euphoric fairy

was made almost 2 years ago <3

still resinates w me 🌒

so alone // 2am acoustic demo

never made it far
holding your breath cuz you’re carrying that 4O now
never made it far
holding your breath cuz you’re carrying that 4O now
4O now
never made it far
so why are you going right here now

never made it far
holding your breath cuz you’re carrying that 4O now
never made it far
holding your breath cuz you’re carrying that 4O

why are you being so mean?
why are you being so mean to me even tho you never made it far?

you never made it far
so why are you being so mean even though you never made it so far
being so mean
you’re being so mean 
why are you here ?
and i can’t even take it back
being so mean babe
you’re being so mean babe 
you’re being so mean babe
you’re being so mean babe no

/ normal music? basic music? don’t know how i feel about this mini project haha

never made it far

caring for u from the start
caring for u since u tore my heart
caring for u from the start
caring for u since u tore my heart

disjointed together
right from the start
blood on my knees
held in from the spark

smoke in my lungs and 
nearly down to the floor
burning my finger
to feel something forced
scars fill my arm 
say i feel insecure
u tell me to go six feet under the floor
dying for you just to notice me more
saying u crave me but im now

fucking alone now
so fucking alone now
so fucking alone now
where did u go now
(saying you hate me)
where did u fucking go
fucking alone now
you’re so fucking alone now
fucking alone now
where did u go now
fucking alone now
so fucking alone now 

go away again say u love me now but make it for a while
go away again say u missed me now but w a fucking smile

say u love me forever n never leave again
say u never met someone like me 
say youll always be here for me
say im always yours.

fucked together

did u ever feel alive
did u ever wanna fucking die
cuz i always feel like that
i always feel like that 
now youre here in my head
thinking of what i should say next

youre always in my head
youre always in my head
feeling so bad bcus i think that i wanna feel alive
right now
wanna feel alive right now oh

youre always in my head
yeah youre always in my head 
feeling so bad bcus ik how much u wanna drown rn

but youre always in my head
yeah youre always in my head
know how much i love u 
cuz ur always in my head
yeah ur always in my head
know how much i love u now 

youre always in my head
yeah ur always in my head

//

ending track just as a reminder that u are loved n cared for before exiting my mind n music <3 / this ep has no set theme. just a combination of finished songs i made

you’re always in my head

go away
oh i can not go away
but i feel so alone
so alone
oh i 
feel so alone

wish u were insane 
now go away
but i cannot feel a thing
but i just wanna feel u here 
but i
oh i
cannot feel a single thing but ik that ur here and im alive
im alive
ik that ur here cuz now i feel so alive

youll let me down anyway
and im just so afraid of being alone again
so might as well pretend that ur already gone
that ur already gone
gone

metaverse

immortal princess

i cannot imagine 
how it is like with you
and i take for granted
the moments you told me your truth

running away
fleeting the pain 
exhaustion is killing my insides 
i feel like i might die
ur holding my lungs tight 
ur holding my lungs tight

ur slowing killing me 
depression is holding my heart
i collapse on the floor 
i cannot feel no more 

i cannot feel no more 
i cannot feel no more x5

numb to the pain
bleeding me dry
and i cannot feel no more
told me i’ll rest forever peacefully dying in your arms
in your arms

in your arms

now ur making me mad
nd ur out here down bad
looking for a new girl just to fuck up her world
has ur words twisted out cuz they sound like 

now ur out here down bad
just looking like trash
n i know that u think that u look so bad
has ur mind gone mad
r u on some crack
cuz u look like

watching it back now
i 
watching it back and i cant go
leaving it back out for u but i cant let go
u have me on hold for 3 years now
i cant let go

have u gotten this far?
your words are like stars
they disappear into my hands
like its art
i wrote in the stars
with my butterfly mark

about how much u need me
i loved to recite 
these days pass me by
u kill me w ur words everytime 
its like magic to me when u know how to tease
yet u leave so easily

its like magic to me when u know how to please
its like magic to me when u know how to tease
its like magic to me when u love on me

just like magic

v3nus

where i fall

runn3r

needed you fully divine 
needed to come back in time
i wish i had energy
love like divine
you say i’m divine

wish i didn’t read between the lines 
wish i didn’t read between the lines 
wish i didn’t read between the lines 

wish i had a better start 
oh i wish i had a better start

divine

comparing myself in my own way 
looking at lives n im doing my own thing
but should i be doing something else?
im scared i wont make it far
making music for people to feel like they have someone else
hoping ill be that to someone else
pouring out art to the ones that support n adore the creation
but how much to give til becomes a useless sensation ?
im scared to look at the years in my life n wonder will i be alright?

but its not that bad
why do i feel like that 
feeling like moving my own way 
n taking off my pace 
looking behind me n saying its okay

but its not that bad
why do i feel like that 
feeling like moving my own way 
n taking off my pace 
looking behind me n saying its okay

it’s okay
it’s okay
it’s okay

n it’s not that bad
why do i feel like that 
feeling like moving my own way
n taking off my pace
feeling like doing my own thing 

i’m doing my own thing 
it’s okay
it’s okay 
it’s okay

my own way

all i ever knew (demo)

/ 19 / i make electronic music
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 musiquebyautumm@gmail.com

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