My first ever arranged, performed and produced song from beginning to end - hell yeah! A personal milestone! :D

I wanted to pay tribute to a song that I truly love, "Uninstall" from the anime Bokurano (performed by Chiaki Ishikawa). Originally I intended it to be a more or less 100% faithful cover but with time it sort of became a full reimagining instead. In the end only chord intervals and some melodies are reminiscent of the original.

The lyrics are in Swedish and written by me, unrelated to the song that inspired them.

I hope you'll enjoy it. :)

En Gång Till

My first orchestral piece that I upload.

I really enjoyed doing this, would be so cool to score something one day! :)

Sometimes it's easier to say what you feel in music than in words.

The Ecstasy of Tears

A minimalistic synth pop ballad thingy in Swedish from the depths of my heart! The lyrics deal with anxiety, and more specifically, the sensation that I get when I'm at my worst. I hope you'll like it. :)

The name means "Feet, don't fail me now".

Photo by Geordanna Cordero-Fields on Unsplash

LYRICS:

SWE
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Fötter, svik mig inte nu
Låt mig stanna ett tag till
Låt mig vara den jag vill
Händer, domna inte bort
Hjälp mig hålla kroppen lugn
Hela själen känns så tung

Hjärtat skriker och vill ut
Men där står skuggorna på lut
Finns det någon som förstår mig nu?
Tårarna faller och blir till is
Fastnar på marken som ett täcke av snö
Älskling, vi föddes för att dö

Någonstans där borta finns det en version av mig
Som ännu inte gett upp, som vill hitta tillbaks till dig
Och när allting är förlorat vet jag iallafall
Att du kommer att vara där när kroppen blivit kall

Försöker en gång till
Fötter, gör nu som jag vill
Låt mig känna att jag duger
Alla runt mig bara log
För en stund min tanke dog
Men det känns som att det aldrig är nog

Någonstans där borta finns det en version av mig
Som ännu inte gett upp, som vill hitta tillbaks till dig
Och när allting är förlorat vet jag iallafall
Att du kommer att vara där när kroppen blivit kall

ENG
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Feet, don't fail me now
Let me stay a bit longer
Let me be who I want to be
Hands, don't go numb
Help me keep my body calm
My whole soul feels so heavy

My heart is screaming and wants out
But there the shadows are keeping watch
Is there anybody who understands me now?
Tears are falling and becoming ice
Getting stuck on the ground like a coat of snow
My love, we were born to die

Somewhere out there, there's a version of me
Who still hasn't given up, who wants to find his way back to you
And when everything is lost, at least I will know
That you will be there when my body has turned cold

Trying one more time
Feet, now do what I want
Let me feel like I'm enough
Everyone around me simply smiled
And for a moment my thoughts died
But it feels like it's never enough

Somewhere out there, there's a version of me
Who still hasn't given up, who wants to find his way back to you
And when everything is lost, at least I will know
That you will be there when my body has turned cold

Fötter, svik mig inte nu

The Song of Life - debut single for Spotify!

This song features my close friend and world class singer Oliver John! I hope y'all will enjoy it. :) Definitely my tightest production to date.

Cover art by Pawel Czerwinski of Unsplash.com

The Song of Life (feat. Oliver John)

Some lo-fi chillout for y'all. My first try at lo-fi actually! Let me know what you think. :)

The Small Hours

I'm a multi-instrumentalist, composer and producer from Stockholm, Sweden. Pleased to meet you! :)

Andie Angeldust

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