04 10 2021 00:41

to recognizing and getting better

subtlety,
i will make
a million of you

trapped inside your body

it’s a cold,
cold,
world

the odder mirror,
who your scream hears


the reflections offer little,
when it’s screened and sheltered
dimmed and darkened

how’s the light here then?

how’s the light caved in?

and
which of you will choose
to waste your time?

you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine

I will leave the door open for you at night, no matter what is let in

guitar by @yourtwinflame

this castle, it’s a sacred place
it’s where I stay, forever
and I will wait til for that sacred day
break me out of this cage
pull me out of this cave

cave

The Sun

Stream/Buy/Download 'Benjamin's Dream' in its entirety at the following link...
https://thelonelybell.bandcamp.com/album/benjamins-dream

Benjamin's Dream (excerpt)

lightscameswiftly - prod apartment9

pinwheel - prod. apartment9

LYRICS 


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save my life 
save my soul 
i don’t wanna lie to you again 
save my mind 
save my soul 
i don’t wanna die with you again 
i’m so cold 
i’m so cold im so cold 
i’m so cold 

save my soul save my mind 

i don’t wanna lie with you again

idontwannadiewithyouagain

fuck it's over, i'm dead again
9mm i put it right thru his skull
make it rumble, i feel like i'm fred again...
i just might quit and go snap
cus i cannot relax, wanna kill the next p********
fuck it, maybe it's the last one
maybe the one before that
either way, i give less of a fuck, cus if i'ma walk in
swear to god that i'm blasting yeah
just give me a minute to plan it yeah
just give me a minute to gather my thoughts
cus im losing it, i cannot stand it yeah
everybody dies, we're not so alike
i see things that make me die
and you see things that give you life


i hate everything
i can't stand this hoe around me
feel like hell, i feel like drowning
feel like shit, i feel like drowning
i hate everything
you see the hate if you just looked into my eyes
when i kill myself please don't act like it's a surprise
everybody dies, every- everybody dies
i just hope to be the one that's get to decide
in my mind i'm standing by, i wither and die
why do i try, oh why do i try
i look at everyone around me in disgust
and i torture myself everyday, i don't wanna get up
i don't like the thought of being here with all of these fucking cunts
but i'm stuck here, what did i expect, that's just my fucking luck

everybodydies

*~~“cynicism is obedience”~~*
*~~“cynicism is obedience”~~*
*~~“cynicism is obedience”~~*
*~~“cynicism is obedience”~~*
*~~“cynicism is obedience”~~*

forgot about this, 9 month old thing that got lost to an Abyss. welcome back the lfos

i cannot stop thinking about the flood

Look at the trees.                                                                                                             
                                                                                                                          
Also known as SaTa https://soundcloud.com/talon-edwards                                             
                                                                                                                      
And Third Degree Burns https://soundcloud.com/third-degree-burns                           

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The Sun

An attempt at a new life

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