Vibes XI

𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒇𝒕. 𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒐𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 ☠︎︎

produced by neverforever

i done felt invisible lately its often im lost in the back
feeling so ghostly im mostly just locked in the past 
thought of a better me always inside of my brain 
and its something that gotta be part of me driven insane

rusted in my lungs as i cope by breathing in smoke
hang around these people that fuck me over to cope
i know i deserve it for never being that worth it 
and hurting myself is the only way to level the rage

hurting, im an addict
i thought i could have it
no one seems to notice 
in the cold without a jacket

knowing im a mess
waiting to be blessed
can i get somebody to help me
im all depressed

know im not alone
but its feeling so
waking up at 5pm and staring at a phone

waiting for a text to inspire but stuck at home
walk into the living room and feeling like a drone 
idk

im a ghost 
wasted and float
 pass through the glass
let the shards hurt to cope

brace any minute 
gone with no witness
hate for my face what i take to the finish

im a ghost 
x2

\\<

GHOSTLY " ( p. neverforever )

No outlet

R3DC4R

I cant seem to recall
What unfolded last night
But I woke on the floor
Blurry lines in my sight

I burn all that I touch
Tend to push away help
Everyday is the same
My eyelids starting to melt

Ive been floating through life
Long as I can think back
Growing cold as I age
Ive fallen into the trap

I hate the way that I think
I hate the way I react
I cannot change what I am
This is the final act

How do you know
How do you know who I am
I stay at home
You wanna go, you’re frightened
Seconds drip by
Seconds drip down the walls
Live in the night
Sleep through the day, I’m false

Cant identify anything I feel
When I close my eyes I see the red spill
Always feeling like theres someone onto me
Maybe all this paranoia sets me free
Cant identify anything I feel
When I close my eyes I see the red spill
Always feeling like theres someone onto me
Maybe all this paranoia sets me free

How do you know
How do you know who I am
I stay at home
You wanna go, you’re frightened
Seconds drip by
Seconds drip down the walls
Live in the night
Sleep through the day, I’m false
How do you know
How do you know who I am
I stay at home
You wanna go, you’re frightened
Seconds drip by
Seconds drip down the walls
Live in the night
Sleep through the day, I’m false

AMERICAN PSYCHO (PROD. SXZU/YAUX)

$upreme X Dan I Hope U Don't Mind

btw if songs on my archive do well i end up dropping them

lil god dan x $upreme - i hope u don't mind (archive)

yeah, you just push and deceive me, I guess you love to keep cheating
I’m not the first that you did it too, but I kept on believing 
that I should give you a 2nd chance, yes I should have kept on my pants
I guess a couple of bucks, makes me a cheap fuck.

so paint your true colors out and lash at me when you doubt
you know that's all just on you, my conscience was just abused
im not coming back you know that I just wanna format with the gat
put the barrel to temple and blow me the fuck away

So end me today,
Forget us, i’ll decay
So end me today
Forget us, i’ll decay

Imagine what I thought when I found out that you're with someone else
The angel and the devil return with all these thoughts inside my head
You got me off the pills but tonight im fucking up my health
You said that it is gonna be love and now your wanting me dead

Drown it out, you want it to end
(Suffer on without me in pain)
Tell yourself that I'm a nuisance
(Why the fuck I still see your face)

END ME TODAY ft. RipThePetals

Pain Meds *prod. ilynedia*

produced by nate2timez, Eric Godlow, & Boyfifty

-lyrics-

lxst boy:
i want the time back that you took from me 
i got blindsighted by your personality 
i tried it all, sent a text and called
with no response cause baby in reality
i been tryna move on
put it in the past and don’t look back 
put you in a song cause im petty like that
pouring out my heart and you don’t text back 

i see you on the other side 
baby don’t you cry
on the dark side
i can’t save your life
oh, baby i tried
i see you on the other side 
baby don’t you cry
on the dark side
i can’t save your life
oh, baby i tried

eric godlow:
i tried
oh, i tried
bully me, its over 
but you haven’t seen the other side
i cant hold you back no more
heart feeling like a flatline
text me back a little more
i’ll put you in the past life
(ldo me wrong)
that’s fine
(or do me dirty)
yeah that’s fine
if you really hated me
you talking back like punchline
you been putting weight on me 
like feeling on my waistline
bitch just save the silly talk
i’m busy in the daytime

lxst boy:
i want the time back that you took from me 
i got blindsighted by your personality 
i tried it all, sent a text and called
with no response cause baby in reality
i been tryna move on
put it in the past and don’t look back 
put you in a song cause im petty like that
pouring out my heart and you don’t text back 

yeah, uh
i wanna have everything that we had that we left in the past
uh, yeah
you wanna throw away everything, girl there’s no taking that back
uh, yeah
you try to pull away, try to say that you got way too attached 
yeah, yeah
you put me on blast cause you think you can take it all back
back to the times when the talks we had never escalated, feel the saturations
i tried to be civil, you’re talking in riddles, your tears are like precipitation, right?
it’s raining, it’s pouring, your lies are distorted, i’m thinking i’m hoping it rains today
pen to the paper, i’ll get to that later, but i’m thinking i’m hoping these chains will break

otherside (feat. Eric Godlow)

Laced Up Machine

Laced Up Machine (feat. Somber, Citr3s & Lame.wav)

RiverKinn
"SALEM"
Produced by @riverkinn

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You can't bear the weight of burden
On your porcelain collarbones
Pseudo-sacrosanct perversion
Feels so gorgeous all alone
The time has come for you to
See your sins in black and white
Draped in monochrome conversion
They will burn the witch tonight

Pitchforks and torches and bowmen on horses
And soldiers of fortune who cling to their pride
Nature divorces infallible sources
To burn down the fortress while you're still inside

Freedom in flame
Freedom in flame
All in your name
All in your name
Freedom in flame
Freedom in flame
All in your name
All in your name

Break the chains I've made
Give into desire
Take my pain away
And set me on fire
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© Play Dead Corp. 2024

SALEM

Begging Low - CHRIS RAIN (slowed + Reverb)

Mixed & Mastered By Angelo Ferraro

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTnEimqAchU

Baby can we go
Baby can we go
I've been driving down the road
Think Im seeing ghosts

Everytime Im close
I can see em glow
They come when im wide awake 
Walking all alone like

Would you wanna go for another ride
Contain myself from a suicide

Holding on the weight of reality 
Its been getting hard to Breathe
I cant even 

I cant even understand it
Noose around my neck to chance it
Dose it up to post traumatic 
Dancing like a dead romantic

Im a dead boy in the cut
Why you try to stand me up 
When we breaking up for lust

I Know that you dedicated 
We only in love escaping 
Look at the way that we fighting lately
hoping and praying the lord forgave me

You see me coming down
But no you'll never save me
Just know you'll never change me
That aint the world we live in 

But Shorty keep me high 
And I cant even lie
She came with that faded talk 
She still hit my line

Like where you wanna zoom
Cruisin down the moon
Who's your favorite rapper girl you're playing all my tunes 

Funny you love me Cause money keep coming in
Kick in adrenaline know that im running it
Vision to vision im stopping at nothing cause
Most of my feelings are lost in apocalypse 

I can not dig deep
Everybody wanna tell me that they miss me 
Oh wait oh wait im empty 
I dropped half my pills in the sink

But Shorty keep me high 
And I cant even lie
She came with that faded talk 
She still hit my line

Like where you wanna zoom
Cruisin down the moon
Who's your favorite rapper girl you're playing all my tunes

Into The Abyss (prod. Mathaius Young)

LYRICS:
do this this for the last time
feels like jumping out a jet plane
yea im sky scraper falling
bout to fall on my head for the very first time again

i feel like
summer starts tonight

you were a song to me
you were a song to me
you were a song to me
you were a song to me

take me now
my way to my escape
im breaking out

i've been lied to, lied to 
never believed in and no one ever gave a fuck
lied to
nothing and no one

you were a song to me
you were a song to me
you were a song to me
you were a song to me

never ever land
sing at every sand
wont u hold my hand
always forever now
try not to cry but its over now
its over now
i said save

save me now
losing my head
losing my head

Streaming platforms

SUMMER STARTS TONIGHT (Prod. VIBEY)

Things get better :) I know this first hand
Reach out to your family, friends or your local crises center for help. People care about your well being.
https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx
cover @muski_blegh

Lyrics
I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

I AIN’T GOT THIS NO MORE JUST GO FUCKING DIE
SICK OF TEXT FROM THESE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME CRY
ITS NOT MY JOB TO CHOOSE IF YOU LIVE OR DIE
I CANT HANDLE THE STRESS I MIGHT FLY TONIGHT

Threats of death are in my head
All this pains surrounding me
And I love the ones I date
And I hate the ones that fake

I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

And I’m sorry but bitch I can’t save your life
You manipulate me into staying right
Well fuck all that cuz I’m packing up tonight
As you screaming that if I leave you gun die

I aint pick up this phone tonight
But I pray that you fucking survive
And I’m sorry I couldn’t be fine but your messages got me fucked up all the time

I got death notes some suicide texts ho like
Some that I wrote, that you wrote, we ain’t all fine
I got texts in my phone that will make me cry
I got texts in my phone from people that died

𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒇𝒕. 𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒐𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 ☠︎︎

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