How much more pain am I suppose to experience?
Am I suppose to end it?
Am I suppose to endure it?
Will it ever go away?


Lyrics:

Wrap that noose around my neck
And let me go cuz I'm already dead 
I feed demons in my head 
I got this blood all over  my hands 
I wanna die 
Don't let me see another night 
All these voices in mind 

Tell me I should find another life 

To stop the craving deep inside 
All I see is darkness all the time 
Tell me what's point in living if I always wanna die 
Cuts on all my wrist that always let know 
I got curses on my side 
They never let me go 
I just need that cyanide

I'm reminded every night 
That I really wanna die 
Nothing ever goes alright inside my life 
I Feel so low 
I just dont know 
Now I'm stuck with nothing all around 
I can't wait
 
till I'm rotting on the ground

Fucking tell me what it is 
I cannot lie 
I wanna die 
All this blood is on my mind 
I've been so cold 
I've been so empty 
I don't care about my life 
I don't care a about a thing 
Doesnt matter, everywhere I go
My demons always....

(I don't care about my life 
I don't care a about a thing 
Doesnt matter, everywhere I go
My demons always followin')-( 2x)

Meaning in Suffering (prod. Kripykidd)

The hardest part about art is revealing your true self.

Lyrics :

I feel this hurt in my heart
tell me why do I even give a fuck about this thing I'm missing,
if I die tonight?, who would really care?
all I feel is despair..
what the fuck am I suppose to do
if I cannot see my self in there
I pray to god I fucking get repaired
I died before I could I feel this life inside me
im not the person that I use to be
please
let me feel again
i need some kind of light
to see the end I wanna let it go
but I know that im just miserable
im not perfect
im not worth it
I feel uncertain about my life
I don't know if I die
will I ever see the light?
will I ever be alright?
I see there's nothing there in sight
its just my time
I don't know who I am
I don't know what I'm doing 
I don't know where I even am
tell me 
what am I suppose to do?
I wanna end it all 
and let my dreams go to waste
everything I ever chased 
always gets erased

K M S pt.3 [prod. JUNTMANE]

You'll Never Be Okay (prod.ILTS)

Lyrics : 

I can hear my enemies talking right behind
talking all about me like they know my fucking life
blood and hate is what goes inside my mind 
and all of the little pieces I had to fucking find
doesn't help the fact 
that I got a demon watching over me 
watching over my motherfuckin back 
Im starting to believe these are my only pieces I have left in me 
Im starting to believe these demons help me see my family 

Everyday that comes around I think about all the times I lost my mind, lost myself from this anger that I have within my heart, 
darkness is tearing me apart
as I come by like Im fucking lost 
I realized I don't even know a thing about the afterlife
Im thinking all these demons tellin' me 
"I won't fucking lie,
Im the one you want to find,
I won't let you rot,
let me take ahold and you will be alright"
like all these mfs telling me I should die.

PIECES (prod. CAT IN DA GLASSES)

Lyrics :

I can hear the voices all around 
they telling me all about the fucking shit 
people got to say 
all they say I should lay my head down and fucking decay 
leaving me constantly thinking about it everyday 
hell is always calling me 
helping me 
see that heaven is fucking late 
 is there a fucking god 
 that can help this world of lies 
the burning under my eyes 
making me want to tear off my eyes 
so many demons have taken control of the vessels that keep you away from the light 
cant even tell wtf isn't right 
I'm starting to think we are the last of our kind 
thinking I'm maybe bleeding inside of my mind 
nothing is stopping my blood 
this is the knife I've taken it out of my  spine
so many fucked things in this life 
wishing that I was blind 
don't want to witness this time 
of demons taking possess of the lives.

CRIPPLING THOUGHTS (trpx. prod)

Lyrics :

It's the MF that they always putting down
only reason to keep on living with this MFing life,
leave ya looking up in coffin now who's the one fucking laughing,
I don't even give a fuck about nothing, 
MFs always talking shit about something, 
I don't even need a fucking knife to take your fucking life, 
look at all my demons dancing in the night
they talk to me all about it all the time 
and I can fucking see all the signs...
and I can fucking see all the signs.

ALLTHESIGNS  (prod. GHOSTYOGI)

Lyrics : 

I can feel the weight from all the things you want to say 
I can feel the hate from all the burning things you want to spray 
eyes are burning from the gift making me insane 
Watching all these people wanting me to break away  
they just like to see the pain 
They just want to see the suffering 
But they never want to let go of their strings   
rather close the door and turn into an enemy 
How far will you go to see the real me 
you will see the demon lurking    inside of me 

you will see the demon lurking    inside of me 

Overnight I feel the presence right before I sleep 
giving me nightmares of what they want to speak 
I can tell when its another technique 
giving me nothing but scars 
Adding more to my arm, 
compared to the demons
You cannot survive 
The circle that keeps us alive 
the dark will consume you guys all 
nothing is needed to see the affect 
The demons are coming play 
And take in the debts that you wanted pay 
nothing is left to say 
When karma is right in your face 
You see that the cost is nothing to gain 
Your putting your life on the line 
Don’t even realize that demons have gotten your life on a line

An Eye For Your Life [prod. ΔNGST]

Lyrics : 

Everyday I think about the fucking things 
people want to see 
they want to see me fucking dead on the ground 
they want to see me fucking sad all around
I cannot fucking tell you how much I've endured
I know you hear the things that go unheard

I know the things that go you hurt
I want to let you know that im just insecure
its just a thing that people got me feeling all the time
cannot trust another life
cannot trust another soul 
I've been so cold that I don't care anymore

I heard the things you said behind my back
can't believe that you would steep down to the ground
compared to what you had
you knew it wouldn't last 
I saw it in your eyes before it fucking died
want to make it a surprise and laugh at me
its funny cuz you never got that final laugh 
you desperately tried to have
and fucking smile at me 
you were everything I need
now I cannot fucking see myself love another bitch 
cannot fucking open up again
cuz it's all the same.

Thing(s) (prod. THORN)

Lyrics: 


keep on getting closer to the darkness  
That reflects my own carcass 
realize now I'm gonna die alone 
Cuz no one sees the feelings I have shown 
Am I really living cuz I'm rotted to the bone 
hate to let my demons take control 

Cuz i never closed the door 

Hoping someone will come by just once more 
I Keep on thinking all these things 
Will come true 
But they never will
I'm gonna fucking rot to the core 
Till im nothing more 
But a piece  of shit on the floor 

Hella Demons are waiting for me to trip 
I'm Feeling so anxious 
I'm pulling my skin from my lip 
I got Triple six up in my  head 

Tasting my blood 
  My demons 
Are Take my hands,
And cutting wrist 
I'm watching my blood 
driping away 
Thinking am I ok
Cuz I cannot feel a thing 
Only thing I ever want 
is to die 
looking at the noose every night 
Everything I ever tried 
Never goes alright 
I keep on hearing voices in my mind 
But What does it really mean 
When you know 
they smiling at me
Looking around 
Nobody sees
The scars that are inveted in me 
My Tainted soul with ketamine 
Will not let me fucking leave 
I'm rotting into addiction 
Next thing you know 
You will find a corpse 
Instead of my soul
I'm leaving the note 
That no one will ever know
I keep on getting closer to the door

K M S  pt.1 (prod. RIKUDA)

Lately I've been wanting to kill my self.

Lyrics : 

Looking inside my mind 
I'm reaching by the knife thats left behind my spine

(contemplating should I pull the trigger of my nine)

Suicidal thoughts are always coming to my mind
I think I lost my sight
I cannot see 
what's holding over me
I tried to live 
with all the things
that's haunting me 
The pain is not enough 
They need to feed
I give em what they need,
Nothing ever satisfies their void 
so I smoke some fucking weed
to keep myself
from cleansing on this Earth 
I don't know why these things are taking over me

If I have to die 
to choose my own reality 
to make this go away 
then let me fucking be 
I want to let my soul come out and play 
and watch it all (fade away) 
again I get this feeling every single day 
mfs thinking I'm insane 

I give no fuck about a thing they wanna say 
You can't compare to them 
My Demons coming out to hang 
to show you what's a threat 
We cut you by the neck 
We watching all the blood that you will shed 
and sacrifice you for a hex 
A Bet that you'll regret.

CLEANSE (prod. RIKUDA)

The pain doesn't go away, you learn to live with it.

Lyrics : 

All the things I came about 
I never knew that I could be something that I would hate 
I wanna feel again 
I wanna see myself again 
All I wanna do is fucking kill myself 
Always thinking why the fuck am I 
always waking up to this shit 

Tear my soul away from me 
You tell me I ain't shit 
But I know that isn't true 
I'm already dead
I'm nothing but avessel to my demons 
Let them take away 
Everything I ever had 

Grab me by the hand 
And Slit my wrist away 

Watch my blood drain away from me 
As I curse the world 
I know it doesnt matter 
Cuz when I'm dead 
I'm gonna watch you all burn 
To the ground where my blood lays 
When it's time you will see my demons 
dragging you to hell

ALREADY DEAD. (prod. Luka Burr)

I'm sorry friends.


Lyrics: 

Another screw down my head 
I cannot seem to find  the way 
Am I dead or alive 
My murderous feelings are making me rot 
Will I live or will I die 
My demons are never satisfied 
wanting to feel another night 
I'm giving no fucks about my life 
I don't know why I feel this way 
I never sleep ok 
I think I'll let them take away 
Like the shadows right beside of me 
Always holding on to me 
Always telling me 
To pull the trigger right before I die 
I look around and see the sight 
From the reaper always passing by
I had to think  I should've fucking died
Right before  I lost my lovers side
I dont know why I fuck I lied 
I'm tripping on it every night 
I'm wishing I could bring you back
But I know that flowers never stay the same 
I hear the laughs
I hear the talks 
I hear the cries 
I'm thinking about again 
Point the pistol at my head and just  let it end

K M S pt.2 (prod. Yungdeathbeats)

The day you realize what you were meant to be, is the day you're finally Born.

Lyrics : 

I can give a fuck on what fuck you have to say
My soul is all black it's been left in the dirt to decay
mfs in the back cursing on the lives
giving no fuck in about anything that we bring in the light
making me think homicide
making me think suicide
I keep on trippin' 
I keep on missing 
I keep on thinking that life will bring on the one that will listen
I know that life is a blessing 
it feels like its slipping away from my hands
it feels like no one even understands
this empty ass feeling that got me fucked up again
this is the time I stop pretending to be your friend
I could help you find your remedy
I'm losing my patience
cannot take this anymore
I'm feeling like I'm missing a piece and nobody knows
scars are calling my name
things are becoming insane
I'm tripping again from the things in the past
drugs are becoming the things that will last
I'm ruining my life with the knife (yuh)
its just that I needed to feel alright
or something to even past the time
numbing the pain with the pills and I'm dying
thinking again from the things that will last
feeling so down that im wanting to drown
what is the point if we're all going to be on the ground?
know that I'm here for a reason I feel it in me 
I feel it along with the demon that's living in me

Away From Me (prod. 6bxne6beats6)

Nothing but Hatred.

Lyrics : 

Hate to see my blood 
watch me rot 
I dont a give a fuck 
I wanna see you fucking die 
I wanna see you fucking rot 
You mf
Watch me burn 
right outside the door 
I dont care anymore 
You the see hate 
You see the weight 
You dont know what to say 
Il let you know the last thing on my mind 
You let me burn 
You let me hurt 
I Wish you dead
For all I care
you mf

Cannot wait to see you dead 
Like my dad 
That I don't give a fuck about 
This the note
That We're not blood 
You could rot 
And I dont care about ya

HATE FOR THE SAME BLOOD (prod. shimori)

You're the only one.

Lyrics : 

Look into my eyes
you see there's nothing right inside?
I keep on thinking murder all up in my fucking mind 
all these demons always talking to me 
it's always in the night
I been fucked up since I was nine
I wanna die 
I want to see the light 
I don't know whats on the other side 
is it heaven? 
or is it hell? 
no one ever cannot tell
3 3 3 AM I feel them crawling again
why am I living? 
why can't I make this end? 
I feel the burns
I feel the scars that are in my hand 
I knew I should have made this end

3:33AM (prod. Cat In The Glasses)

Constantly having suicidal thoughts, Constantly wanting to die,
It doesn't go away, having nothing, being sober only to recognize it, I wonder how I am I suppose to keep pushing through.

Lyrics : 
Hear the voices calling me again 
About the pain that makes me want to this end 
All the time I tell yall all about this thing
You keep on thinking I'm a freak
I'm just alone 
I cant control 
I cant be helped 
It doesn't matter what I do 
This demon takes it all away from me 
tell me what I need to do to make it leave?
Is it death the only thing thatll let me see?
If I cant be helped,
Then what's the point of living anymore?
Religion cant do a fuckng thing 
I burn my skin to let them see

(I'm Losing all my time, my demons  haunting on my dreams 
I'm scared to go sleep 
I can hear them creep ) - (2x)

Sacrifice my soul
To let them know 
I got nothing anymore 
Surrounded by the darkness
I can only see 
when I close my eyes 
Pull the trigger watch me die 
This is everytime 
I wanna see my blood show the world 
Curse the ones who watched life rot away 
Curse another day 
Triple six are in my veins 
It doesnt matter what a mf want to say
I already got these demons in head 
Nothing I can do to make them go away 
So let me die today

LET ME DIE TODAY (prod. Lil Lxrd)

Every time when looking at the mirror, I see that I'm not happy with my self, Im not happy with who I am, this cloud over me blocks the sun, I only see darkness. 

Lyrics : 

I see the ashes fall away from me 
I cant seem to find the meaning that's inside of me
All I wanna see is my blood fall away from me
I give no fuck about a thing 
All I see is the blood 
That demons drinking out of me 

Fuck the talk that yall talk 

Fucking tell me what you see
Do you see the angel 
Do you see the murder 
cannot see my self again 
I cannot fucking stand myself 
I wanna fucking kill myself 
I cannot stand  another day 
Let the devil take my hand 

Fucking tell me what you see
Do you see the angel 
Do you see the murder 
(Do you see the murder)(2x)


take it all away from me 
Theres nothing that I need 
Only thing that I want is to, end it all today 
I dont wanna live another day 
It's what they want from me 
And when I'm dead they gonna see 

All the creams that I leave 

Fucking tell me what you see
Do you see the angel 
Do you see the murder 
cannot see my self again 
I cannot fucking stand myself 
I wanna fucking kill myself 
I cannot stand  another day 
Let the devil take my hand
And let it take it all away

DO YOU SEE (prod.c0der)

Losing something that shed a little bit of hope, nothing's forever. 

Lyrics :

Walking in this town alone 
And people just dont know 
That I got spirits all around my soul
They follow me around 
I cant escape 
You cant relate 
Fuck am I suppose to do  
can i get this through my mind 
That this is just my life 
They're telling me die 

No one gives a fuck 
let me paint my pictures with my blood 
You haven't seen enough 
Of the curse that talks to me 
I cant believe that everybody let's me bleed 
Eternal sleep is all I need 
To set me free 
Let them take my life 
I had enough

It does'nt matter anymore 
Theres nothing I can do 
It doesnt go away 
And I can never be the same 
They just dont know 
How i use to be 
Before this curse
Has put  a noose around my neck 
They will see it 
When I'm dead
Till I'm fucking dead 
Like the rest

ANGELMURDER

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