 I regret to report the recent death,
of a kid with a full life ahead,
found dead he took his own life instead,
left a suicide note on his bed

which said

Ive had it with the pressure and stresses,
Nobody helped me with the battles that ive had with depression
Nobody helped me get on the saddle and strap in when I fell off the horse,
Now im a headless horseman, dead, in the morgue.

-signed Andrew 

hes survived by his father a minister,
his mother is a teacher, his older brothers.
They love him, cant believe that he left,
The funerals being held the week after next




Come out to the church and show your respects
Andrew was decapitated
Its open casket he’ll be missing his head


Obituary

Producers soundclouds:
@EngelwoodMusic
@Astral
@Willhouse
@OMFGCoreyAlexie

Features soundclouds:
@iamfaceless
@ADP
@TheRealReeG
@BernardWillis


Beast Mode feat. ADP

Real Life feat ReeG (prod. Willhouse)

Producers soundclouds:
@EngelwoodMusic
@astral_beats
@Willhouse
@OMFGCoreyAlexie

Features soundclouds:
@iamfaceless
@ADP
@TheRealReeG
@BernardWillis


Quiet feat. Samsa (prod. Astral)

Canoe (prod. Engelwood)

Beat by @TheCancel

Walk this way or talk this way they tell me
Walk this way or talk this way they tell me
Walk this way or talk this way they tell me
Walk this way or talk this way they tell me

Think I was cut from a different cloth
growing up as a kid I didn't give it much thought
But now I aged, lived a little turned the page
to the chapter in my life where I can now appreciate
The things that made me different and the times I didn't fit in
there's a fire underneath me, wasn't stoked until they lit it
I'm burning at the stake and the flames will make 'em listen
the person I've become doesn't fit the same description 
I'm the phoenix from the fire, from the ashes I have risen
The gleam thats in your vision from the lighthouse in the distance
I'm the seed that was forgotten but I blossomed from my prison
The way I feel's amazing since I had this premonition

Chorus

The things that made me bleed are the same that set me free
Amazing graces I was blind, lost and found but now I see
I flowered from a coward, found a crowd thats proud of me
I was hungry for success, I set the table now I'll eat
I was a puzzle missing pieces, filled them in now I'm complete
There's people eating barrels leaving brains across the street
Depression pulled the trigger, the Smith & Wesson heat
I just want the world to feel the way I feel up on the beat

Chorus



This Way (Prod. The Cancel)

Beat by @BIGOsSoul

I used to be cool, only getting cooler
AC's the initials, Ferris Bueller, 
No days off spittin' til it pays
Got no day job so I can't quit it anyway (x2)

I used to watch cartoons, eat the Cap'n Crunch
Now I'm bending bitches over like they have a hunch
Sing my own hooks 'cause a feature would've cost too much
Never want a 9 to 5 I don't want a clock to punch

I know my dentist on a first name basis
Asked him for a grill, he hit me with the braces
Velcro straps on the kicks no laces
Bank account yeast spittin' heat dough raises
Blow white smoke when the pope trades places
Yeezys on my feet, JK rock Asics
Doctored up the beat, take a seat like patients
Game on lock we don't need combinations
Roley on my dad's wrist, Fossil on my own
Colder than the Rockies like I'm boxing with Stallone
Yeah I'm ballin with Malone, droppin' bombs not a drone
Cream color on the whip like its droppin' from a cone

I used to be cool, only getting cooler
AC's the initials, Ferris Bueller, 
No days off spittin' til it pays
Got no day job so I can't quit it anyway (x2)

From the fridge to the freezer I'm cooler than an ice tray
A little bit of Weezer mixed with Andrew Dice Clay
Rap til I'm a geezer forgetful of my wife's name
Life Alert chain, live in leisure with a nice cain
Ballin' in a nursing home, nurses wipe my hiney
Rappin' til I die, I got the hearses right behind me
Got a yearbook type flow all the Labels wanna sign me
I got all the white folks tryna hear me when I'm rhyming
Rap like Donald Trump off the top like a toupe
bank account low, now I'm sitting on a goose egg
Tryna stack dough so I'm counting up the loose change
Rapper by day in my cave like I'm Bruce Wayne
Used to be Republican but now I'll vote for Bernie,
Legalize the marijuana so I won't need an attorney
I'm wearing my pajamas while I'm watching Bert and Ernie
Tap dancing with these words from my Temple call me Shirley

I used to be cool, only getting cooler
AC's the initials, Ferris Bueller, 
No days off spittin' til it pays
Got no day job so I can't quit it anyway (x2)


Day Job (Prod. BIGOsSoul)

Beat by @awall804

I'm back in style rapping fashionably late
I've been fapping since the fappening but haven't had a date
I've got a great poker face I'll play the cast of Full House
Fuck Ashley and Mary Kate in their asses then pull out
I'm busting all these nuts up on the backs of Olsen twins
I'll make them shake like they were Micheal J Fox with Parkinson's
I start to skim through the pages of my sticky Kama Sutra
Insert my hoverboard and send these bitches to the future
Got an icy ass wrist so cold that it hurts
and a chain made of gold I use to hold my Life Alert

I'm Ballin' golden chain with my Life Alert
Allen Ivy jersey creamy whip looking like desert
Custom rims cheesy lookin' like a pizza
I sit on pepperonis rollin up like a fajita x2

I rock an Allen Ivy jersey cuz I'm colder than cadavers
And people keep on commenting I sound like Marshall Mathers
But I don’t really hear it,
Well maybe just a little
But I don’t fuck with Eminems I fuck with sour Skittles
Bitches drop their jaws when they see me like a nutcracker
Layin' down the pipe like a plumber showin buttcracks
Lance Tour De France droppin' singles like his nutsack
Got a couple fans but they hang from my ceiling
They  keep me cool at night they don’t actually like my music or follow me at all.
Anyway,
Going 0 to 100 like I'm Ricky Bobby,
Drake started from the bottom cuz his real name is Aubry
The only time he’s seen a gun is in Degrassi
and he loves his photo ops he poses  for the paparazi

I'm Ballin golden chain with my Life Alert
Allen Ivy jersey creamy whip looking like desert
Custom rims cheesy lookin' like a pizza
I sit on pepperonis rollin' up like a fajita x2

Help I've fallen and I cant get up,
Nah its help I'm ballin' and I can't lay up
Im only dunkin' like donuts, the only friction on ur dicks from plastic lips cuz the dolls that you’re fucking are blow ups
Im rappin' fast 'til I have an asthma attack
I'm Tony Stewart when I spew it kill competitors on tracks,
got a drive like Lincoln that’s all I'm tryna say,
you know those commercials with Matthew McConaughey

I'm Ballin' golden chain with my Life Alert
Allen Ivy jersey creamy whip looking like desert
Custom rims cheesy lookin' like a pizza
I Sit on pepperonis rollin up like a fajita x2



Life Alert (Prod. DJ A-Wall)

Yo my eye divide is wide but I can see, you’re a kissless virgin winning spelling bees
you’re a trained insurgent, cave emerging, cypher losing, producer of generic beats
only way you’re gonna blow’s on an IED, and you asked for a download of my EP
yo you you never fit in in the IRC, like the shirts that you wear with the tiny sleeves

Got a face that a mom won’t kiss On a strict no pig diet, no fly list
No white chicks like kids that post vids on the internet playin’ instruments
Of an anime soundtrack, yeah I found that, 
If I could beat Boof as a goof where does that put you
this’ll be proof I don’t need to make clown rap I can speak truth

Only way you’re blowing up is if you walk into the Bataclan 
Little Bo Peep you’re a sheep I’m a cattle brand, 
Getting laid slim chance, lookin like you build dams
Big buck teeth you’re beaver in the Taliban,

Someone pack a fanny pack for this Pakistani fag send him into battle on a camelback
Every single rap that he has hear enamel ‘cause his teeth so fat
I spit flame and his pen game candle wax
He spits dribble and he still can’t handle that
I bet he raps in a red and black flannel hat
A pair of sandals and a zipper on his shorts where is pants attach


Andrew Clay vs. IBR

https://soundcloud.com/soulpandemia

Something shifted in the lens that I’m seeing through
I don’t know quite how it went, how’d I get this view?
I don’t understand myself and I wish I knew
Everything I feel right now has a tint that’s blue



Is it still called teen angst if you're in your early twenties?
On the list of my concerns at the bottom’s earning money
Never liked the word “depression” I just think the term is funny
Like everybody’s normal, like life is always sunny

Like everybody's living in this land of milk and honey
The grass is always greener, the fence forever running
My goals are losing clarity events are never stunning
Sadness not a rarity, an issue I'm confronting

Emotional polarity, Growth I think I'm stunting
If you know me try and bare with me I swear a change is coming
Am I happy? I’d say barely my smile isn’t gummy
Put a mask on that disparity and hide the feelings from me


Bluetint (prod. Soul Pandemia)

@teeawgo
@soulpandemia

I don’t miss you’s what I say
but it feels like yesterday
every time I see your face
I remember yesterday

I love you’s you used to say
I forget how it all changed
when I feel like shit today
 I remember yesterday

I say that I don’t miss you at all
Do you remember all the times I put my fist through the wall?
In reality I think that most of it was my fault
I had moments where I wish I'd never kissed you at all

Other times I held my phone and really wished you would call
Didn’t think a guy like me could ever get you to fall
In love, I was pretty lucky to be with you at all
I don’t think I was equipped for the issue to solve

All the crying that I caused made the tissue dissolve
I’d just shrug it off, scoff, you’d continue to bawl
Swear to god you were my world, my decisions revolved
I regret I didn’t listen, couldn’t give you resolve

resolve resolve
yesterday is gone my friend
been down that road it's a dead end
my dumbass drove with the tank past e
fill up, same trip that i made last week

still winning the streak for the
most saddest human being
only sleeps, coma
rude awakening
birds scream be grown up
but he's stuck
depression feeling like it's ebola

i tell myself it'll better once i find her
whoever the fuck she is, conduct a blind search
never again reminisce, yeah you got my word
word but just one last drive first
shit


Yesterday - Andrew Clay feat. THIAGO (prod. Soul Pandemia)

9 Lives - A throwaway compilation

Over the course of the years, these were never released. Some were recorded 5+ years ago, some more recently

TheOtherday

NoAnchovies

Dive W Me Rough

DeserveLove

RedLipstickSmile

RunningonE

Sober

GhostsOfMyself

MotherMary(Intro)

CYPHER Vol 26


My muse is death, think about it there’s nothing left,
if theres another force that inspires you then please inform me, 
my sense of stress is immense as heck 
as my sand falls in my hour glass, I’m powerless
just a mound of dirt in these flowerbeds.
just another drop from this shower head. 

Others live blind, death is what opens our eyes
Others find comfort divine, which is fine, I do not mind
there wouldn’t be truth if we couldn’t tell lies
and you wouldn’t be you, with unlimited time

there can’t be light without the dark
if we didn’t shed blood and we didn’t have sharks
then our hearts wouldn’t beat and our art wouldn’t speak
if another mans life didn’t stop then ours wouldn’t start


prod. Turkeyboi

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