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Julian - Ich Träume Von Dir (Deep,Pop Remix) (Oster Remix)

https://soundcloud.com/lieve_jongens

De dopamine opgemaakt aan domme dingen
De dopamine opgemaakt aan domme dingen
De dopamine opgemaakt aan domme dingen
De dopamine opgemaakt aan domme dingen

Production and voice: Gavin Vanaelst
Guitar and voice: Jente Waerzeggers
Voice on Vrijdag: Ines Cox
Mix & master: Cell Van Lommel
Drawing: Amit Kumar
Original photo: Léa Hasbroucq
Graphic design: Emile De Geyndt

Recorded in Antwerpen, Leuven & Anlezy.
Thanks to Bram Van Meervelde, Ines Cox, Noah Melis, Laura Geurten & all ex-lovers

KG013/MM022


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ONLY A BASTARD COULD BREAK YOUR HEART w/ holy mountain

Art by Michael Herrick
Tracked and Mixed by Gary Cioni
Mastered by Brett Romnes

Transcendentalism

Finger Lakes And The End Of Things

idk life is nuts.

there's nothing worse than wet socks while you're walking out in the rain
got my sweatshirt on, i'm uncomfortable
there's nothing better than coming home after a million hour day
just lay on the couch and watch some grey's

i like that i'm well liked by my peers
that's one of the things that changed this year
i'm glad that i don't hate my body
took me a bit, but it's my only body
i like that most days i feel fine
a bold statement, but no longer a lie
and i'm glad i have the friends i've got
big thanks to them, they've gotten me through a lot

everything is changing, even i am changing
i write less about less, feel my chest build up and burst with my stress
my eyes are tired, from staring at my screen
try to find meaning, reading in between the lines that i see

i like that i have thoughts of my own
that's one of the things i truly own
i'm glad that i don't fake who i am
yeah you might hate me, but it's who i am
i like that i do things for myself
cuz sometimes i don't want to share my wealth
and i'm glad i have the friends i've got
they might not know, but they got me through a lot

honestly i'm scared shitless
honestly i'll really miss this

late night thoughts on a saturday about life and stuff

i've been keeping my bedroom door unlocked
just in case i need to escape my thoughts
they're never ending
they're never ending
i got a lot of ideas but no drive to achieve
all the things that i know i could probably be
so i'll keep pretending
i'll keep pretending

but you know me
and you see right through me

i know i haven't been the easiest to care for
it's hard to be myself
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
i'm up waiting for you to text back you love me
it's hard to know what you'll say
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am

i've been faking my way through class every day
looks like [all] the problems i've made won't just go away
they're never ending
they're never ending
call it seasonal depression or whatever you want
but i feel like shit and i put up a front
i'll keep pretending
i'll keep pretending

but i know you
and i can't lie to you
i wish i could lie to you
but you make me face the truth

i know i haven't been the easiest to care for
it's hard to be myself
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
i'm up waiting for you to text back you love me
it's hard to know what you'll say
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
yeah I don't even know who i am
even know who i am

space date (demo)

i ain't been talking too much
i ain't been writing in months
last night flipped through a magazine
then i though about drowning in the sink
i know you still worry about me
it's the only thing that keeps you sane
it's been this way since we were 17
no you never thought i'd stay
but i never thought you'd leave

i didn't really hate myself
when you were around

take all these killers kill the pain
fuck a prescription shit won't change
i don't even want to know his name
i don't even want to know
i don't even want to know
the cocaine runs out so our love won't last
we always fucking fight when i bring up the past
hitting your phone like i was so obsessed
but you packed a bag that morning
and you up & left girl

i didn't really hate myself
when you were around.

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j'ai une âme solitaire. [alone]

AYA 저 새끼는 뭐가 자랑이라고 저런 거나 가사 거리로 적어대는지
심야형 말대로 음악은 삶의 좆만한 일부지만 난 내 삶을 적었지
니 바램대로 하루빨리 뒤지려고 어제도 그 다리 위에서 고민을 했지 
죽지도 못하는 쫄보 그게 나다 어쩔래 병신 

EP 작업 녹음 몇 빼고 거의 다 끝났어 
뮤비 촬영 오늘 밤에 radio 난 오가면서 다음 정규 구상만을 했어 
허구한 날 작업 미루고서 게임이나 처하는 병신들아 방송 후에 누가 살아남아
아니 쓰인 거품 마저 없으니까 메이저 래퍼든 어디든 거의 다 die

분별력을 키워 웃기지 봤던데로 왔는데도
아파하는 거로 봐서 원근법은 존나게 웃긴거여
작년에 외쳤잖아 KIFF CLAN 떡상 그래 wtf
그때 술자리 비웃던 새끼들 어디 갔어 뒷담화 wtf (내가 술자리갔다는거아님 ㅋ 형들 술자리에서 뒷담화 나왔다는거 형들한테  전해들은거임 ㅋ)

한국 애들 종특 평가 유행 아님 주관밖에 일이라면 씹고 보는 탓
알면서도 열불 내며 방안에 날 가둬놓고 제련 중이지 모두 내가 부족한 탓  
엄마 아들 괜찮으니 전화하지 말아
안 좋은 거 봐도 절대 내 걱정은 하지 말아
알아서 견딜라니까 어깨도 토닥이지 말아

며칠 사이 하나 더 배웠어 사람 무섭고 믿으면 안 되는 거
전부 호의인 척하는데 이유없는 호의 절대 없다는 거 
나란 사람 싫어해도 돈, 혹은 득 땜에 앵긴다는 거 
난 방송 나와 좋아하는 거지 정신병자 새끼 좋아할 사람이 어딨어

어차피 혼자였으니 끝도 혼자일꺼야 넘나리 당연한 거 
악바리 깡으로 버텨 다 가식이니 가면 벗으면 좆 되는거 
병재야 병원이나 가서 약이나 받어 징징대지 좀 말고
근데 30분 대기하고 불러서는 부모 데려오래 씨발 인간아 다 fucked up

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Fucked up (Demo)

nothing lasts forever

[you take your iphone out
 when i die, bury my face inside.]

please wake up
no you can't go
feel remorse
for someone i don't know
reminiscent or almost
you erase every photo
sentimental
for the way it felt like
detrimental
when i hate myself i'm
eviscerated
by the world i see
poison blood
just to fall asleep
no one cares about who you are
until you're dead
no one helps you out
they break your heart
and plague your head
all i see is hate
all i feel is pain
i miss the days i was numb
and felt nothing
somebody, save me
is this a dream or something?
oh, somebody save me
who the fuck do i look at now?

[LOVE ME, HATE ME
 UNTIL YOU STAIN ME.]

pleasewakeup.

you don't miss me like i miss u ft. DarkBlu (Prod. CRCL)

lyrics:
trust me
i don't really care if you
love me
i'm just tryna fall apart
slowly
leave me to myself like
lonely
i'ma fuck up girl

i thought that somehow
we'd be better off now
it was fucked but i put that on myself
in a bed with my ex looking for the past now

16 i fell
17 like fights broke out
18 i left like how
i was scared, you were scared
we were young with the lights out

never forget anything despite how hard i try
you can't miss the past if you never say good-bye

and i want it like that,
but don't need it like that
but i want it like that
i want it like that

leave me alone

lyrics:
forget my name for the weekend
on the phone like none of this happened
so what the fuck is the point?
what the fuck is the point?

i know you can't find trust in me
i'm so sorry that i let you down
but i've loved you
i've loved you
since 17

j'ai une âme solitaire. [alone]

and then, death.

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