Lyrics, Vocals, Mixing, Mastering by Trevor Ward
Instrumental by $UIJIN 水神 - CORPSES 死体

LYRICS

shot through my soul 
my diamond eyes start to glow
im holding on by a thread
better off dead
tied down by chains
im going insane
depression and chaos 
are all that my brain can stem

now im losin it
take everything that i learned from this
go insane before i quit
tied down by these chains but
im gonna make it a goal to raise up
I need a sign please just one
i look up, im prayin man
but  god, he, just smiles back

life on the edge
a straight drop down to the end
one step away from it all
my mind can't comprehend this drastic fall
take away
all of these
memories
and the good times 
it comes down to the knife
that ended my life
a stab in the back i couldn't react
the trust that was lost
i looked up, prayed away
and god just smiled back

God Smiles Back

Vocals & Post-Production by Trevor Ward

Beat Provided by YourRapBeatsTV - Hip Hop Beats | Rap Instrumentals

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LYRICS

i stare at this mountainside for days 
so long i forgot my name
i put it all on the edge
just to watch it all burn
that wont be my last mistake
my comfort level was high
and at that point
i was digging my own grave
6 feet under i found the truth
im just like you

I am the calm before the storm
ignite my eyes and take me away

catchin eyes 
feelings rise
this fires heatin up
cooking up that good in the lab
just hear it snap on the track
run the city on this
wont stop dont trip
from here
the worlds so distant
bringin raw skills 
the assassins gonna kill 
slap a dope hook on a beat
all amatuers take a seat 
run for the hills
catch a plane when the dam spills
better call for back up
you just might get smacked up
retract that statement
im not here to make myself a target
word to the others out there
doing what they lovin
every single one of us 
leaving our mark here
lets shout it up in the air

Calm Before The Storm

Beat by Chuki HipHop (BE)
https://www.youtube.com/user/CHUKImusic/videos

Lyrics, Vocals, Post-Production by Trevor Ward

LYRICS

all my life
i've waited
anticipated the end
eyes over my shoulder
suspicous of these strangers
afraid
been down that road
insane
which way will i go
so should i 
be focused
or should i
be broken
its hard to
be perfect
when your life
shifted

 its time we
got stronger
we must be
in power
we can all be on top in life
when father time is on our side

distracted
not focused
bound by these
screens we notice
nothing nothing 
we notice nothing
turn away
your zombified
hollow shells
with hollow minds

Focused

Beat by Profetesa Beats
https://www.youtube.com/user/Profetesa/videos

Lyrics, Vocals and Post-Production by Trevor Ward

LYRICS

we are
hope
we are
unstoppable
and
bulletproof 
fearless of the dark

we wish the stars would break apart
we fall down this rabbit hole 
questioning the end
but our direction wont be Armageddon

they are
sick
they are
miserable
reaching out
a desperate hand 
help your fellow man
we all can make a change
just look inside and never give up strength
our direction wont be Armageddon

we wish the stars would break apart
we fall down this rabbit hole 
questioning the end
but our direction wont be Armageddon
its breaking up
speak to me
anyone
transmission lost
i will scream at the top of my lungs 
until someone responds

this cant be a lost cause
our direction wont be Armageddon
its breaking up
speak to me
anyone
transmission lost
i will scream at the top of my lungs 
until someone responds
 

we wish the stars would break apart
we fall down this rabbit hole
hoping for an end
but our direction wont be Armageddon
we wish the stars would break apart
we fall down this rabbit hole
hoping for an end
we'll be the cause of Armageddon

Armageddon

Beat by SINIMA BEATS 
https://www.youtube.com/user/sinimabeats/videos

Lyrics and Post-Production by Trevor Ward

steady trigger young gun
i would advise against this violence
but im not your father
pull the trigger young gun
i would advise that you use violence
but im not your devil


they have a  right to place the blame
but not on me you took them before I came over
a good mourning to you
you always looked at things in a positive way
you even said everything would be okay
a good mourning to us all

ill just head up there
and fall asleep
for one night or forever who knows
this is my life 
i'll rise when the stars align

take a walk young gun
you are the reason for this violence
drowned in your own regret
think about it young gun
you can change your ways forever
pessimism must exist no more

Young Gun

Beat my Mors
Vocals by Trevor Ward, 

LYRICS

i wont let it go

one thought and im demonized
mixed vibes are synthesized
far from paralyzed
witness the diamonds in our eyes
one breath and truth be told
mixed woes you're feelin cold
bite the bullet don't let go
everything is black and gold

i can feel the weight of the world
so heavy oh so heavy
even the shoulders
of Atlas would crumble
we are in trouble
we are not the only ones
in space and time
we are the evidence
of truth far more divine
than what has been said
what we've been taught
betrayed by a lie

i wont let it go

one thought and im demonized
mixed vibes are synthesized
far from paralyzed
witness the diamonds in our eyes
one breath and truth be told
mixed woes you're feelin cold
bite the bullet don't let go
everything is black and gold

witness
the edge of a universe so distant not even light has escaped its boundaries
witness
distant memories that you can't let go of
and a vision of a future where everything is black and gold
this is revelation


back and forth so indecisive
we act as if we're flying
be brave be bold
be the change you want to see in the world
we can all achieve this
when violence becomes healin
traverse and return
scholars of the universe

i wont let it go

one thought and im demonized
mixed vibes are synthesized
far from paralyzed
witness the diamonds in our eyes
one breath and truth be told
mixed woes you're feelin cold
bite the bullet don't let go
everything is black and gold

i wont let it go

Black & Gold

Beat by Sinima Beats

Vocals by Trevor Ward, 

LYRICS

this is me at my worst
i need to be saved
the edge is closer than it may seem
im held up by a string 
and its starting to break
i dont know how my mind can keep up these thoughts im falling 

so many memories 
that seem to be lost
why cant it all go back to the way it was
why cant i just be happy for once im falling


every time i ask for you it doesnt seem like you care
how can i be focused when im always wishing you were here
ill just turn my heart turn to metal
pick all the pieces like a puzzle
try to weld it back together and see if that works
turn my emotions to stone
walk down miserys road
try to find my peace with being alone
and eliminate the enemies inside my skull

here we go again
last stop before the avalanche
im not going through this  again
my minds made up 
this where my struggle ends
and just to be safe
i try to wipe hate
from every inch of my skin
this pain i felt is so damn thin

so many memories 
that seem to be lost
i know that it all wont  go back to the way it was
so many memories
that need to be made
now its time to look ahead
i no longer feel like ive fallen



every time i ask for you it doesnt seem like you care
how can i be focused when im always wishing you were here
ill just turn my heart turn to metal
pick all the pieces like a puzzle
try to weld it back together and see if that works
turn my emotions to stone
walk down miserys road
try to find my peace with being alone
and eliminate the enemies inside my skull

An Aura

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