Explaining the meaning of the lyrics

This song is about my Dad and having a shitty time with his side of the family because of the things he's done in the past, so the ostracising is extended to me "everybody's different and it's got to do with you". 
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Prod. Timothy Infinite
Beat: https://timothyinfinite.com/beat/loser-5391076
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Lyrics
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Intro/Bridge
Don't know where I'll go
if you go
Don't know how to leave
If you leave
Don't know if you're staying long
Don't know if I'll grieve
When you're gone
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Chorus/Verse
(I know there's something)
And something's really missing
and it's something about about
Everybody's different
And it's got to do with you
Tell me why am I tripping
When you never follow through
How am I supposed to know
If you're never home
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Bridge/Outro
[You are never home
I know you're not alone] X2
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This was just looped because I couldn't write anything else to it. I also just realised when I sang "home" it sounded like I was eating lol >.<

You Are - Angel Hili (Prod. Timothy Infinite)

A bit about me -
I started writing songs when I was 17, they were more poetic than lyrical. I've since developed my style to be able to tell my story in my music. I like to sing in an R&B style as my singing voice is between the Tenor and Counter Tenor range so I sing comfortably in a low voice. Higher notes I struggle with because I am tone deaf Lmfao! So if I try and belt it sometimes sounds pitchy but I'm working on it. 
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You can find me on Instagram and Tik Tok @angelhili.

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