Velvet Hell

Crazy...fo dem classy hoes and pistachios... 

Classy Hoes and Pistachios Instrumental

Reverse Psychology

INstruMENtalCupOfDirt

I Don't Know How to be Alone

Old material; revised. 
"Let go of the models, transcend the physical mind and peacefully become part of the whole."

Verse:
Here, I sit down with me
Just me and my mind
Still lost and trying to find my head
which, never held high, still fell
I was hoping it was made of lead
Looked to find a broken shell instead
Please, speak. Just a word, I'll give you a minute
Time to let it go, dive. Throw it to the fiery water.
Let it go up in flames, let it burn.
It was going down anyway.
I had to burn my name.

Chorus:
(Shakes, inevitable feeling)
So your world shakes and you feel that inevitable feeling
(Heavy breathing)
Sound drowned by adrenaline and heavy breathing
(I can't explain why)
Out of models for the space in line
(I lost my mind)
So thick you'll think you've lost your mind
(In too deep)
Now, with the pressure so thick while it's deep
(It's time to leave)
Time to leave your train, destiny won't sleep
(Nothing good here)
Find a new place, there's nothing good here
(Not safe; only fear)
Nothing is safe, and you have everything to fear.

Verse:
So far, I'm gone. Away, so close
to disappointment, I'm here
Wipe that smirk, it's not like you could even know
These tears, and the way they all fall down
I hold mine to their path, I made it so small now
So take it all, just once, let me live it.
When you're satiated, please, release me to the infinite
Mind, let me stay, I guess I was never gone anyway

Andrew Perszyk