day? 
yeah i'm so cute and scared and small 
but im not FUCKING OKAY 

can u make me disappear 
words dont exist for this kind of fear 
do u have a home do u have a name 
can u love someone without 
feeling so fucking afraid 

(rook+devi) 
U DONT KNOW 
MOTHER FUCKER U DONT KNOW

HELL IS REAL

U DONT KNOW

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

rook to a3

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