naw nigga i cant believe i almost killed myself ova a fake nigga who dont care bout me 💀

































no matter how much i talk shit about him i still fucking love him. why did you have to cheat on me isaiah? i loved you so much. you cheated twice with the same girl. what the fuck? why? you dont understand how much you hurt me. i feel like ending it all because of what you did and how you made me feel. i still feel like that now. i dont want to go back to fucking school because then ill have to see you and you just play the victim walking around with your head down like i cheated on you when i honestly love you so much you dont even understand. i dont fucking get it. was i just not good enough. am i not good enough for you? ive been through so much and you really didnt help when you said all of those things about me. then you go and date one of my friends after you tried to cheat on me with another one of them. like really isaiah. you dont understand how much i love you i literally love you so much. i made you shit for valentines day. i feel stupid. i see you in the halls and stuff and you dont even look at me. what did i do wrong that i wasnt good enough for you?

3/20/23,
we arw friends but we dont talk at school. you walk right past me as if i am nothing to you. as if i never ment anything to you. but yet your telling me you love me every day. this friends with benefits shit is killing me. i cant do this anymore. maybe you like naomi. shes so pretty. shes skinnier then me and doesnt have mental problems. shes perfect. why cant i be her. why cant you love me and genuinely mean it.

ava