random 17

thank you

prod. https://soundcloud.com/spleenxo

lyrics:

I try to keep my face up
But old friends wanna say stuff
Ironic how I stay up
Cause I don’t wanna wake up
I feel my brain start to melt 
I see I’m losing myself
I complain bout mental health 
But I don’t seek any help 

And it’s hard for me to focus 
And I don’t know why I wrote this
To be honest, everything I write
Is every other thing that should be spoken
They aint aware that I feel like this 
They aint aware that I’m tryna to fight this
I don’t talk cause I’m going through a crisis
Think I know the reason why I wanna write this 

I don’t think I’m happy
Waking up’s a bad dream
Crowded by the bad things
Crowded by the 
Aye 
And I don’t know what’s happening
Seeing all of them laughing
Feel some type of stabbing
I don’t know what
I don’t know what is happening

You don’t understand
Wanna close curtains
People talk about me like they want me hurting
Everybody try to paint me as an awful person
Trying to not give a fuck cause nobody’s perfect
And I know who I am
You don’t gotta detest me
Try to love other people but they don’t seem friendly
And the whole world loved me, now they turning against me 
Homies that I thought I had started to be an enemy
Damn
So that’s how it is?
Fighting around people about things I never did
Still making mistakes even tho i aint a kid
I just wanna make music for the fun and get lit
Oh shit
Oh shit
Here we go again
Here’s another person tryna play pretend
It’s another person telling me that I’m their friend
But I know they gonna fuck me over when we’re at the end aye


And it’s hard for me to focus 
And I don’t know why I wrote this
To be honest, everything I write
Is every other thing that should be spoken
They aint aware that I feel like this
They aint aware that I’m tryna to fight this 
I don’t talk cause I’m going through a crisis
Think I know the reason why I wanna write this

I don’t think I’m happy
Waking up’s a bad dream
Crowded by the bad things
Crowded by the
Aye 
And I don’t know what’s happening
Seeing all of them laughing
Feel some type of stabbing
I don’t know what
I don’t know what is happening

I don’t think I’m happy
Waking up’s a bad dream
Crowded by the bad things
Crowded by the
Aye 
And I don’t know what’s happening
Seeing all of them laughing
Feel some type of stabbing
I don’t know what
I don’t know what is happening

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BAD DREAM (prod. spleen!)

B Rogers - Hi - Ho

laid back week I need a break from my mental (la la la)
no one speak I don't wanna hear anybody talking to me
or anybody talking to you
to think that's something you'd do
I think behind my back is the move

that's where the conversation at 
late night inna random cab I mean a random uber
wish I could've picked her up sooner
and be on the way stat but I gotta go back 
to the crib to pack up my things 
including mary jane straight from the bowl into my brain
mix it with alcohol won't feel the same 
I'm popping a Tylenol the next day
massive hangover still better than sober
that's something you learn when you're older
every time I get outta bed feels like I'm lifting a boulder it's hurting my shoulders 
somebody please help I got no one to ask
even text my ex just forget about the past 
I'm bored of water so I'm filling up the flask 
skip the tipsy phase I'm way past

drunk like a hoe inna movie 
our bottoms up up up
gonna party till we slump slump slump
everybody take a bump bump bump(just kidding)
2x

I ain't talking bout blow I'm talking bout blowing her back out
she might've cut me off but fuck it I want her back now 
all these hoes laughing like I was the class clown 
what I say funny I don't know how to act now
2x

what I say funny I don't have a sense of humor
none of my jokes ever hit except for me ong that's it (ahaha)
not a lotta times I be rapping like this 
yo bitch like this so I couldn't resist
hit it from the fucking back almost used my fist 
yo bitch like that so I couldn't resist
she got a face like she never did nothing wrong
I know your secrets 
I lowkey knew them all along
no suprise you've been preocupied 
someone else on your mind
yuh I'm tryna get 
I'm tryna get 
I'm tryna get

drunk like a hoe inna movie 
our bottoms up up up
gonna party till we slump slump slump
everybody take a bump bump bump(just kidding)
2x

mental health break

Is it you? (feat. mannyily) [prod.CRMDM]

one step away

shout out omgsora for help with the production :)

why so blue?

U Never Cared

Pancakes

Pancakes Prod. Brokeboitaylor

Pass Me By

don’t care w/ maxi [2020] (p. dirthouse)

Huge fan of frisky. This is a reupload of his song on youtube.

His yt channel: www.youtube.com/c/FriskyHyena/videos

Change (by Frisky and Kurly Q)

40 Days

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Fuck Joe

You already know, just some random stuff here and there.


am not dead yet
























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Pass Me By

Andrew Garden

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