originally released as part of the weathercord discord compilation

hating everything that i do

moonlight
oh you're drowning me
watch how i scream out softly
breaths escape
i am the worst don't look at me
another year that i've gone and done
what else could i do

just a drop of water in the sand
i've never left cuz i never began
i am just the same as i've always been
i'm the past reflected in itself again
i am everything that's been now, or could be
i am every single thing that you, have ever seen

moonlight
you're still
watch how i scream out softly
breaths escape
i am the worst don't look at me
another year that i've gone and done
what else could i do

i'm a loaded gun, i'm a smoking barrel
i'm the things forgotten and the thought of you
i am the pain of the world
bore on two sad shoulders  
i am everything that's been now, or could be
i am every single thing that you, have ever seen

moonlight
oh you're everything i see
you're everything to me now
that i could be
you are nothing at all
i am the waves that form in the sand

oh ur drowning me

did this with @pacificpurgatory real underground DIY fuck tha world

LYRICS

I keep a cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Bury me, out in the back
Desert scape, left rotting in a broken shack
Nothing left but the hum crawling out the hills
Take me south, red house with the open fields
See them in the headlights, on the empty road
Death Valley, man eating like Tsavo
Skin dashboard, bones on the console
Catch you with my cutter, bury you behind the school
Haunted mound
Candles lifted when we come around
Scarecrows at the impound
4AM when we take the town
Sematary and Ghost Mound
Sunset across the fairground
Night cry out, no time now
This is Grave House, boy, it's what we about
I keep a cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
I been rocking back and fucking forth in the corner
I been getting super fucking gone till the morning
You believe in life, you're a dumb motherfucker
If you really wanna try we will run you over
I been coughing up blood, dying at McDonald's
I been mixing Benadryl and Tussin in my Monster
I'm glad the world's burning, I believe in monsters
I been in my Grave House, posted with my cutter
I need some brass knuckles and I need a shotgun
I'm a Skellington, riding out in a black truck
I been drinking Jaguar, and Red Bull, and Vodka
Hundred million dead cops, motherfuck everyone
I'm in Trevor mode, I will always say "Fuck the world"
We don't give a fuck, you can die, you can rot alone
3AM gang, you know why you're running
Bury you behind the church, down in Nevada
I keep a cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Cutter like Nevada, cutter like Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada
Leave you in Nevada, leave you in Nevada

Nevada (Sematary/GhostMtn COVER) w/ PACIFIC PURGATORY

Originally released 9/15/2022 tracks 7/8 added 1/6/2023

Theme of Laura

All I Feel Is Change

A Million Tears for You

thank you to @tonelli-2 for the cover art

AND COWBOYS i got nuthin 2 do
spend all my days waiting for you
everything that i could ever ever be
all that i could ever see
i got nothing
nothing at all brand new
everything that i could be
everything that i could see yeah it's all apart of me

posted up all day smoking fronto
and cowboys lemme tell ya how my heart gooo
you say you gettin money boy that not true
you got a lambo but you only got one doe

and yeah i really smoke dat
3am crusing in the outback
fuck with me, and put your body on the stack
me and my gang chilling smoking in iraq

yeah we some real cart smokers
car crash traffic death onlookers
straight pipe im coming for you
i ashed the blunt and it burned right thru

you can see my chrome shining thru the spray paint
brand new now i'll never be the same way
you can catch me in the rain like i'm max payne
gold wheels and the sun its the same thing

...and i just wanna lie awake
and i just wanna smoke this blunt
i just wanna lie awake
ion really give a fuck
yeah i just wanna lie awake
nahh i just wanna smoke this blunt
i just wanna lie awake man,
i just wanna smoke this blunt.

spray paint on an airsoft gun
breathe fumes in - about all i've done
kijiji you know i got the funds
talk all the shit you want boy i ain't dumb

been around i been posted up
been drinking in the back of a pickup truck
been drinking malt liquor till i can't get up
been wearing realtree cuz i don't give a fuck

NUTHIN 2 DO

Cut Myself in Two

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slfDT7I0bEE&lc=Ugw4q7QtFe94TKpx7hN4AaABAg

reupload cuz i made a new mix (actually like 20 but this one is recent)

9MM **MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION**

felt my hands turn black and the ground done froze. about a year in the making, thank you to pacific purgatory and star starer

Sawzall

9MM (black rust)

Milwaukee

Got a Gun Now

Tell Ya How My Heart Go

I Am Nothing (black rust)

Can't You Tell How I Been

Nuthin 2 Do (black rust)

Ion Wanna Talk

I Ain't Ever Really Done a Good Thing

All I Could Do

Tryna Get By feat sadsatanwarrior696

shove me down cover my face and watch me drown
oh i wont feel anything like i aint anything at all
we coming out with a new plan, 87 octane - pour it on my head
and then i'll be brand new

ohhh take me out to the field, down to the range
all this shit got so lame, black rust done left its stains
stepping out the tar pit no life on me
mud boots, watch you bleed out
shove me down
shove me down

like, dont u wanna see me come round
dont u wanna see me comre round, at all
chrome teeth smile like, dont u wanna see me come round
dont u wanna see me come round

yeah we coming back but we still the same
tread plate life on my shoulder blade
shit got black, it got lame
45 AP imma point it down range

black truck in a black field
tar pit, oh it dont even feel real
i am nothing
at all

ohhh take me out to the field, down to the range
all this shit got so lame, black rust done left its stains
stepping out the tar pit no life on me
mud boots, watch you bleed out
shove me down
shove me down

smoking on this dope its got me deezy
man i swear this come easy to me
gut shot if the need be
like ion want that shit near me

i wont care no more, ill watch the days go by
like i was on my own and i aint even know whyyyy



87 Octane

black smoke all up in my lungs,
hold tight i can see right thru u now
lee enfield, black with stains
like we was outside, nah aint shit changed now 

yeah in the squad i trust
for the squad i bust
find me out in tha field man
field of black rust

i wanna lay you deep down
watch you fall apart, one million times again
black and red, watch how we coming out again and again
take a look in my eyes, im already dead
i was outside i was so misled

whole world a black place - hnhhhh
wear a chain 4 a necklaaaceeeee
without u oh i cry
without u oh i cry alone at night

another highway procession
black road, paved with sin
without u oh i cry
without u oh i cry alone at night

dull shine on the dirt road, shit so low
im in my cowboy boots u might catch me w/ a bolo
s just the life i live, the way i am
leave a mark, gon place a brand

ooh i leave u black and blue
stepping out in the field, boots heavy like glue
nothing else to do but see it thru 2 tha end
rust world retreat oh im home again


The World a Black Place

She's From the Country

find me in the castle, in the keep
find me in the field out in the scrap heap
find me wear the rust grows slowly
damp and dark so low beneath

gave up my smile a long time ago
my tears are ice, my blood is snow
black tires wit dem spikes yahh already know
etched into the sidewall, thats M+S

mud and snow, blood and stone
smoke it right 2 the face yeah right to the dome
i been around 4 a while but its not my home
steady in my heart, hate in my bones

yeah, we coming with some heavy metal
mosquito bite, new rain in the meadow
nah aint shit changed, im back in the saddle
sights pointed downrange, heart ready for battle

bitch im wearin bootcut nah i aint rockn shoes
im watching rap videos up on youtube
im swerving on the highway, put that bitch in cruise
comin out brand new like i got nuthin 2 lose



Mud and Snow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1tQGUYf9_Hc

hate spillin out a black form
ram truck cracks forming in the dashboard
ya im in my room alone getting plastered
heavy ass clip hollow point n some lead core

get yo throat cut issa black kiss
hate up in my heart yeahhhh its real sadness
pull up 2 tha white line, push past it
smoke to the filter roll it up and ash it

autumn wind blow, still ride solo
painted black, pulled it out from the below
rack it and reload my chrome teeth shine
it doesnt really matter anymore yeah i left it behind

n i aint really got shit to sayyy
my mind blank, guess thats ok
i dont feel anything
rust world retreat oh issa brand new pain

cut throat gon make u new
at the corners where u bleed its purple and blue
yeah i want some more gimme some gore
black rot leaking outta my core

n i was supposed to see through it but i didnt
and i aint got a lot, show for it
douse my soul in gasoline
foul smell, but it burn so clean

hate spillin out a black form
ram truck cracks forming in the dashboard
ya im in my room alone getting plastered
heavy ass clip hollow point n some lead core

go n get ya - throat cut issa black kiss
hate up in my heart yeahhhh its real sadness
yeah we moving thru the white line, push past it
smoke to the filter roll it up and ash it

serrated, yeah we rough hewn
we some ka-bar etchings on a black loom
like whyd i even do that shit i didnt have to
bitch we under the sun aint nothing really that new

oh black n grey
barbed wire twisted up, gon pierce my veins
tar pit burn pile yeahll fan the flames
we stained but we still ball, remains in a concrete wall

Serrated [MV IN DESCRIPTION]

w/ @pacificpurgatory

my fate sealed up in permatex
rolling coal i feel it in my chest
cracks forming slowly on the dash
like where u goin, shit nowhere fast

bitch i keep my rifle by my side
the metal screaming while i cut and grind
scrap metal roses at my feet
yeah we coming from the downlow so beneath

sharpshooter, bless my silver eye
its over now no need to cry
sharpshooter, protect my chrome teeth
oh i pray the lord, my soul to keep

oh drag my arm thru barbed wire
rusty nails and the scrap beside er'
and peel my face off im brand new
at the edges of the cut its purple and blue

rust world where we come from
deep beneath like u can really feel the blood run
bitch i aint really got none to say to you
to say to youuuuu

the sea, the stars
the sweet Selena
the wonders of the world
a work of art
my sweet Selena
a wonder of a girl

awake, i came with insomnia
but she came from a dream
a face you'd frame inside museums
beauty to the extreme

the sea, the stars
the sweet Selena
the wonders of the world
a work of art
my sweet Selena
a wonder of a girl

and there she goes
that fashionista
cat walking the runway
she strikes a pose
my sweet Selena
with confidence and grace

bonjour, adieu
merci, Selena
a piece of you to keep
i'll dream of you
my sweet Selena
once i can fall asleep

Sweet Selena

i felt the same way i do now
dirt up in my nails yeah i aint really that proud
turn it up yeah i wanna make it real loud
turn it up yeah i wanna make it real loud

crank the gain as high as it goes,
my guitar buzzing like a chainsaw (ghost)
ohhh ion know
like its just always the same, torn and rotted below

------

clear the room from the middle (black castle shine)
my aim shakes, breathe out and then i let it settle
aint u ever hear the world a black place
hollow eyes sat starin wit a blank face

oh one more time, gone before the lights dim
one more time, before i say goodbye
yeah we outside we still the same
tread plate life, barb wire veins

roses like scrap metal
cut my legs with rusty petals
and you, oh take my heart
cover it in barbed wire, chains and dark

factory up in the distance
dirt road shit crosses in the ditch and you
dont look the same
rust in peace, fade away in the rain

heart sittin in my chest real heavy n i
say goodbye, cuz this shit is ending
bitch im madea scrap metal n that shit real heavy
leaden heart soullll its all i knowwww

yeah we stepping outside, we so stained
black redline on a cold gauge
fall apart
oh cut my throat and break my heart

Torn

L-E-A-D
in my throat, mixed with antifreeze
L-E-A-D
tread plate face, like i look so mean
L-E-A-D
black hate in my heart, spill it on the snow
yeah we comin wit that L-E-A-D
rust in my teeth
L-E-A-D
nothing really near me

all black whip, got an all black fit
n we outside, we just deep in the sticks
like i aint really been shit (nah)
bitch im tryna get lit (yahhh)

rust world, yeah we coming from the low down
ak47, hollow points in the loadout
like, its just what i know now, aint no hope found
cover me in dirt, then you can follow me down

outside, with the L-E-A-D
cut my throat and watch me
bleed out on the floor
bleed out, ill give you some gore

dressed like youd see me at the gas station
aint no one around me, and the lights so dim
and the hide tied up, veins under the skin
n yeah im boutta throw up but dont u ask where i been



Delay

song w/ bro @svgntr
prod me+svgntr
cover art by svgntr

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