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anxiety,
i aint goin outside
this shit scares me as i think,
but dont worry ab me
its okayyy!
cuz its meant to be

u found me,
they will never find
the real meee
cuz ive never trusted society
n i wish i never know
about some things...
but its just nothin ;>

its just nothing!
everything is alrighttt
they still buzzin
im not goin offline
u mean something
u re my sunshine
they mean nothing
boop beep beep boop
boop beep boop!

anxiety,
i aint goin outside
this shit scares me as i think,
but dont worry ab me
its okayyy!
cuz its meant to be

anxiety

anxiety (lileffort)

@blxty
@karsonlol

[@angelicxmei]
if u ever feel like drowned,
ill hold u down
wanna bring u up,
lets taste the clouds
ye sometimes we cant
and we end up cryinn
but ill do my best
and wipe ur crystal eyes

ull be alrighttt
ill make it fineee
and sometimes i wonder
do i know real u?
everytime im hopeless
i wanna get near u

ill put ur heart togheter
so it can stand forever
u say you could've never
i feel i can do much betterrr

do u belive in me?
no way u cant belive in me
and i always want u to feel free
i guess thats meant to be

[@blxty]
tell me how u feel
just tell me how u feel rn
tell me how u feel
just tell me how u feel rn

i dont have a patience, you piss me off
i dont have the time for you to shoot your shots
i made a mistake, and then you break my walls
im starting to think im just a hit and run
oohh i dont even know you that well
my heart was put under a spell uuhh
and now you hurt me as you should

spotify

crystal eyes w/ blxty (karson)

featuring @820 

produced by @176s @kggn @f3arme (-‿◦☀)

[nurse]
u piss me off x4

what were u thinking
its all lost
the shots that im missing
all went wrong
i talk u wont listen
im not a ghost
i thought u were different
its all gone
i spread all my feelings
and now im cold
emotional damage
oh here we go
im starting to panic
where do i go?
erase all my feelings
dont want em to show
cuz its all gonn (ﾉД`)

u piss me off x4

[nosg]
i know what you were saying behind my back
i would love to feel poison inside my veins
u treat my like weirdo, why is that?
got me counting to 1000 in my head
i would wait
for you but it doesnt really seem like youre coming
but ill wait
im still choosing silence, unveil something

ghost w/ nosgov (sense kuru feardorian)

@lazydoll
@y4ndere

[@angelicxmei]
it is so cold yeah
pass me the sweater
my heart is frozen
burn the loveletter
im stuck here always
is it for something?
u were my fever
my heart is frozeennn
my wings wont stay forever
but ill do my best ill be better
feelings wont last forever
nothing matters at the end

[@lazydoll]
i saw you fall out
i don't even understand
make me sad,
make me mad,
make me feel alright?
hold my hands and go far away together
frozen my heart
君が見えないや
そばに居たって変わらない
でも君が居ないと意味がない
i promised in that cold night

[@angelicxmei]
closer, the things
i havent told her
its okay
i been working 
for nothing

frozen w/ lazydoll (yandere)

@kggn @litothedon

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

im falling 4 it
i cant feel,, ignore it
where do i store it
i rlly wanna die but i cant afford it

nothings real i cant sleep uhhuh
no one hears what i speak uhhuh
i dnt care just delete oh well
life i cannot complete oh well

i cant run away cuz its selfish
ik its not healthy, ur not helping
im not ready for the fire that hell brings
im tired, im aching, i cant make it

so go and take it
all those smiles, i faked it
i thought ur love was sacred
i just sat there and waited

idk what u want
1 conflict im gone
i can barely walk
i dnt wanna talk, will u stop
i didnt think id make it this long

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

spotify ^w^

falling 4 it prod. kuru & litothedon

prod @twikipedia

i think its over but i dont know
everyones staring i wanna go
something is broken inside my soul
leave me outside within the cold

i cant make it to the weekend
i cant swim n im in the deep end
will u save me well it depends
crack u open like a keygen

i feel like throwing up
i cant rid of this feeling so i think im giving up
who am i kidding everyone knows im not worth saving
no im not gon listen when u tell me that im the bitter one 
im stuck with this sickness inside of me i feel like throwing up

ahaa but at least we going up
ahaa i fed u lies but u dont know at all
ahaa but idc it doesnt matter now
ahaa u r the last thing i wud think about

keep me inside
keep me online
myself i cant find
but i been waiting in line

i got infinite time
u pushed me aside
now is now im alive
im never letting me die

its everything
im panicking
im serious
im paranoid

lemme hear ur voice
ive been destroyed
cut me open
fill the void

deep end prod. twikipedia

featuring @psych 
produced by @inno1k

[nurse]

spread all my feelings unhealthy
lies that u told me
i wasnt holding
bottle my feelings u get me
words are deadly
bleed so much
lately

bleed so much 
im a walking dead
look into my eyes
i thought u were me friend
i thought it was nice
i took off my guard
i trusted so easily
and now im staying armed
pills that i swallow

they wont get me through
we both touch the bottom
always full throttle
it always lead me to sorrow
but theres hope for tomorrow
cuz theres always a sun after rain 
dont get hollow

[kate]

···

#remedy
#sukicity

dear diary w/ psych (inno)

blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

holding on

holding on [saikyo + tgwog]

produced by @kggn

[nurse]
i dont like the way u act
the way u stab my back
u keep me off the track
but honestly im alright
dont want u to call back
cuz everytime i throwback
deep inside i fall down
to the ground

u said that it always be aight
but i dont trust u now
deep inside my issues
i dont know where im at
stab me in the back
i know u been playing games
my dress is bloodstained
i dont know if im the same

tears down to the ground
i know that is awful
hide myself 
put my feelings in the bootle
u knew u had my trust
and u broke it like a waffle
tears to the ground
just shoot me wit ur rifle

idle
i rather stay idle
heavy heart it is made of iron
rewind time never ending spiral
wish i could smile more
but things just toring me up

i think i need a rest
cuz i been tired of doing my best
dont wanna see ur face
cuz i been tied im feeling stressed
i wanna change my fate
everytime i jus be leaving a mess
i think i still regret
everything we did in the past

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honestly (kuru)

red dot「sparr00w」

song is called holster if ure gna repost this just title it holster not "free" thx :heart:

You lookin real stupid

hit you in your heart
Yea well that’s just how we do it

fw us, elevate we going shooting

youre a bitch and we all already knew it 

make myself bleed thinkin I might die
cause ion rlly give a fuck about my life

off a pill you can see it in my eyes
Blood shot, fucked up til the sunrise

you cant hang with us so keep it down
like fuck that bitch thinkin bout it make me frown

everybody know my name like im the baddest bitch around
you my kids, yeah nobody wanna learn so just sit down

you got me feelin suicidal 
say youre the new wave but bitch you aint no tidal  🌊 😔

Heart (negative.creeper & eczotic)

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine is where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to


maybe they got me thinking way too strong
ive been gone too long
causing thunderstorms head to the concrete
how can i save her when i can't save myself
its funny when u start saying no
they start acting different
im a egoist i just act this way
i do this all the same
tell me all these drugs the same
i dont want nobody, nobody
its all the samee

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine its where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to

egoist (prod. augury + sunrisess)

prod me

>lyryx<

i think u broke me down
think u lost me
run me out of town
shoot me down for what's on me
i thought we could work it out
we could off it
had 2 play god
like ur out of other options

ik what u want from me
every where i go, feel u watching me

u can take from me
u can erase something
u can set ablaze
turn around and replace

i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this
i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this

if u don’t wanna talk
won't u finish me off
what're u waiting for?
what're u waiting for?

i think u broke me down
think u lost me
run me out of town
shoot me down for what's on me
i thought we could work it out
we could off it
had 2 play god
like ur out of other options

ik what u want from me
every where i go, feel u watching me

if u don’t wanna talk
won't u finish me off
what're u waiting for?
what're u waiting for?

i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this
i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this

.·´`ϝ ι x  ƚ ԋ ι ʂ´`·. ####

Beyblade (prod.dcm)

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𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.19
@modeseraphim

ghost w/ nosgov (sense kuru feardorian)

angelicxmei.

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