You say this is real but I really fuckin doubt it

The boys 🥲

RiverKinn
"Railroad"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

You lit a fire inside
You made me come to life
But now I feel it getting tough to fight
I'm on the night train
Light rain
Tryna get my mind in the right frame
I never do nothing right
We barely speaking now
You always beat me down
Like I ain't someone that you need around
You wanna reap the benefits and leave me out
While my garden growing seeds of doubt

So, there's something missing
No, you never listen
I cope with my condition
I hope for something different
I know it's my decision
I don't want to admit it
I'm broke, you see me slip in
The hole that I've been digging
I'm falling
Really think I need to quit stalling
Waiting by the phone when I know you ain't calling
Crawling
Tryna climb out from beneath the ice
But know the ground ain't thawing

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Railroad

RiverKinn
"Recollide"
Produced by RiverKinn

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After the damage that you've dealt
You have the nerve to step back in
And interfere with all my plans
I know you miss the way it felt
When I gave into your impossible demands
But you won't convince me again
That you and I could recollide
As if I wouldn't recognize the warning signs
And maybe this is the end
But if I die at least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands

Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
At least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands
Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Recollide

you dont know me [prod.sheepy x z3nny]

Shout out to brudduh for making the beat and Patrick Hyatt for mixing the beat. All vocals done by me 🖤
LYRICS:

"come on, this is no time for feeling down."
"But, why am I so sad?"

(They said that I'm falling apart)
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna cry but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna die but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you want, tell me if it's real bitch
I don't wanna lose you but I don't wanna feel shit
Pop another stick, smoke another box with it 
Rev can't die look alive when I rock with it yeah, yeah, yeah

And they said that I'm falling apart
I think I lost my fucking mind I knew it right from the start
I wish that I could just go back and start all again
You were the only thing I needed but your gone in the end

Bitch I hit a line cuz I'm never okay (never okay)
You been stuck up on my mind make it go away (go away)
I don't ever wanna die young, imma die young (go away)
Never wanna die young, imma die young  x4

die young (Prod. Brudduh)

I tried so hard, I’ve come so far
I decked my girl out in Dior
I bought you rings, and diamond things
It’s okay, buy you anything

It’s okay, blow a cheque before you’ll call back
It’s okay, it’s fine, ‘cause girl I think you’re all that
I saw you at the party, girl, you’re dressed in all black
You were on my mind, baby, wish that you would call back

Tell me everything that you want and baby I’ll get it done
Baby, I want your touch, and baby I want your love
But it’s okay if I don’t, ‘cause baby I know the risk
But you’ll just get what you want, and baby I want your kiss

Willow.x: 
exhausted if im being honest
gave u all my heart now u sayin that u lost it
leave me in a trunk baby cut with no stitches
i could give a fuck leave me dead in a ditch yea
i remember waking up but i don’t know how i got here
ion wanna lose u that’s the one thing i fear
where did u go 
where did u go

Tell me everything that you want and baby I’ll get it done
Baby, I want your touch, and baby I want your love
But it’s okay if I don’t, ‘cause baby I know the risk
But you’ll just get what you want, and baby I want your kiss

It’s okay, blow a cheque before you’ll call back
It’s okay, it’s fine, ‘cause girl I think you’re all that
I saw you at the party, girl, you’re dressed in all black
You were on my mind, baby, wish that you would call back

Tell me everything that you want and baby I’ll get it done
Baby, I want your touch, and baby I want your love
But it’s okay if I don’t, ‘cause baby I know the risk
But you’ll just get what you want, and baby I want your kiss

Tell me everything that you want and baby I’ll get it done
Baby, I want your touch, and baby I want your love
But it’s okay if I don’t, ‘cause baby I know the risk
But you’ll just get what you want, and baby I want your kiss

wht id do 4 u ft. willow.x (p+ nightclub20xx)

fade away prod lil biscuit

onewaystreet

MUSIC2SNORT2 {prod.BRONK}

Channel 5 (p. grayskies)

ON ALL PLATFORMS

Lyrics:
Imma cut ties I don't know you
I been on my grind thought I told you
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I don't know you
I been on my grind thought I told you
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I don't know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today

Seven in the morning but I can't come down 
She said why you hit my phone up? please stop now
I just need to get to sleep, but the drugs come out 
Someone save me from this life that I've made somehow
I thought it was precious when we were together
And you made a promise that this was forever
But turns out forever is nothing when dead
So forsaken memories curse what you left me with

"all this time I've been working harder than most, and I still fell. I cut ties with everyone I knew and life was good... until it wasn't.. good thing... rev can't die."

Imma cut ties I dont know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I dont know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today

not today

not today (prod. dercept x mason cyrus x coastalbeats)

Motivation [aria1k]

liott - FEEL AGAIN [prod. atis]

Mixed & Mastered By: @neverday
Produced By: @ https://www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous
Demons in my mirror pt 2 out now 
https://soundcloud.com/neverday/demonspt2

Demons in my mirror ft. Richmaiden

It starts with me and you again,
you don't wanna be just friends
buzzing up my fucking phone
wouldn't care if i was dead

ya  coming back, ya coming back, and ya talking again
ya coming back just to watch me to suffer again

manic depression, fucked in the brain, everything you say yeah  its not okay
fucking suicidal wanna climb in my head rearrange these wires and say i'm ok but i cant cus
everything a little bit harder now, everything is on repeat for now, but their saying that i shouldn't go

darker and darker into places where I roam, 
it's from the left to the right and i'm stuck here alone, 
wanna be basic cant change it everything you say hate it, 
everything i touch break it. everything i love fake it

spinning and spinning until I fall
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it all.
will you and come pick me up when i collapsed
would you just fix me up when I relapsed

spinning and spinning until I fall
will you fix it, fix it or break it out
will you build me up out of pieces
will you help me up, I think I know what you meant.

wait;

prod: https://soundcloud.com/flxwrency
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/imbuedmess

Lyrics:

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Think I’m still asleep
Rise up, to take a leap
Jump a 100ft
Pray it’s all a dream

7th level deep
Spells be failing
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Red wine in the bed
Mixed with blood from my head
Got stains on my sheets
Smells of fucking bleach

My days been going great
Pills are working I’m still here
Can’t feel the pain in my brain
My mind ain’t so clear

My days been going great
Haven’t felt a single thing
My happiness is gone
But my pain is fucking numbed

I skipped my fucking meds
Now I’m one step from the edge
My homie calls my phone
Asks to smoke a another bowl

Saved my fucking life
While I sit here real high
Happy for a life but
These pills be taking mine

They block the pain, they block the joy
They clog my mind, they fuzz my eyes
They eat away my fucking soul
Empty shell of fucking noise

I’m feeling numb, I’m feeling dumb
I sleep away the day with me okay about the waste of space that has the fucking face of me 

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

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Anti Depressant (FLOWRENCY)

Check out my homieg: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi



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Lyrics:

RIVILIN:

Cast aside, paint me on the wall
Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think im gonna fall
Mess collides anxious on the floor
Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before.

Water dripping down my throat, I choke, you gloat
At depression, you say its always been your friend
But you pretend with the side effects, triple vision all bent 
I never got the messages that you say you sent

Large debt, small head, you say, I left 
Repetition, cant see for everything you blame me
What’s this, more lies, my love, your theft 
You wanna bring up the facts of something that I couldn’t be


There’s a swell building up inside my chest
They say its just an illness, they say it’s for the best
Living a lie, no I didn’t try
My mental state is a joke

It’s just a condition, I can’t make decisions
Say my life’s not fact just fiction
You know its these issues you know that I miss you
I don’t wanna live that life man

Panic attacks, can’t breathe just shaking
Tunnel vision, this is how I live on the daily 
Manic, maybe, suicide, hate me
What do you know about me when im breaking

Playing with hearts didn’t mean to get that far
Trying to drown in sex, but im tripping over bars
Xanax yah, losing uh
All I do now is dissociate.

Make me up from something worth saving
Break me till im just worth hating
Chemical overdose
Drowning under losing all hope

A spiral that never dies prescription ghost
You take control and I’ve lost the choice
Of where I could have been
Without you.


$LOTHBOI:

Sink down
We drown
From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down
We drown
Full panic, feel manic, calmdown

I’m spiraling
From Quarantine
I’m drinking red
Mixed wit a bean

Hit a 80 g
Cuz Ima fiend
Had that oxy on me you ain’t know b

And I met your parents when I was high as fuck
Then you played with death and I had enough

Fuck your suicide
You cut me up
And I know you wanna see me hit the buck

I ain’t bout that shit
But I got a fix
But I’m tryna quit
Cuz I ain’t bouta kick 

I ain’t bouta bitch
That’s a fucking mess
Cuz I been thru trauma
And that’s a fucking bet

So hit a lick
Then I hit a sip
Then I hit a bitch
But I ain’t hurt her bet

I been locked inside
For a couple weeks
And my phone been ringing
Its the devil b

Sink down
We drown
From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down
We drown
Full panic, feel manic, calmdown

Prescription Ghost Ft. $LOTHBOI

*Kids Help phone - 1-800-668-6868
*Suicide Prevention Service - 1-800-273-8255

*Donate to fund grants for mental health & addiction ⇩

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https://www.bbrfoundation.org/about
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 AMV:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMbo2uL0cic&ab_channel=%EF%BC%B4%EF%BC%B2%EF%BC%A1%EF%BC%B3%EF%BC%A8%E6%96%B0%E3%83%89%E3%83%A9%E3%82%B4%E3%83%B3

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Ancrnotokay-doubt-it-lyrics

doubt it:( (p+ Switch)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIk6JNivWMg&ab_channel=FalkFilmz

My Beatsite:
https://upstagebeats.com/
it's pronounced answer
contactancrnotokay@gmail.com

ig. deathmoth_official
Deathmoth + Dethblu

the boys: follow em all
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