blessing

w/ @rit_hk prod @benjithemachine @m2monroe

mix+master @m2monroe <3

i cant go on

i cant go on w/ rit (monroe + benjithemachine)

prod me & @kggn

lyrics:

me:

lately i've been running out of patience
i can't take it
running through my mind
no, i cannot contain it
all these toxins, they make me feel nauseous
inhale them till i'm coughing

lately i've been running out of patience
i can't take it
running through my mind
no, i cannot contain it
all these toxins, they make me feel nauseous
inhale them till i'm coughing

baby how can it get lower than the bottom
hide my emotions
too many problems
i can't seem to solve them
all my life is a regret
what u looking at?
remember all the times you thought u were innocent

yeah, check myself in the mirror
yeah, check my pulse to see if i'm breathing
distance myself from you, it ain't my decision
maybe in the next life it'll be different

i don't think that i'll make it
you make it too complicated
let's just keep it basic
don't argue with me i don't want to hear it
take a picture, yeah this is how i'm living

lately i've been running out of patience
i can't take it
running through my mind
no, i cannot contain it
all these toxins, they make me feel nauseous
inhale them till i'm coughing

baby how can it get lower than the bottom
hide my emotions
too many problems
i can't seem to solve them
all my life is a regret
what u looking at?
remember all the times you thought u were innocent

patience (prod. me + kuru)

https://soundcloud.com/spulsweetdreamz
@1darko

red vs blue ft spul [darko]

solo prod ep all by me :)) 

anime: i want to eat your pancreas

love akasuki <333

sakura『me』

Big thanks to @1kidsora and @victxrw for featuring. It’s really crazy that i can have a song with people who inspire me and i listen to everyday. Also shout out @kuriyai443 for the fire beat.

recorded in 2024


https://open.spotify.com/track/4axHK79V3Q3E6gYtS4uXvw?si=036a2ee54ee046d8
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(chorus: me)
its night outside
and u shine the brightest
dancing in the moonlight
but u broke my heart
it hurt so bad
im falling to pieces
wish it only was a dream
but its real we cannot be
and i wish you was here with me
because my chest its gonna bleed

(verse: me)
love of my live
falling thru my hands
u left me all alone
cannot understand
we went different ways
hope u doing okay
blinded by your love
like some kind of spell
memories of u stuck inside my brain
wish we could go and relive them again
baby close your eyes let the wind blow
in the end yeah wish it was a real love

(verse: kid sora)
I don't know if this is real love
you've been acting strange so I think imma close the seal up
ah-haa! that mean you aint getting near us
I lead by example, I don't want them all to fear us- yuh, yuh-
like, it really aint that deep girl
better prove your worth before you gain the right to see worlds
better prove yourself before you gain the right to see pearls
thought she was the one, it turns out that girl just an e-girl- fuck

(verse: victxrw)
yea yea, i just need get out
i tried to scream but theres no sound coming out my mouth
no no, i just need get out
im stuck in bed im just stuck inside this jail house
I pray that i can make it up
nd everyday, ive had enough
ik that u just hate my guts
ill never be enough

im never enough
im coughing up blood
im never enough

(chorus: me)
its night outside
and u shine the brightest
dancing in the moonlight
but u broke my heart
it hurt so bad
im falling to pieces
wish it only was a dream
but its real we cannot be
and i wish you was here with me
because my chest its gonna bleed

wish

wish + kid sora & victxrw (kuriyai)

this wasnt even gonna be a drop but everyone seemed to like it so here we are heheheha!
prod @tores

lyrics:

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

Starry sky but I’m looking in your eye
You drive me crazy like I wanna die
But u put my wings on when i want to fly
I'm trying hard to be more than just a guy

I’m fading till I disappear
Your cadence makes my mind go clear
Wondering what to do when I’m here 
I try my best to stay as near as I can

I’ve been waiting for too long
Thinking “oh my god”
Will I give it up?
Well I think that would be wrong
To do to my heart
Let’s go back to the start

i cant think
I’m so confused
What do I pick when I got something to lose
I’ve been thinking all the time
Am I doing what’s right
Blurry vision jaded eyes

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

time

time (tores)

sc exclusive

prod @y4ndere

lyrics:

me:

𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳

it's so cold no, i don't wanna go
you don't want me anymore
i don't wanna be alone
my hearts frozen
i don't wanna be here anymore
i've been stuck inside my head
i don't wanna let you go

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better
i thought that it would get better

𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘦𝘯
𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦, 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳

i don't understand, it was my heart that you shattered
yeah, you broke me down, you know i was severed
remember all the times that we would laugh together
i really thought that we would be forever

wasted tears on the floor
i don't want to cryyy
said you want to leave
miss the older times

𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘪𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘦

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

sweater (prod. yandere)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)

sacred heart

"i guess thats how things go"
shoutout april showers 
and big thanks goats
@remiliaxd @kyxtsnxwy
@prodarisu @oiwassupp

https://open.spotify.com/track/3GnkWh4E6gbxsTY0OR0PdS?si=f070fa8896344302
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me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone

sweater (prod. yandere)

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