This is one of the tracks my last band and I came up with. It's a demo and we didn't go any further than this, so I decided "What the hell?" and just uploaded the track. I'm sure the guys will be okay with it and I worked pretty hard on the vocals, so the world should hear it. Ian Johnson, the keyboardist/guitarist did the symphonies. I did the lyrics and vocals. Dudeman did the guitars and the drums are a drum machine just to keep beat.

Lyrics (No reuse allowed): 
I hear a voice from heaven,
An angel of light beams down to me
From the shining horizon,
A glimpse of my own dream
Glowing beneath the starry night,
Translucent with innocent eyes,
Reaches a hand out to me
My greatest downfall

Evil in disguise 
Impure desires
Our souls merged
In our lustful night.

Why have you forsaken me,
My darling angel?
We became the sun,
Entranced in our bliss

Trapped against the wall,
Chained wrist and ankles
Forceful and uncaring,
Evil in disguise
His angelic mask removed,
And I saw the sad truth underneath

Evil in disguise
Impure desires
In our lust

Blackmage Demo With Vocals

Please Enjoy my piano Rendition of this beautiful song

Nymphetamine On Piano

This Is Halloween Metal Version

A little cover of this song I put together to test my piano and recording instruments.

Darkness our Bride (Jugular Wedding) Cover (10/22/12)

vocals, Lyrics - Nadia Gatchalian (me)
guitars, keys, drums, bass - João César

No unauthorized use of our work in any way.

Lyrics:
Do you see them crawling on the ground? 
The Forest beckons my soul 
She calls through corpses of bloodiness 
The sadness of her cries

A speck of light through this darkness 
Fiery haze of hatred allure 
Save me from this fruitless being 
A monster in the depths of the sea. 

From the Depths of the Sea (5/11/12)

Bass, Guitar, Drums: Brian Butts
Vocals, Lyrics, Piano: Nadia

Any use of our work is prohibited and illegal.

Lyrics:
Bestow upon a graven beast
Core as foul wretched as corpses
marbled and devoid of crimson
Perpetuate my rage and lust
The uncontrolled extremities
all my infinite desires
desires . . . desires  . . . .desires

"I call for the ancient spirits of hell
succumb to me and fulfill the task at hand
let the gates open, 
release the yearning souls
for this, I vanquish my existence .  . entirely"

My soul is damned
a far cry out for heaven
but the bristling leaves
enshadow my screams
maniacal laughter reigns above and below.
drunk off of power,
insanity engulfs my mind

(Repeat Verse 1)

Lo and behold, this treasure is mine
Ah, blood split for my deepest pleasure
the smell carrasses my soul. 
It plagues my very existence
(Desire. . ) 

Uncontrolled Extremities (11/26/12)

I made the instrumental in 2013 and finally added lyrics to it in 2019. I want to redo the melodies and lyrics eventually. This is just a demo. Here are the current lyrics:

Spiders crawling all over my skin
Can't get them off me
Help me please

Welcome to my tortured existence
Inside this heathen
I falter 

I am not a God
I fail and fail
My life crumbles down again and again
I cannot explain my disappointment in humankind
My resentment stews

My whole heart is broken into pieces gutted, trashed, locked in a vault
Throw away the key

What have you done to me?
I cant get out of this rut
My displeasures are execrated
For I bewail a sin prolonging
Do not defy sincerity, beldam 

Was our inner-circle befouled in the grip of cynicism?
For I must know the lengthening impulse of deceit. 

Could it not be? 
Our warmth for affection?
Perish at the gates of self-inspired demise
The masses enshroud my wit with true umbra
But I deny not the footsteps of fate

Tortured Existance

Me playing Musette in D major from "Notebook for Anna Magdalena" by J.S. Bach. Excuse the minor mistakes. 

Musette in D major (from Notebook for Anna Magdalena) by J.S. Bach

Arabesque (from 25 progressive Pieces Op. 100) in a minor by Friedrich Burgmuller. Excuse the minor mistakes.

Arabesque (from 25 progressive Pieces Op. 100) in a minor

Ivan Sings (from "Children's Pieces") in c minor by Aram Khatchaturian. Excuse the minor mistakes and the weird pauses. My pedal broke. 

Ivan Sings (from Children's Pieces) in c minor

Released January 2014. Found this on my computer and never uploaded.

Lyrics:
Bloodied Darkness in hindrance of Salvation
Crimson Light rays show misty and 
clouded before my eyes
Yet one teardrop still shines through 

‘Tis my only hope laid with blood of the innocent
And this infinite wisdom of blacker than black
Hell, and yet worse, presence?

“Bring unto me and I shall bestow upon thee,
Graven and weakened a creature as lamb, 
a heaven of eternal torture
Lucifer, Judas, Nero, Cain, Hitler, and Fleischmann!
In but one creature, ready to rule the living realm!”

Damned is my body,
Enduring the hellish torture
Confinements of prison’s ugly locked doors
If only I could give up and be free
Of This I do hope
 
Bloodied Darkness in hindrance of Salvation
Crimson Light rays show misty and 
clouded before my eyes
Yet one teardrop still shines through
‘Tis my only hope laid with blood of the innocent
And this infinite wisdom of blacker than black
Hell, and yet worse, presence?

The irksome prison walls only hide what is close:
The gates of hell, swarming with an ocean of forever screaming souls

An Exorcism of Demonic Possession

This was an extry for a contest. I did not win but I'm uploading here for people to hear my vocal work and lyrics.

Lyrics:
They will lead you straight into the flames
They are the ones who are lurking about, guiding us straight down
Like this abomination you've created
You will all wither and slowly decay, like the ones before
Closer and Closer and Closer the ending draws near ( Closer and Closer the ending is near)
They are the ones who are lurking about, guiding us straight down 

It waits
Upon a throne of hate and ignorance
Patently waiting for the time to arise 
Existence as you know it will collapse
Flames and ashes will mount up in their wake
Piles of corpses will mount up in their wake

The ashes of mankind will fade

MetalVocalistWanted Contest Track 2 (12.14.12)

Here is a collaboration project between Mike and me. I did the vocals and he created the instrumentals.

Lyrics

I can imagine your 
Aggressive nature
You perceive me as if
You know my deep depths
You cannot control me
Try hard as you may
I am my own fucking Man

Die. Burn in hell. 
Vanquish.  Suffer

Intestines ripped out and 
Thrown to the stray dogs
Maggots swim in your eyes
Eat through to your brain
Appendages sawed off
And fed back to you
Forced to stay conscious while
chained to the fucking wall 

Sliced, diced, die bitch
Feel my hatred

Die. Burn in hell. 
Vanquish.  Suffer
Sliced, diced, die bitch
Feel my hatred

Malignant Succubus

Nadia has been professionally trained on piano and classical/opera voice for 3 years. Although she first studied chemistry and music, she holds a bachelors degree in sculpting from UC Irvine, graduating in 2018. Since 2011, Nadia has been working on covers to perfect her craft by getting criticsm from youtube comments, friends and family and working hours tirelessly to become the best she can be. She can engineer and produce her own music. Not going to lie though--her earlier works are quite rough but we all start from somewhere. Her new ventures including working with a new grand piano and cello one day. She hopes to find a band where she can be as creative as possible and tour the world one day!

Temptress Nadia

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