everythings fine (prod. 44hertz)

scatterbrain

i love u but i cannot stay (feat. black roses & oxy) (prod. makoto)

Dying to know - ft. Two:22 & ohlucifer (prod. Biv)

Blacklight dreamer (prod. makoto)

count on you

coffinkid. (prod. shoki)

i have nightmares and when i wake up you aren't there to calm me down


i miss u

Nightmare, Nightmare. (prod. fiftysix)

thank u all for listening to this <3

lyrics:
just need a saving grace 
too many tears on my face 
tonight 
please help me i’m losing faith 
help these drugs take me to space 
alright 
when i’m in your arms i feel safe
im arisen from the grave
for youu 
memories that i can’t erase 
you put me right in my place 
you bloomed

i don’t wanna be your friend
but i don’t wanna lose you, again- 
i don’t wanna reminisce, about us
i don’t wanna beg for bliss, (fuck love)

I DONT WANNA BE URFRIEND
but I DONT WANNA LOSE U AGAIN
I DONT WANNA SEE THE END of my life i run the line i love the spite i see the light 
I DONT WANNA BE ANYTHING BUT DEAD
i’m torn apart, you broke my heart, knew from the start i’m not the one :(

i’m worse than before
this time 
worse off than i was
fuck love

can you make the pain go away
when i’m dancing in the rain 
every day repeats the same
every day is fucking day is plain 
now the pains worse than before 
can’t pick up your clothes up off my floor 
i can’t take these daydreams of ur love 
leaving me worse than i ever was

worse than i’ve ever been
mismatch in my head 
bleeding for my sins
those i will repent 
never heaven sent
lost and feel depressed

so fuck love.

worse than i’ve ever been

worse than i've ever been (prod. cxld blxxd)

passenger seat (demo)

are you here. are you there? 
would you tell me if you’re scared?
baby. do you wanna hold me still
and do you even care?
would you part the seas to be with me 
with blonde streaks in your hair
would you try super hard to save me
from sadness and despair 
i been missing you for too long now i’m drifting 
off into space like elon 
i’m shape shifting
venus saturn mercury and mars
is the distance 
i would go to be in your arms 
need no assistance
match my persistence 
flying high i’m mystic
never ever fit in
my messages cryptic 
don’t text me i’m lifted 
don’t tell me gifted 
cause the songs ive written 
a name i’m not permitted
let me in don’t break me down
kick me in then let me out
break my bones and laugh at me 
but it doesn’t matter, please!
can you talk to me? show me insecurities?
would you walk with me i’ll show you the seven seas
had a lock on my emotions u held the key
but ur love burned brighter than the sun and u melted me
tell me that you love me still, tell me everything you know, tell me you’ll love me until, the second that my heart let’s go
numb so it’s all just painless
22 burning pages 
never thought i’d be deflated 
now my heart is feeling so vacant 
man i really hate it (x2)

are u there? (prod. fiftysix)

we're all sad its okay

i don’t have any heart left to give you
i ran straight out but i still missed you
out my mouth the words that kissed you
i am a failure i couldn’t lift you
i’m so sorry for the way 
that you left me i’m a waste
you don’t seem bothered i’m led astray
why don’t you lock me up
in a cage•
•i told you i don’t have anything left
i’m sorry but i hurt myself again
you envied me too much to play pretend 
i know that i’ll go down with no regrets 
gonna make this music till i break as i
watch you cut me out in different shapes
thinking that maybe she cared always my big mistake 
without her inside my life think it’s time to meet my fate
pour your broken heart out on a voicemail to me
hold my breath slowly til i go pale and i cant breathe 
give you everything that’s my promise to keep 
chopping up my heartache i’ll give you the biggest piece 
i don’t have anything left 
not since she left 
not since she left me
oh no (x2)
been feeling anxious for hours 
my ex might call me a coward 
i pray to a higher power 
wash sins away with a shower 
cut my chest until it’s open 
squeeze my neck until it’s frozen
smash my heart until it’s broken
and lose me in the commotion 
i’ll be right here waiting 
i’m slowly hallucinating
with you i don’t read the paintings
colored hatred in my daydreams 
feel the wicked danger changing 
my emotions and the way that i
exist you cannot pave the road 
i’m going i will always stay the same

since she left (prod. cxld blxxd)

lay with me
as i fade away 
if u loved me again it could 
make my day
never side girls she’s my main
give u what u are i don’t care if it’s cliche 
oxy on the beat know we deadboys getting paid 
i love you regardless & always either way

if you wanna talk baby i can pick you up
pull u out from the darkness whenever you get stuck
can i hold your hand through the path i know it’s tough
can you calm me down with your everlasting love

i shut down in my bed 
open up send a text 
u know meant to love u back
but then i ghosted you instead
are u mad at me 
u cut me as i bled
red stains on the sheets 
and her demons in my head 
my heart dies it’s freezes 
in every single way 
i need to so please
do not talk to me today 
 
i don’t go to parties 
got too much anxiety 
whenever u feel like you’re lost
look up at sky you’ll find me 

take u on the road 
while i’m singing playing shows
tommy on my clothes
but i don’t mess with any hoes

when i see ur face
u make my day
no matter where we are 
u conjure up a spark

lay with me
as i fade away 
if u loved me again it could 
make my day
never side girls she’s my main
give u what u are i don’t care cliche 
oxy on the beat know we deadboys getting paid 
i love you regardless & always either

make my day (prod. oxy)

love u cuties heres a song

ANDY SANBORN /
ill meet u in the city where i’m at
under the streetlights looking pretty looking sad
black paint on my nails wrap my fingers round your hand 
she my lil rose love me forever thats the plan 
wearing a blue dress i can see 3 different shades 
no matter what i did can’t put a smile on her face
when she said goodbye i had to smile hide the pain 
spelling her initials out  in blood above my grave 
under the streetlights is when her blue eyes shine the brightest 
i can see her shining take my throne like titus 
taking melatonin never tired like i’m midas 
holding her hand burning me alive please don’t ignite it
i would die for you
it’s the only way that i could get through 
my tired never ending day
don’t care what u say 
no it’s not a phase 
kick me when i’m down i’m yelling baby can you stay 
OHLUCIFER /
shawty dress is tight
love her bitch i might
fuck her real nice got her seein all white
now she outta sight
let out a big sigh
i aint really sad tho it was only for a night

yea yea now im soarin thru the sky
u on the sidelines
smoke a hunnid grams bitch im sky high
got two shawties on both of my sides
gotta lotta unread texts sayin im outside

i dont really fuck w u unless ur my guy
i dont gotta lotta checks that shit is just fine
i be runnin up the gang with different heart signs
bitches tear my heart apart like a fist fight

now im livin on my own
away, far from home
everybody talkin about my next show
had a bitch that love me she aint like that any more
they all say they love me then they kick me out the door
i wanna be yours
im drifting on the shore
cast away my feelings i cant handle any more
now blastin out the floors
getting out my feelings
my heart is really sore
now i fuck without a meaning

Streetlights w/ ohlucifer (prod. adharmasatru)

i love yung van 
LYRICS:
Andy Sanborn: 
i only have myself to blame
for every day feeling the same
i feel useless whenever i wake
i wish the demons would stop saying ur name 
making positivity to throw it all away
building a tower of happiness to watch it break
why do you care about me i’m a head-case
banging my head over again on the bed frame 
//what the fucks wrong with my brain?
asking myself that until i cave//

Yung Van:
GANG 
7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
I’m starting to worry that you won’t follow through 
With all the promises we made in your bed
Don’t go back on everything that you have said
I fear that one day you won’t love me when I’m growing older and you think I’m ugly
What’s unconditional when there’s no physical relationship I can base from
I don’t want none of that fake love
I just want someone to take some 
Time out their day and come spend it with me so I don’t feel like I’m a waste cuz
Lately I’m finding it hard to be alone at night 
No one will love me and I guess I’m right 

7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
Andy Sanborn: 
drive myself insane until i crash
breaking down my knees until i collapse 
please don’t look at me while i cry in the back

Yung Van:
Some things just never last 
I wish I could you bring you back 
I’m strong till I relapse 
I text you once, you never text me back
How would you feel if I collapsed
its 7 past 2 and im waiting for u

myself to blame - ft. yung van (prod. tothegood)

produced and written by Andy Sanborn
mixing by ohlucifer and kvma
i love u guys so much

LYRICS:
i’m on the run 
fucking up chances as they come 
accepting not being enough
to be the one to hold you
and they ask me how i loved
u so quickly how can i 
think u missed me  im a fool (i’m a fool
i don’t even know you
i can say oh well i tried 
put my heart out on the line for you
really fucked up this time 
you tore me apart, all because
 i can’t be a part of you 
i wanna hold your heart it’s true 
my star only if you knew 
roses red my tears are blue 
but i have to fight back 
when my demons come attack 
only see u in my sleep when i’m awake insomniac 
i really think that we could last 
but i’m holding on to nothing  
you could turn me into something 
stay alone on purpose lose my friends 
waiting for each lonely night to end
i just want you to hold me again 
i just want to take back those texts 
i sent when i thought that you meant 
that u cared and the things you said 
i can’t get u out of my head 
it’s my fault that i fell again 
i can say oh well i tried 
to fight the urge to end my life 
to end my endless pain despite 
i won’t make it thru tonight
blood dripping down from my face 
i deserved the punch you gave 
love again was a mistake
disappear without a trace
i can say oh well i tried 
to get these lies out of my mind 
the blood has stained both of my sides
my hearts too dark don’t see the light 
Another day one more mistake 
i was made i couldn’t change 
too sad get me out of this place 
i crumble at the touch i’ll break
i can say oh well i tried 
put my heart out on the line for you
really fucked up this time 
you tore me apart, all because
 i can’t be a part of you 
i wanna hold your heart it’s true 
my star only if you knew 
roses red my tears are blue 
oh well i tried 
oh well tried

oh well. i tried

produced by me
mixed by ohlucifer

i love u guys

my life is a dead end

i just saw our ghost

@kingtheta <3

hope u enjoy dis punk rock anthem

Distance ft. King Theta (prod. cxld blxxd)

(chorus)
i know you’re tryna save me from the truth and i appreciate it / when it comes to all the pain i feel it’s not alleviated / youll never love me not at all can u find the abbreviations / i just wanna look up at the sky and say that we can make it
(verse 1)
know i’m selfish 
should be more selfless
take my ego down and think about my self less
pot is melting
back then when i felt sick 
breaking down, i think of you and that’s not helping 
(breakdown)
save me from the truth and save me from myself  
run ur bloody fingers on my gucci belt
don’t try to lie to me cuz i know you so well
wish i could look at and say i didn’t fall 
for you 
but i did 
yes it’s true i couldn’t say what i wanted 
now it’s gone 
and i’m getting fucked up
wish i could call u back 
but ill never b enough
 (chorus)
i know you’re tryna save me from the truth and i appreciate it / when it comes to all the pain i feel it’s not alleviated / youll never love me not at all can u find the abbreviations / i just wanna look up at the sky and say that we can make it
she thinks i hurt her 
she thinks i lied 
and that’s the reason i stay inside
avoid the world as i shake and hide
under my covers as i wipe my eyes
as i wipe my eyes
a blunt for my feelings 
don’t wanna decide 
if i still have feelings 
but i wanna die 
cuz u were my healing 
now i don’t feel right 
tell me what is the meaning
and i know i pushed away the ones that cared
it’s not a personality trait its symptom of despair 
and i’m sorry i wasn’t there because honesty i was scared and the jealousy can’t repair i’m alone and gasping for air

save me (prod. discent)

prod. @hatefulbeats
mixed. @oh_lucifer


LYRICS

i been in a bad place 
cause i
just can’t find anyone to relate 
to me
and if i died would you even feel
a thing 
do u even care that i’m alone and suffering 

trust no one in this WORLD that’s why i keep to
myself
i smoked an eighth on my own might be a plague to my health
don’t give a fuck i’m alone with secrets i cannot tell
and when she’s calling my phone descend myself into hell

i called her an uber cuz i’m lonely
wear a mask just to cover up the nosebleeds
fuck the past i’m a new person no ones know me 
imma be last person to sign off on my dome piece 

i been in a bad place 
cause i
just can’t find anyone to relate 
to me
and if i died would you even feel
a thing 
do u even care that i’m alone and suffering 

you look like the one that i miss 
telling me u love me but to me it don’t mean shit
telling me you’ll hold me closely but you never did
cover up the bruise i gave myself on my skin
i know i wasted your time
another fucking waste of life
depressed can’t find my piece of mind
i think i need to go goodbye

bad place (prod. hateful)

thank you so much for making 2018 so great. here's a new song :) have a great and safe 2019 <3 i love u all
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lyrics-
YOU DON’T KNOW THE DAMAGE YOU’VE CAUSED
YOU JUST BELIEVE WHATEVER YOU WANT
DON’T FUCKING CALL ME I DON’T WANNA TALK
CRY ALL BY MYSELF IN THIS PARKING LOT
KEEP TO MYSELF WHAT I’D GIVEN TO U
QUIET MY FEELINGS IM HEARING YOU MISS ME I REGRET THAT I
TOLD MY FEELINGS TO U
FUCK MY EMOTIONS IM BROKEN IM HOLDING ON TO ALL THE WORDS AND THE SEEDS THAT WE GREW
WHY EVEN BOTHER GIVING YOU A CHANCE WHEN I KNOW WHATY YOU’LL DO WITH THE POWER YOU HAVE IM STARTING TO WONDER Y I WANTED U BACK
AND MY EYEBALLS ARE BURNING IM
TOSSING AN TURNING 
MIGHT CALL AN ATTORNEY
DEFEND THIS HEADCASE
AND MY LOSSES ARE TURNING TO BOSSES IM
EARNING THE SALARY I DO WHAT I PLEASE
WHAT IS THE POINT OF WISHING YOU WOULD CHANGE CUZ I’VE KNOWN YOU FOREVER N UR STILLL THE  SAME AND UR CALLING ME CRAZY I THINK THAT I’M SANE, I’M JUST CAUGHT UP WITH YOU AND ALL UR FKN GAMES
Ill break loose of these chains 
 
How did I  get here…

YOU DON’T KNOW THE DAMAGE YOU’VE CAUSED
YOU JUST BELIEVE WHATEVER YOU WANT
DON’T FUCKING CALL ME I DON’T WANNA TALK
CRY ALL BY MYSELF IN THIS PARKING LOT
WHAT DO U WANT FROM ME IM JUST A
PERSON WHO CANT AFFORD HONESTY IM JUST A LOWLIFE WHOS LOST IN A FANSTASY ILL DIE A FAILURE ALONE THEN YOU WILL SEE
IM NOT PRODIGY
MORE LIKE A WANNABE
IM JUST A KID WITH NO CREDIT NO REASON OR WILL TO LIVE I AM only JUST A FARCE U SEE
WHAT MORE DO U WANT FROM ME
Don’t try to talk to me

damage (prod. tothegood)

statues (feat. ohlucifer)

produced by andy sanborn 
sample by lil biscuit

sorry i was gone so long i hope ur still there <3

LYRICS:
I wish that I could erase
Expressions I said and the frown off ur face
Im lost in my head I say that everyday
Not clever enough to outsmart all my pain 
I just wanna Lay here all damn day
Buy myself a new heart you can keep the change
Give me a chance am I late?
Initials of mine engraved all in ur blade
siphon out blood for you 
am i not enough for you
you can take all that i have but 
i still made these cuts for you
i cross the road 
look to my left 
you can’t ignore the scar on my neck
i won’t protest 
the reason you left
but lies cannot stretch
what else did u expect?

I wish that I could erase all my actions
That way u won’t get any satisfaction
Give me some empathy and things im lacking
Stand back from demons don’t know their reactions
fly across the skyline when im high like Alladin 
look at me in peace I got the weed I keep it Packed in
I don’t need the money just need love to keep my happy
Soon ill be on stage with everybody looking at me

when i’m lookin at u
put me in a bad mood
maybe it’s my fault that i never got to have you
Moved in too quick
Lost the battle im sick
And I know you’re With him
But
If he makes u happyy im okay
It whats you deserve
I know how to make u happy ill disappear off the face of the earth :(

Ya I keep on running
hoping ill be something 
People gonna leave 
Gotta treat yourself like nothing

Looking at the Ceiling
I don’t like this Feeling
Know im not Appealing
but
Write me down on the paper
break me down see u later
One day ill have to face her again
Say sorry I couldn’t save you my friend

I wish that I could erase
Expressions I said and the frown off ur face
Im lost in my head I say that everyday
Not clever enough to outsmart all my pain 
I just wanna Lay here all damn day
Buy myself a new heart you can keep the change
Give me a chance am I late?
Initials of mine engraved all in ur blade

Cry out loud
Lost myself for real this time I fucked up now
Gotta find myself someone to love somehow
erasing the memory of me right out

erase (prod. andy sanborn x lil biscuit)

produced by me
ily all <33333

LYRICS:
I've tried it all
stared at the wall
But it seems like
I can’t fight
And I start to fall
Every one of my problems seems so fucking small
i was lost when u found me with problems to solve

you are the daydream I have when im sad and 
you are the shipwreck I see when I crash
On your front lawn
Im long gone 
Im faded
Im fucked up
The space and the stars
Leave us .miles apart.
but still 
You are the obstacle I can’t jump over
you are the impossible desire pull me closer
To you make me
Feel like 
Ive never seen daylight 
lets call til we fall like im not 
miles apart from you

ive been waiting for you all night
Its becoming a routine 
Ive been waiting for you all night
ill stand but wont be seen
Ive been waiting for you all week 
To tell me just give up
But im stuck in delusional
Thoughts cause of us

 Im broken and u know 
Im different than my soul
Intentions burn like coal
I fell off for my own, sake
Take a little more
Off of what I made
i left because of who?
I write because of pain
Write one more verse or two
I might show up too late
to my own show
Emptiness is swallowing my soul

counting the sheep while I stare at the galaxy
Regretting my past what I did to make u mad at me
The time and what links
 both of us is out of sync
So ill think and ill overdo
The thoughts I have because of you

miles apart ✧･ﾟ:*

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mixed by the legendary @oh_lucifer
produced by me 

i've been working super hard on new music, i know the amount of music i put out this year is a lot less than it's been in the past but i am working super hard for u guys, ily never forget!!!

LYRICS:
(intro)
you’re so far away 
you’re so far away

(CHORUS)
Do u promise to keep me alive?
Fight off the monsters that eat at my mind
Im so far away from where I belong
i overthink everything I think I do it all wrong

(VERSE 1)
Lately Ive been mixing up my dreams
Lately ive been skipping meals and talking in my sleep
Love me with ur eyes closed stuck in different time zones
I can tell ur feeling for me i’ll start to lose control

the chemicals that make me smile are upside down today
so i’ll mime my way thru conversation frown upon my own damnation crying my heart out because i broke a promise i once made to someone who i love so dearly now she can’t stand being near me 

(BREAKDOWN)
i’ll be on my way home 
see you at the payphone 
no matter how anxious i get i have you on my shoulder urging me to breathe and remain calm
remain calm
and i promise you we will get thru this 
to u i am no more than useless cuz u are an angel u already knew this 

(CHORUS)
do you promise me i always be a part
of you and of the itty bitty fragments of your heart 
cuz i can’t do this shit alone you pulled my life part 
my head is in the dark you gave my feelings all these scars 

wish you here
now im upset i got nobody near
i’m in my feels while i’m covered in fear 
it’s been a long time like almost a year
but i have a way out of sadness my dear 
when you say love i hope that you’re sincere
cuz i’ve heard it a hundred times over and over the coffin closing my thoughts are getting too severe
hold me tight and dont let me go!
falling for u with vertigo 
falling for the girl that i met the first time and now
i cannot outgrow 
the tendencies i have to dispose 
any hope that you’ll hold me close
i was once a happy kid with dreams and a heart but that’s a long time ago

promise?

dead like a willow tree without the rain </3
mixed by tha god @oh_lucifer 

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cover art by my amazing best friend :)
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take u to the stars ✧・ﾟ:*

hi, i missed dropping music... i will be working hard to release more for you :)

produced written mixed mastered by me

right path

i love you.

produced and written by andy sanborn
mixed and engineered by destroy the wall

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June

you're the only remedy <3 --

produced and written by andy sanborn
mixed by destroythewall

lyrics coming soon

Remedy

lyrics coming soon. s/o @daddydandy for hopping on this with me <3
written by andy sanborn &flowars
mixed/mastered by destroythewall
cover art by andy sanborn

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i dont wanna fall asleep (prod. ohlucifer)

thx for being patient :) 
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mixed by destroythewall

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