               lyrics
Don't tell me 

About some drugs

You never done.

                 Save the fake shit...

Or a path 

You never 

Had to take

                 Miss me with the bullshit..

Never hit you with a full clip

Wouldn't wanna waste the bullets

Rather smack you

With an adjective syllable ...

If your acting like a...

Descriptive word 

Noun

I don't feel it so

Calm the fuck down

Not for dummys

This for funny 

Stupid phonies

You don't know me

I'm the saddest

Go the farthest 

For some cabbage 

Just to burn it

I'm a stoner

But

 I was on 

A pot of coffee 

When I wrote this

Gotu Kola 

Plus the niacin

Cant be nice 

Give an inch 

They take a mile 

Acting crazy 

They ain't wild

Like some flowers 

In the summer maybe

But not fucking crazy 

Miss me with that egotistic

I don't know my place 

So 

Ima misfit bullshit

You ain't fooling me with that

Smoke weed 

Like I think its crack

Thinking back 

I made mistakes 

I also found myself

So what the hell 

You telling me?

Save it

Like it's gaining 

Interest

You invested 

But never paid attention

Now indebted to the system

Open up 

A new document 

I talk to it

Like it listens

Feeling like 

I'm missing something 

When I know I shouldnt

Know I'm good 

Just the demons

Scheming on me

Never leave me lone

Only leave me lonely

Rolling stogies

Will I'm dosing

Holy sacrament

Half a zip

Just to laugh at shit

Wanna give advice

On some shit 

They avoided

I just void it

Cuz I'm

Going thru it

Knew it 

Never mattered

What they said

Fake care

Take blunts to the head 

By the pair

I'm aware 

Of the negative

Never get a break

From it

Light some sage and frankincense

I can sense an agent 

Glitches in the matrix

Pages full of pain

Stuff a strain

Into a leaf

Hope it bring 

Me some relief

Only love me 

When they all do

Moonshine in the nightshade

Temple caste a shadow

With a diamond in the middle

It's a riddle 

Overlaid on 

Understanding

Wisdom is the mortar



mortar (prod. Bleach)

ashes (prod. sorrow bringer)

That's Ok (prod. cxld blxxd)

Don't Burn (prod.kuriome)

Heal me 
    Make it better
 Take away the pain
Change the weather
Never good enough
No matter what is said
Thoughts in my head 
           Form
From the look on your face
           Like 
I can read your mind 
   When you ask  
What's wrong?
    And I say 
       I'm ok
           I'm fine
       Though 
I don't even know 
What's wrong
To talk about it
I don't wanna bring you down 
    When my days are cloudy
And I don't need the sun 
    If it doesn't help me see
    Or make me grow
I just need the rain
    To clean my soul
My poison is my medicine
    Man
Never had a plan
How I made it this far
I can't measure
That's subjective
Some have said if
    I tried harder 
         I'de be farther
Never good enough for some
 Why waste time and effort?
          On endeavors
Fruitless
                Dude
Its whatever
        Words offend
Whats it mean?
Does it add up?
Not that good at math
So it doesn't matter
        Elements
Made of them
Everything is energy
      Tell me when 
Knowing makes a difference
Practice acting on the knowledge
Now we're talking progress
       Dangerous
If I negate the hatred
Not that many made it
From the place I'm from
    Not an accolade
Gin In my lemonade
Cubes in my grapefruit
Time to meet the makers
They can't even save you
    All a simulation
Think I'm in the matrix
Seeing all these glitches
   I can't even say shit
You don't wanna hear it
Don't listen
Don't mention 
Belief
Belies 
That you leave
To arrive at the truth
     Someday
Understanding lays above
Hate don't resonate with love
      Dissonance
              Cognitive
                     Concentrates 
                                In my spliff
    I just breathe it in
Now I'm me again
Talking to these leaves and flowers
    Powder from a tree 
       I turn to crystal
          Final Fantasy
    Complete my focus 
     Now I'm hopeless
     Lightning flashes
     On my Fang
I'm in pain 
  It's what's expected
     The Perfection
Of it
Monsters in my pocket
And on top of the fridge
      Reality 
Is not what it is
I'm popping a dose 
  Like hippies did
You don't get me kid
   All I'm knowing is a 
      Bucket to the ocean
Magic to a god 
  Probably laugh it off
Never had a lot 
  But I give my all
For a shoulder shrug
  Rolled a nug
    And blowed the smoke
Up to the moon
   Ima need 
A bigger spoon
So much on my plate
 Wonder what I ate
           IDK
        I decay
  Until that day
   May I grow
Now you know 
I was in the way 
Then I paved a way
       All they can say 
            Outweighed 
  By a feather
Change in weather
  Show you 
Who your friends are
They resent 
          When you get far
Not my fault
     If they stagnate
               Last place 
                    In a rat race
   Find your way
   Out the lab
   And they hate on that
You should know 
     They bring flowers to your funeral
     Not soup when your sick
Losing your grip
     And they spit 
     On your finger tips
     With their criticism
Then say, when you fall 
  "You should've listened"
    But never reached out
How could I miss them
      When I cut ties ?
Wanna hold you down 
When you on the rise
        Fuck that
         Blunt fat
Hoping that it heal me
     Make it better
Your perception
      Has a bearing
      On your destination
Hesitation 
   Be your enemy
   In war 
Unseen
   Now I'm torn
Eternal conflict
Cuz I'm conscious
    In a coma
You don't wanna know 
      What you don't know
And it shows
Think I'm water
  Try to flow
  But I'm cold 
  So I'm frozen
  Like I'm ice
  And I smile 
  Like I'm nice
That's a lie 
   Fuck you mean?
   At least I try
To make it better
                         -andrew qadir

heal me (prod. killedmyself)

           Lyrics
Change your state

And they hate

More love 

And I mean it

Burning green

Saying words

To a beat

Hurts to eat

Food for thought

Do a lot

No trophies

Want beef 

That's bologna 

     I'm an albatross

           Count the loss 

Add it up

  Cop a sack

     Toss a gram

             In a wrap

                 Backwood

                     Game leaf

                         Same thing

                Thermal 

     Combustion 

Of 

    Organic matter

When 

          I'm sad or not

    Ya 

I do that alot

Had to stop

  And I wouldn't

     Fuck the state 

        And probation

  I was blazing on a trail

Ya

  I was trail blazing

Wish 

           I 

              Was amazing

          But more like 

"Wait, what did he say?"

        "I don't know those words"

                "Can't relate"

Make this shit for me

Doesn't matter 

If you disagree

I stay in the flora

Like a florist

Roll a forest

THC 

Out my pores 

Bitch

I was poor bitch

Sleeping on the floor bitch

Ground if I was outside

Soup from Guadalupe 

      With my son 

You couldnt do it

     So how come 

           You criticize?

Live my life 

             And wonder why

They can't 

             Do the same

    Looking thru the pain

It's a window

           No frame

Hit some indo

          Out a bottle

Doing 

Science

If you 

Want some

Don't follow

He who said it

Just listen

To the message

 Left with questions

      On a quest 

           For answers

                Don't forget to 

                               Answer

      When they call

Cancel my appointments

  I got voices in my head

    I'ma stay in bed

 Change your state

   And they hate

More love 

  And I mean it

Burning green

Saying words

To a beat

Hurts to eat

Food for thought

     Do alot

Just to hear 

        It's not enough

Take a puff 

               Of this

And watch 

              The matrix shatter

Try to slay a dragon

    You just made it madder

        Now your out of mana

Canon on my shoulder 

  You cant even hold it

        Hold that thought 

I'm out of pot 

I need some more 

Before I trip

Try to get a grip

But you cant

When your reach 

Exceeds your grasp

Try to leave the past 

But I'm tense

When all you had 

Was just a myth

Your suspicious 

Of the gift



state (prod. XtRaOrDiNaRxx.x)

video link 
https://youtu.be/Y15AbOiQRfs

lyrics
Spent years

Deprogramming

Now

They can't stand me

Don't

Do this very often

We should get a coffee

Drop some acid

Laugh at all the pain

All the same 

Elements

Memory

Elephant

But I forget

More 

Than you thought

Takes alot

Takes alot

Taken off my skin

Looking deep within

Make me sick

Make me better

Wrote a letter 

Then I thru it 

In the trash

Cuz

Nothing really matters

I was really sad 

The molly

Had me smiling

I was trying...

But you couldn't even tell

I can show you hell

Never heaven

Never been there

I'ma drop out

I'ma cop loud

I'ma blow it 

All alone

Writing to my phone

Sitting on a throne 

Found

On the side 

Of the road

Like I died 

But my soul 

Doesn't know

Been spending years dealing with it

Symptoms of a syndrome

From 

Toxins in my system

I did not consent to

Falling from the sky 

Into 

My body

Its prolly

Too late

At the kitchen table

Catch a buzz 

If I'm able

Never good enough

Guess I'm lazy

Guess I'm crazy

Now you hate me

Cuz I say things

And how it made me feel

You respond

Im despondent

Save your breath

Nothing left to say

Been spending 

Energy

I didn't have

I'm in debt

You don't get 

What it cost 

To pay it back

Spending years 

Try to deprogram 

Hit another setback

Hard not to let that 

Affect you

Left to 

Devices that divide us

And we like it

Flint to the steel 

In my lighter

Gasses ignite 

Put the flame 

To the flower

Save the princess from Bowser 

But I cant 

        Save her from herself

I was safer by myself

Living with a monster

And it's me

Treat the Volvo

Like a moble suit Gundam

Myself is the only thing 

I run from

Can't go back 

Where I come from

Done some 

Things I aint proud of

Roll the loud up

God can judge me

It gets ugly 

In this life

Im just passing by

I just had to try

Something different

Love you if you listen

Even if you don't



gundam (prod. Truett)

She asked me

If I could rap faster

Should have asked her

If it mattered

But I told her 

I just do whatever's comfortable

Boulder on my shoulder

While I do it

If you only knew it

Just looks easy

You don't want me 

You just need me

Ultimatums 

Got me queasy

Hope the molecules

I'm eating

Make it better

I was never 

Good enough

What ever 

I'll just let her go

She'll never know 

What she meant 

To me 

Listening for meaning

Where there's none

Which is what

She's second to

But she questions me

Like detectives do

Suspects

Like I'm guilty 

If I'm upset

Only wanted

What I wrote a song about

Unimportant 

More than words

More than hurt

Never matter

Never had a plan

To them 

The plot thickens

Five hits 

Asked me 

"When is this 

supposed to kick in?"

Now shes tripping

"Wow!This is different"

Then I told her 

How we're living 

In the matrix

Everything is energy

On a plane

All the same 

Elements

Then we dye 

Each a thread 

In the masterpiece

That's the 

Tapestry of Life

And if we try 

We can change 

The pattern

Showed her fractals

Sacred plants 

Extracted crystals

Then we did them

Then I told her 

Your perception

Is the limit

This dimensions

Just a sliver

Of 

What exists

And if you just 

Invision it

You can manifest it

The effect of 

Observation

How you see it 

Changes the results

With all we saw 

It's no surprise

We wanna die

Now 

Close your eyes 

And picture 

Something better

If I said it faster

Would you understand more?

I was on the damn floor

Woke up in a cell

Like 

Well, throwing years away

Is no way to live

All the pills that I did

Feel strange Im alive

Like a zombie

Brains on my mind

Nootropics in my coffee

Only a scratch

But after your different

I promise you 

Listen

It's not 

What it seems

Watch for the glitches

They walk in your dreams

Put thoughts in your mind

By flashing a screen

We do not think

"These thoughts are not mine"

All on the clock

But

What the fuck is time?

And why 

Won't it stop 

Met you 

At the bottom

But I'll see you 

At the top

If it doesn't 

Makes sense

Just know 

You mean alot

Nothing can 

Stop love

I take back 

Everything

That was 

Not love



she asked me (prod. nevrfall)

          lyrics

Only competition

Is my own 

Incompetence

On a mission

Where

Assistance 

Just

Consisted 

Of 

Looking deep within

For answers

Had to help myself

Never had a plan 

Had to manifest

A vision

Acid in the kitchen

Cat was in the window

Packing up 

Some indo

Laughing at attachment

And the suffering

It causes

Lost it all 

More times 

Than I like 

To calculate

Sometimes 

Late at night

I add it up

Weed divided 

By the pain

Plus 

I hate my life

Equals

Bitch, at least I try

Easier 

Said 

Than understood

I'm good

Is often quite

The opposite

A lot of shit 

In my head 

Not a thought

Of it I share

I don't think

You even care

If you do 

I cant burden you

Watching for

The monsters

Keep em 

In my pocket

Like I'm ready 

For a duel 

Deck is full of rares

No one cares

And that's ok

Had to play

With the hand

I was dealt

And it felt like magic

When I gathered

All the pieces          

I didn't say

What I meant

Instead 

I said

What I felt

Now it's hell

Looking through the flames

Sorry for the pain

Let me

Take it all away

We can change 

The future

Looking for Medusa

Might 

Leave you petrified

Never know 

If you never try

I just cleared a mission

I should level up 

Only competition

Is my own incompetence

Its whatever huh?



it's whatever huh (prod. the girl next door)

         lyrics

Put

All my force

Into 

Overcoming doubt

Then 

There's a mountain

And another obstacle

After that

Panic strategizes

My demise 

No trophies

For 

Getting thru shit

No one knows shit about

Just another mountain

All alone 

I don't think they care about me

I don't know if holding doubt

Is better than

Letting go

Maybe that's why 

I'm like this 

Five hits 

Middle of the day

I'm ok 

This is fine

Bitch I'm lying

Everything is melting

I don't feel shit 

But the feeling that

Somethings wrong

Change the

Fucking song

Floor is lava

Dutch is Java

Fire flowers 

Princess peach

Rolling leaves

Leaving ashes

Lightening flashes 

Take a peek 

At 

My Pikachu

Your too weak 

Defeating you 

Would bring me little joy

I don't play 

So I

Never get a toy

I don't get annoyed

You don't get it

Blood pours 

From my eyes

Smoke soars 

To the sky

From my lungs

When I cry

Ocarina slowing time

A lot of masks

In my inventory

That's a different story

Still a lot of dungeons

I was stuck in

Puffin 

Like a fucking blunt 

Can save me

Bitch

Just 

Fucking 

Maybe

A lot things I think about 

I don't mean 

To think out loud

Riding on a cloud

Think I'm Goku

With the evil

Majin on me

I'ma need a lot 

Of weed 

To calm me

Probably going

Kamikaze

If they cause me

Reincarnate

Do it all again

On principal

I don't gotta win

Just a vessel

On different level

Watching fractals

In the back 

Of the class

With some questions

I could never ask



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