with nikolux

i~ i
i've been killing myself
i been waiting too long to ask for help
moving slowly thru the fog just to help myself
i can't help myself
i can't help myself

burn the light, hope my memories are slow to fade
alone at night, brain too active so i stay awake
not surprised if u hate me, wanna run away
i hate myself more than u can, it eats me away

break me down
watch me drown
i won't say a thing
cut me out
wrap my body up in cellophane

leave the town
i might leave this town
nothing left to gain
fuck this up
always fuck it up
might just blow my brain

Stream

help myself (p. fears)

Reflect (feat. sphere merchants & Rocco Bunko)

Get Better (feat. nikolux & sphere merchants)

Down (prod. dylazy)

made as part of a remix contest on bleachh's twitch!!
www.twitch.tv/ih8bleachh

bleachh -- Bad News (sphere merchants remix)

Iron-man (Prod. Young Sandwich and The Shrimp People) European Version

AbovE // feat. Andr3w J0hn

massive shout out to fuckin pond fish man i love those guys

kicking off octorber! :D

lyrics:
32 kills i got 32 kills
i just sniffed some poppers and a dirty blue pill
flutterclub we poppin no one heard of u still
sippin on bacardi till i let the booze spill
(x2)

aimin i'm as accurate as laser
always in control primary player
hittin a killtacular in slayer
bet against me; wouldn't make that wager
if i lose the game then imma be a game changer
watch out on the track i'm a danger
pull up in a range, spray ur prains with a ranger
yeah speakers move the earth bumpin Stranger
off a power pellet, go ghost, see u later

32 kills

octorber day 5! damn i can't believe i've made it this far tbh lol

lyrics:
i just wanna know ur there with my eyes closed
when ur in my bed every time it's a high note
feel like i got butterflies when i see u smile
better than the high from the drugs stuck in my nose

when u comin by when u wanna slide thru
want u by my side cuz there's no one like u
whatever u like imma give it times two
inside of ur mind at the front of my view

i know we both been lonely
think "nobody really knows me"
so tired of moving slowly
starved of someone to be holding

run away, pack a bag, maybe catch a flight
skip the fuckin town and pretend that we died
life is short, look around, plus we really might
so's ur candle half as fast or is it twice as bright

smile

NEW MIDKNIGHTS EXCLUSIVE 
@n1kolux @chanelfather
prod by guda

Nikolux + Chanelfather - Bonucci (guda)

Feeling (1)

(Lyrics)
-
you dont wanna say it
you dont wanna save it thats fine 
I dont wanna talk no no no
feel like im lazy 
but its all I know
I feel like a ghost

but youre the one thats haunting me 
I set you free I
cant believe I 
let you take the lead

haunting me
dont wanna see
the real you 
whats really underneath

are you even real
I cant touch cant feel
even when I see you 
youre with other people
-
youre done youre finished
look at your racks, diminshed
reload the bag, replenished
my girl so bad shes punished

im not a star but she talks to me 
I hit her up she replies to me 
she sent me hearts bro you gotta see this
she is just the sweetest
cant help but feel the chemistry
its a reaction helplessly
I feel like im under siege 
-
shes getting away ah uh
stealing my heart shes a player
shes in my debt better pay up
all of the love I gave youre a taker 
if I didnt know id say youre a hater
but she just went ghost ok see you later
she turned me bad I pull up like vader
dark side got me yeah
baby got my soul like
ruined my whole life

(+++)


HUGE s/o to Nikolux this came out insane, he killed the vocals and inspired me so much during the process of making this! thank you bro

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Ghost (w/Nikolux)

001!%

run my state ft @chanelpirate

prod @chanelpirate

btw velkho part first

Get Better (feat. nikolux & sphere merchants)

Andr3w J0hn

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