ℜՅ𝔇 𝔏𝔦𝔑Յ

Hey Hello! (feat. WolfaceJoeyy) [ Prod. By olivereastonn ]

prod. bycian //

long nights when i take my own meds
long nights keep coming in my head
long nights next to you in your bed
and now
and now its 4 in the morning
its pouring 
everytime that i look down at my phone
cant ignore it
im thinking to much cant export it 
and my heart doesn't beat without blood to absorb in

now that i took a step back 
everything you said i never could forget that
you been lying thru your teeth just like the dead plaque

now im back in my zone like the old me
i really wish you didnt control me 
wish that you could stop let my nose bleed
now im hanging by a not by your door key
i didnt know it got colder
can we please go back to october
ill never be okay till its over
im drinking till im done being sober

now im drinking till im done being sober
no closure
im losing composure
breaking down not even a stoner
bipolar 
im so mediocre

and now its 4 in the morning
its pouring 
everytime that i look down at my phone
cant ignore it
im thinking to much cant export it 
and my heart doesn't beat without blood to absorb in

Spotify

4 in the morning

wrote this abt a pumpkin on halloween

on the steps until next week
until they throw me away
cut me open and empty
everything but the pain
love it when i glow at night
but where my friends in the day 
they keep running from me 
i guess i scare them away
fucked up and i need another dose
always starring through me like imma ghost
cutting deep in my skin just let it go

all i need is a face and big mouth to get out of this house never go back
last year it was hard to evolve and move on and i would never go back
now i burn from inside with a mask on my face when i dont like to show that 
and i cant go away when the tears in your eyes turn to flames and they burn black

its not the first time you left me alone outside
its not the first time you told me to come inside
its not the first time you told me it would be okay
its not the first time i broke down i like to rot and decay
i feel like im broken
taking medicine cause i need a potion 
mixing up my emotions 
getting cold i was already frozen

all i need is a face and big mouth to get out of this house never go back
last year it was hard to evolve and move on and i would never go back
now i burn from inside with a mask on my face when i dont like to show that 
and i cant go away when the tears on your face turn to flames and they burn black

jack

[prod. dercept]

your in first im in last got me banging my head and you love when it clash oh no
let it go let it pass got me covered in red i love breaking the glass oh no

let it fall out 
i cant move from bed i like to crawl out 
staying in and never call out 
i can not thaw out 
need to stop before i withdraw now 
close your eyes fuck what you saw now
too deep to crawl out

what you saw now 
when its dark out
love it when you go and let your guard down
dont wanna fall out 
when you carve now 
i know you want me to 
just go
just leave
blow away like tree
in fall
the leaves 
keep blowing back to me

let it fall out 
i cant move from bed i like to crawl out 
staying in and never call out 
i can not thaw out 
need to stop before i withdraw now 
close your eyes fuck what you saw now
too deep to crawl out

crawl out

huge thank you to anthony for working on this one with me
go show him & his band this wild life some love <3

lyrics
--------
and we live just to die
so i pray i'm alright when i do
i'm shooting stars at the sky
not a crow left in my point of view
in the midst of a fight
throwing jabs till i knock out a tooth
if he pulls out a knife
and gets rid of my life
will the righteous ignite me with truth
(cause)
i will hide somewhere behind the dark that casts into
a room that thrives with blinding lights unwinding onto you
if only for a second i'm infected by the hue
please just promise me your honesty cause honestly i hate all that i do

and it lives deep inside
building homes in the holes of my heart
i've set my sights to the light
but i've been paranoid from the start 
red dot beamed on my forehead
deep breath this'll be a night you won't forget
cold sweat dreams terrorizing my cortex
woke up drowning outside on my porch steps
the waters been rising for years
hypnotizing my peers
into thinking they know me
but i live in fear
that they don't quite appear
to the likeness instilled in the old me
i swallow my tears
wander outside for years
with the hope that a god will come smite me
replenish these gears
cut my body with shears
make sure nobody's near even slightly

blue lights flash in the distance
red light stop i don't listen
projectiles from a piston
couldn't do it by myself need assistance
pink matter painted onto the concrete
think of this gunshot as a downbeat
red dot beamed on my forehead
this'll be a night you won't forget

it lives where i live (prod. anthony del grosso)

lyrics
--------
yeah we cruise through life
with our grip held tight
if only time could tell
cause our fears just might
collide with dreams we had
all these paths offline
if i could make more sense of things i like
regardless
i create what i feel inside
this thera-peutic place where my tears all dried
it's blissful seasons change & the time flies by
i always feel so strained and i don't know why
be honest
how many mother fuckers do what you do?
you got everything you want but ain't nobody got you
they're so amazed by the constant drops, the plays & the views
but i'm deranged, fucking insane, spittin my pain in the booth
it's a mad fucking world we chasin pennies & truth
can you believe i fucking made it dodged a box & a suit
i'm just a boy from outer space who ain't got nothing to lose
so imma chase away the pain with 40 ounces of booze

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

i burn a blunt & bridge the gap to what is left
i'm upset cause half my childhood was theft
it's apparent that my scars all tell a story east to west
but i can't tell it cause i'm occupied by beds i overslept
in a second i'll feel fine, but in a minute i'm depressed
all these voices in my head been telling me what to do next
is there any fucking answers underneath the skin i'm dressed
in i always think about it till i say nah & forget
there's evil locked inside me but i don't know where it went
so i practice tying knots in case the thoughts inside my head
leave me manic watch me panic bout the past until i'm dead
all because some fucking loser touched my dick when i was ten
yeah they say men can't be raped but i'm a victim in the end
let it shake up my whole world until the day that i ascend
it's a blessing and a curse but what's worse is most men
do not open up about it till they start to comprehend
fuck

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

yeah we thrown in the ocean
deep end swimmin with a pocket full of potions
vices to commend the fallen ones that lost their focus
i'm a toy solider moving weight in slow motion
oh shit
i'm losing focus
how the fuck you fix it with a bottle and some roaches
you ain't been yourself & it's been noted by the hopeless
they look up to you & you've been stuck in a hypnosis
no sis
i ain't drunk that's bullshit
i've been chasing dreams and getting money on the road shit
i cut off my friends by being anxious on some ghost shit
i don't like myself and i don't even think i'll post this
fuck another track about myself you probably know this
i can hardly breathe but you're too dense to even notice
is it a.d.d. or apathy of all i know
this year has been the worst for me but i don't like to boast
chyeaaahhh so

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

monday (prod. astoriablvd)

crash 2021 - okaydontflip

getting so close that i lost it 
now my blood dripping out of you faucet 
when the clears out of the room and its still feeling caustic 
and i go where i want always car sick 
got no love left to give had to toss it 
gotta watch what i say 
when you walk on my side 
will you cross it 

in the dark it gets cold and its frosted 
everytime i go im just drowning exhausted 
where you wanna go? 
i been lost and i cant 
get back home 
i just wanna know 
where you wanna go
get back home 

and i cant let it go 
i get lost when shit hit the floor 
and i know what i just cant know 

now im slurring my words on the phone again 
when i call and we talk but i fake pretend 
when the bottle drops will i break it than 
will they take it away man it all depends
man it all depends

back home

Lil Peep Part One

lil peep - Five Degrees

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