Feeling fine just killing time and dealing with my own
Colored by the darkness that was shown me
It seems inside I want to ride the downward spiral known
And bath myself in suffering, the creation of my own

I can't sleep
These haunting nightmares consuming me
I do not dare

Over the oceans I wade through emotions
and thoughts so ferocious, it kills
But on the horizon a freedom is rising again
A peace so loving, it heals

Deep inside I want to hide from feeling all alone
And wallow in the weeds that I myself have grown
Everytime that I could shine, I dim the light back down
Afraid of losing misery and tragedy i´ve known 

Help me wake from all these nightmares
And let me dream the peaceful dream

Over the oceans I wade through emotions
and thoughts so ferocious, it kills
But on the horizon a freedom is rising again
A peace so loving, it heals

As silence calls from within
A truth is awoken again
And through these words unspoken
I finally find myself

Over the ocean again

Over the oceans I wade through emotions
and thoughts so ferocious, it kills
But on the horizon a freedom is rising again
A peace so loving, it heals

Over the Ocean

Check the Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWf1LhqcPUY

I got on board in the middle of the night
with a riddle to belittle what I know
And coming up with the title for a fight
with an enemy that I could never show
trusting illusions, drifting in confusion
feeling all alone and lead astray
and these tidal waves of desires claim
every minute, every hour, every day

I´m looking down, with accompanying frown
at the puddle of a muddle that I made
And I try to hide, with a sense of pride,
that would not mask my mistakes
doubting illusions, open for solutions
lead me out this labyrinth today
And the vital aid of truth reclaims
every minute, every hour, every day

Keep me grounded, I´m slipping away
I don't know, how to navigate so deep in this maze
Help me levitate, I´m falling again
but I know, I´ll recalibrate in loving embrace

I stray from the shore, as I think I need a little more
light to my life, bleeding every time I sacrifice
now, for that better tomorrow that will never come, no
Shattering illusions, coming to conclusions
waking as the curtain sways away
Eternity sees time collapse
every minute, every hour, every day

Keep me grounded, I´m slipping away
I don't know, how to navigate so deep in this maze
Help me levitate, I´m falling again
but I know, I´ll recalibrate in loving embrace

Keep me grounded
Help me levitate
Let me see again
Concentrating
There's no waiting 
I´m already there

Keep me grounded, I´m slipping away
I don't know, how to navigate so deep in this maze
Help me levitate, I´m falling again
but I know, I´ll recalibrate in loving embrace
Keep me grounded / Help me levitate
I got on board in the middle of the night
with a riddle to belittle what I know
Keep me grounded / Help me levitate
Eternity sees time collapse
every minute, every hour, every day

Aliens

Up and down the rollercoaster goes
And where the path of life may lead you, you might never know
Never being sure of what you chose
The rainstorm will water the earth, so the flowers, they may grow

Left and right, you've gone lost in the maze
And what the sands of time may bring you, will burn up in a blaze
Caught up in the dust from head to toes
But from the ashes of your past, like the phoenix you arose

Believe me, you will find a purpose in mistakes
you've made yesterday
The failures that lead astray 
will guide you on your current way to finally break free
and see what you can be

For every step back you take two forwards
With every setback you grow stronger, become a warrior
To push beyond the boundaries of your mind
To break free of these ties that bind you, to where you were confined


Believe me, you will find a purpose in mistakes
you've made yesterday
The failures that lead astray 
will guide you on your current way to finally break free
and see what you can be

Believe Me

Listen up, it goes upwards
Exit sorrow, no need to find words
Raise your head, straighten your back
Rest in silence to be cleansed from dirt

It will pass by
The suffering in life
Will become what you need to survive
Love thyself and love each other
Know compassion towards sisters and brothers

And you know the end is coming
Some beginnings have bitter ends
Yet you know, that life's worth living
So let go and make amends

The light of day, it will help you
It will guide the way and dry those tears away
You will find love if you help others
Rise up and above
Unconciousness will move

This life is yours
This world is ours to keep safe and secured
Though it's become obscured
Feel the pain
Take it in deep
Do not run away, the pain will set you free

And you know the end is coming
Some beginnings have bitter ends
Yet you know, that life's worth living
So let go and make amends

The End Is Coming

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsH_7jT8E7c

Walk along with me
Take my hand and show me
How to get out of this mess I made today
Whisper in my ears
I ignore you solely
Till I find out where my path has lead me to

I get a feeling at last
That everything I did has lead me down
Spirals and trenches and ditches 
And into the darkness I roam
Is there no turning back?
Running and screaming and shouting and crying aloud
As I walk around the path of greatest resistance 
I go unwittingly, I do it unwillingly
And my feelings are killing me, as I shun all activity

Walk with me
Take my hand and show me a way
Out of this mess and disarray
I can’t believe I found you
Waiting up for me
I come alive again
When you hold my hand

Take my hand and walk with me
Bring order to this disarray
Watch over my way
Wake me out my slumber
Please awaken me to find my destiny

I get a feeling at last
That everything I've done has lead me up
Stairs and ladders and escalators
Leading me to the top where there’s no turnaround
Jumping and flying and soaring and cheering
I’ve finally found a way out of this seeming dead end
I move determinedly, I act purposefully
Your voice is guiding me as I access infinity

Yet the demons, they’re calling
They remember my name
Yet I learn to behold them
Nothing will stop me again
I am eternal

Walk with me
Take my hand and show me a way
Out of this mess and disarray
I can’t believe I found you
Waiting up for me
I come alive again
When you hold my hand

Take My Hand

Official Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=566YOd5_974

Breath in soothing air to calm your nerves
Watching, waiting, to fill my reserves
The scenic route is usually a dumb idea
Believing we would not get lost in fear

Let love´s creation in
Lessons awaiting

Oh, I can see it in your eyes
I´m not alone, I can see through your disguises
Because I long for you taste and for your touch
And for your love not to forget me
I don´t want to run

Seeing, feeling where we're coming from
Wondering, pondering what I´m running from
Oftentimes shortcuts end up in detours
The steady path will lead me back to you

Let all narration fade
Stillness pulsating

Oh, I can see it in your eyes
I´m not alone, I can see through your disguises
Because I long for you taste and for your touch
And for your love not to forget me
I don´t want to run

Sparkle 345

Meandering through the darkest night
Blinded by the light so bright
Why can't I turn over
Attachment, fear and misery
Which I believed was part of me
Why won't I stay sober?

Walking down the beaten path
Looking at the aftermath of
What I have done in wrath
Down below the atmosphere
Signs and signals are not clear, no
I belong to what is here

Seeking till the break of dawn
Wondering where I turned the wrong
Way to end up nowhere
Can't you hear my cry for help
Why can I not find myself
It has to be somewhere

Walking down the lonely road
Will I ever find my way home
Why did I build these catacombs (to hide away from myself)
But high beyond the stratosphere
We´re connected, we are pure soul
We are one, I´m not alone

It's not alright to feel alone
It's just not easy to see
The lines connecting dots inbetween
But I know you are part of me
I am not alone

We can find a way together, oh
I can't find it by myself, no
Let us walk along as brothers
Reach our hand out in peace
Because we're

Fucking up hard
We´re stuck in the middle of nonsense bullshit
We created everything we despise
But we could walk over water and part the seas
If we gave love instead of screwing everything up
We could be so powerful
But we just don't know what we're doing so please forgive us
We don't know where we're heading
May sanity outlive us

We don't know what we're doing so please forgive us
We don't know where we're heading
May sanity outlive us

It's not alright to feel alone
It's just not easy to see
The lines connecting dots inbetween
But I know you are part of me
I am not alone

I´m Not Alone

EPIC Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kh2XSIJB4rc

Lyrics:
Why don‘t i do what i wanna do,
But do do what i don‘t wanna do?

I wanna workout, stead i go for a smoke
I wanna make money, instead i go broke
I wanna meditate, stead of staying up Late 
I wanna be kind, yet i act like an ape 

Why don‘t i do what i wanna do,
But do do what i don‘t wanna do?

I wanna be smart, stead i watch dumb shit
I wanna be wise, stead of losing my wit
I wanna be brave, instead i‘m afraid 
I wanna be on time, yet i‘m always too late 

Why don‘t i do what i wanna do,
But do do what i don‘t wanna do?

Dodo (Shit/Crap)

In my dreams I am creator of worlds
Bang the Big Bang, dive into black holes
Until the heat death I prevail
I am the master of the universe
Crying, trying to reverse this curse
It's gotten constantly worse
Expand, contract, don't lift the veil
Wake me up!

Please don't blame me, save me from myself
Gently shake me, wake me up (I am sleeping)
Softly sway me, bath me in your love
Slowly break me, take me up

I am directing an epic
Grand and cinematic, overly dramatic
With twists and turns to scramble your brain
I myself play agonist and protagonist, secondary characters too
The cameraman, the vistas he scans, the extras the whole play
Wake me up!

Please don't blame me, save me from myself
Gently shake me, wake me up (I am sleeping)
Softly sway me, bath me in your love
Slowly break me, take me up

I may be able to fool myself, but I will never fool you
I may think I can rule the world, and make the universe too
Wake me from this nightmares, create the sweetest dreams
When the drowsiness fades, wake to reality

Please don't blame me, save me from myself
Gently shake me, wake me up (I am sleeping)
Softly sway me, bath me in your love
Slowly break me, take me up
Help me, save me from myself
Gently shake me, wake me up
Softly sway me, bath me in your love
Slowly break me, take me up

Save Me From Myself

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvBXsdKwzVY

You think you’re walking alone, down paths nobody has known
Down roads nobody has seen, to places no-one has been
The scenery is grand in scale and yet you fail to realize
That all that’s real is always now and here and everywhere
You find relieve in the numbing of the feelings
While you’re knocking on the ceiling
As you’re blinded by what you’re seeing
You run away from dealing with things you do not believe in
With things you cannot conceive
The original memory

Just trust in feeling alive x 2

Do you believe you’ve outgrown, the depths of the unknown
The depths of violence, conceit through ignorance
Imagination could lead to restoration, replacing separation 
Heal damnation, allow reunification
Finally you’re knowing, you’re reaping what you’re sowing
Rekindled lights started glowing
Like an ocean wave gently flowing
Connectedness regrowing, which is a process ongoing
Just as reality shines, to completely blow your mind 

Just trust in feeling alive
There is nothing towards you must strive
There is nothing that you must become
Shine back to the sun, for we all are one
Just trust in feeling at peace
There is nothing that you must achieve
There is no place where you cannot go
Let it all be so, above and below

Just trust in feeling alive x 2

Just trust in feeling alive
There is nothing towards you must strive
There is nothing that you must become
Shine back to the sun, for we all are one
Just trust in feeling at peace
There is nothing that you must achieve
There is no place where you cannot go
Let it all be so, above and below

Feeling Alive

Check out the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NY1lhfdEsA8

Lyrics:
(Look at me. Judge me by my size, do you?
Hmm, and well you should not. 
For my ally is the force, and a powerful ally it is.)

You can feel me as a dire situations end
No shape or form and yet you recognize silhouette
You can breath me as the life that animates your hands
There’s no grasping me and yet you cannot turn your head
Walking infinity, talking eternity
Tell me you’re sick of me as I lift you from misery
You can’t see me, but I can see you now
You cannot wait for the death of desire

Floating through the ether, resting in-between flesh and mind
I will proliferate eternity, collapsing space and time

(Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter)

Do you feel me as the insight inspiration sent?
To heal your world and show you how to make the suffering end
Does the peace I send you shatter what you imagined?
Can you not forgive yourself even though you repent? 
Party all night and day, whither yourself away
Run into calamity as you reshape reality
I know you hear me, but you won’t listen now
You cannot shed what can’t burn in the fire

Floating through the ether, resting in-between flesh and mind
I will proliferate eternity, collapsing space and time
Floating through the ether, resting in-between flesh and mind
I will proliferate eternity, collapsing space and time

As the darkness sets in
I consume all regret
When you’ve forgotten your name
I send you pleasures and joys to forget

Where you came from there was neither worry nor fear
Yet as I told you stories, soon you were so eager to hear
Of worlds of flesh and bone, smashing sticks and stones
Into your faces as the hatred rises and consumes  
You were so easy to persuade in all your childish naivete
Consuming every little lie that I would feed you as buffet 
Assuming I care for your needs or have your welfare in mind 
You must mistake me for someone who´ s of your kind
I can lead you down the rabbit hole, the darkest abyss
May encompass you and your soul will be mine to possess 
If it weren’t for that meddling voice
Calling you back to your Self
(Listen to me now. Awaken to yourself. Listen...)

Floating through the ether, resting in-between flesh and mind
I will proliferate eternity, collapsing space and time
Floating through the ether, resting in-between flesh and mind
I will proliferate eternity, collapsing space and time

Triologue

Watch the Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c43ug7v7HO4

Lyrics:
Why do you trip over yourself and fuck it up?
How do you flip over the truth and muck it up?
Come and follow me, you won’t believe anything you see could be real 
Ain’t this fucking incredible?  
Wallow in illusion, barricade any intrusion
Shut the door to find seclusion
Are you finding absolution?

You know that you can´t die and lay there wallowing in sorrow
You cannot be free all while you run away
You know how
You can feel the time run through your fingers
Let it go
You can never not hear the voice of reason
Listen now

Death passed heroes, villains, victims, normies and weirdos
All are storybound
Feel amore,  do not fear feeling reassured in what you know is sound 

Hear the voice of reason
Deepspace Cytokine
Renounce deceit and treason
Feel the truth inside

Wear you own clothes, walk your way, speak the truth 
You’re here to live your life unbound
Let your roaring reach the ears of the insecure and help them get unwound

Hear the voice of reason
Deepspace Cytokine
Renounce deceit and treason
Feel the truth inside

Why do you grip your heart, hold onto what you fear?
How did you rip apart what you created here?
You come to realize, that in your eyes no disguise will suffice to recognize your Self 
Origin will rise
You cannot forever run away, shunning me or reason with insanity 
You being beyond attribution

You know that you can fly up high when you are following wisdom´s flow
You can free your Self, remember when you’re floating high and low
Rectifying, Death defying, mysteries demystifying now

Hear the voice of reason
Deepspace Cytokine
Renounce deceit and treason
Feel the truth inside
Hear the voice of reason
Deepspace Cytokine
Renounce deceit and treason
Feel the truth inside

Deepspace Cytokine

Check out the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9B9T-qU1ng

Lyrics:
Everybody annoys you, all are stuck up
in the daily rut of growing up
Monotony and bureucracy show you
the face of boredom and redundancy

Let him welcome you to fantasyland, let him hold your hand
And fly above the clouds so high
Following the second star to the right, better hold on tight
Soaring through the night
Welcome to a world where dreams come true, 
where there’s no-one to be accountable to, but you
Let imagination reign, phantasy sustains
the reality you create

Fight the pirates, you’re finding Neverland
And fly with Peter Pan

Live happily ever after
Pixi dust and laughter
Captain Hook´s disaster
Never read the final chapter, no
Free of rules and rasters
Nothing really matters
But as the dreamworld shatters
You’ll see, there’s no time here afterall

Let him show you the lost boys life, without strain or strife
Neither worries, nor guilt, nor fear
No responsibility and endless possibilities
waiting for the life that you hold dear
Chant and dance and smoke your life away
Don´t worry about tomorrow or yesterday
In the end it’ll all be OK

Fought the pirates, you’re leaving Neverland
And return home again

Live happily ever after
Pixi dust and laughter
Captain Hook´s disaster
Never read the final chapter, no
Free of rules and rasters
Nothing really matters
But as the dreamworld shatters
You’ll see, there’s no time here afterall

There’s no time here afterall
You’re so enthralled by what you saw
You’re so enticed by all these games
But in the end it’s all the same
You cannot flee forever
These ties you cannot sever
Life awaits you with open hands
Patiently ´til you return again

Live happily ever after
Pixi dust and laughter
Captain Hook´s disaster
Never read the final chapter, no
Free of rules and rasters
Nothing really matters
But as the dreamworld shatters
You’ll see, there’s no time here afterall

Finding Neverland

Check the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vJjXrm7mrY

Lyrics:
You show me new dimensions
Raise me up, bring me ascension 
How you lift me up to new planes
of existence, break resistance now
Nothing you do to me I’ve ever known
Sensations of ecstasy, my mind is blown
away by how you move so graciously 
I´m falling on my knees

You bring new meaning to desire
You bring relief to painful flesh
You help my brain to be rewired
Entangle things, that do not mesh 

You appease me every single day
As you harden up my softest parts 
And soften up my hardened heart

Abduct me, show me new worlds
Raise me from hell. Paradise on earth
is where you take me to, just by being you
You save me from the blues
Every word that you speak is like a symphony
that makes me glee and forget all my sorrows
No tomorrow could ever replace today

Your soul extinguishes hellfire
Your body wraps around my flesh
And as you climb atop the spire
Biology shall be refreshed

You appease me every single day
As you harden up my softest parts 
And soften up my hardened heart
You please me in every single way
As you read my mind, make dreams come true
My life would be so empty without you

Surging energies
Fleeting memories
Involuntary twitches
Scratching itches one cannot reach
Seduction ´til the highest peak
Desires one would not dare to speak

You appease me every single day
As you harden up my softest parts 
And soften up my hardened heart
You please me in every single way
As you read my mind, make dreams come true
My life would be so empty without you

Cockraiser

Check the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nR_1xsAJoN4

Lyrics:
Will you come and help me sing along
Let us go and sing our favorite song
Stand united and sing along
Will you come and help me save the dance
Let us go and jump around and prance
Stand together in song and dance

Let us go and sing out loud
Let us jump and dance around
Let our voices be heard in this song

Will you come and help me sing these words
Let us go make our voices be heard
Raise our voices to be heard
Will you come and join me in this dance
Let us go and finally make a stance
Wake our people from this trance

Let us go and sing out loud
Let us jump and dance around
Let our voices be heard in this song
Let us sing in unison
Never let the blueness in
Let us stand together to stand strong

Be it tap or break or waltz or swing dance
It don´t matter, just get moving
Let us dance together in this song
Be it hip hop, jazz or folk or ballet
No one cares, just move your body
Let us dance and make this world more fun

Spin your head and mosh this pit
You can two step, pogo or circle pit
Bang your head up and down, jump around
Scream your lungs out, sing with me, make a sound
Shout out loud, bangarang
Move your ass, shake your hips, kill it gang
Hit the floor, get down low, prepare for take off
Wait for the cue, it is time to blast off

Preparation for escalation
Let the world shake out of it´s foundation
Fevered by perpetual motion syndrome
We´ll move ´til the break of dawn

Let us go and sing out loud
Let us jump and dance around
Let our voices be heard in this song
Let us sing in unison
Never let the blueness in
Let us stand together to stand strong

Sing & Dance

Check out the videos to:
Sing & Dance - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nR_1xsAJoN4
COCKRAISER - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vJjXrm7mrY
FINDING NEVERLAND - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9B9T-qU1ng
TRIOLOGUE - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NY1lhfdEsA8
DEEPSPACE CYTOKINE - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c43ug7v7HO4
ALIENS - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWf1LhqcPUY
COLORS - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEnnJXm0RpM
TAKE MY HAND - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsH_7jT8E7c
FEELING ALIVE - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvBXsdKwzVY
SPARKLE 345 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=566YOd5_974
WALK AWAY - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBeQVByUyvw
DODO (SHIT/CRAP) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kh2XSIJB4rc
GEASTMASTER - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FekY8k2vwDE

Andreas Lorenz

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