prod me + @prod_promise

lyrics:

i should have known
(i should have known)
i should have known oh oh
that it would be this way

i should have known
that it was like that
all these words
i cant take back
everything that i did just falls flat
oh, oh
and i know that its over
left below with no closure
let me go i dont want to get closer

oh, oh
convalesce as i am gone
oh, oh
let me rest its what I want

oh i know ill miss it
i know ill miss the times we had
in my head i revisit every moment

-give me a second-

i dont want to talk, talk at all
anything you say i dont hear at all
in every single way you leave me in doubt
so i dont want to try that again
is it such a crime for this to end
we never should have been more than friends
lets not pretend

i should have known
(i should have known)
i should have known oh oh
that it would be this way

i should have known
that it was like that
all these words
i cant take back
everything that i did just falls flat
oh, oh
and i know that its over
left below with no closure
let me go i dont want to get closer

i dont want to get closer
i dont want to get closer

closer

closer (me + promise)

p. me

im stickin 2 dat shit like a leech yuh
yo gang full of weird creatures
yea im goin in like tha marine force
im jus lika a problem dat theres no vaccine 4
spread a bias like the t-virus
im goin viral jus like im a tyrant
crash landin in a forest
1 false move u gon end up like coen
u just runnin round like theres no shit 2 do
yea ima creep up n b like peakaboo
u aint stand a chance if ima b honest w u
i aint got no time 4 u so ill jus leave u in raccoon
special tactix u aint get the msg
eliptic xpress goin on the fast lane
chase u no matter what the cost is
makin u fed up with the justice

U.M.B.R.E.L.L.A yea we gon catch u lackin
u can see our evaluation 4 u is currently fading
n i cnt stop it
im way too locked in 
way too locked in
yea u actin like u want it
so ill make u forfeit 
make u forfeit
U.M.B.R.E.L.L.A yea we gon catch u lackin
u can see our evaluation 4 u is currently fading
n i cnt stop it
im way too locked in 
way too locked in
yea u actin like u want it
so ill make u forfeit 
make u forfeit

##save room

prod me :p 
also if u fw the song FOLLOW ME

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

@neohnq
cover me in flowers and cairns
put my mind at ease
i dont wanna see the day
where my mask is shattered
and i cant do better
and i gotta show myself
i wont get no help
what can i give to you
count up until my fingers blue
walk in the shop i self destruct
from all this shit i blew
go check the receipts
and dont get back to me
happily ill wait for you
u can get mad at me... i always do

cover me
with what u please
what u want
i cant go on like this
but i still write ur name in diamond
ya its such a shame
that it blew up in my face

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

to the touch + neohn

@closr18

because idk if ill make it
dk if ill change it
just give me time
I wont stay behind
I only feel it idk if I need it
if u tell me that ur leaving ill come right back to u
cuz wen ur hands run thru my arm
I don't wanna fall apart
u wont tell me why
u wont tell me why anymore

cuz I don't wanna break it
I don't wanna fake it
I don't wanna change anymore

can u tell me if its even fair
I don't wanna stop and go nowhere
I know I waste my time
dk if you'll be mine
like it was all for nothing
still tryna hold on to something now
feel ur heart while I still figure it out

stay behind (closr)

this wasnt even gonna be a drop but everyone seemed to like it so here we are heheheha!
prod @tores

lyrics:

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

Starry sky but I’m looking in your eye
You drive me crazy like I wanna die
But u put my wings on when i want to fly
I'm trying hard to be more than just a guy

I’m fading till I disappear
Your cadence makes my mind go clear
Wondering what to do when I’m here 
I try my best to stay as near as I can

I’ve been waiting for too long
Thinking “oh my god”
Will I give it up?
Well I think that would be wrong
To do to my heart
Let’s go back to the start

i cant think
I’m so confused
What do I pick when I got something to lose
I’ve been thinking all the time
Am I doing what’s right
Blurry vision jaded eyes

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

time

time (tores)

@domerrz
@owtiss 
@liamtakeover
@yashio20k

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think it's the right way
but it's the wrong one
I couldn't mask it
I know it's all dumb
It's really difficult to ask you when it's all done
so I'm doing what I want...
what do I want?

when u see it
would you believe it, on the worst day of our whole lives?
I'm barely breathing, but you don't see it
I'm in the right place, at the worst times...

and I don't feel okay
stuck on the floor again
it never goes my way
I'll try to play pretend
can't find the words to say,
I try to run away
think I can change my fate
there's no other way

got a hole in my chest, got my heart in your arms
if you say it then mean it, I'm falling apart
it's the first in a long time, I've been feeling scarred
it's the worst day I know it
it's feeling so bizarre

SPOTIFY!

when u see it (owtiss + liamtakeover + yashio)

prod @y4ndere

lyrics:

me:

𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳

it's so cold no, i don't wanna go
you don't want me anymore
i don't wanna be alone
my hearts frozen
i don't wanna be here anymore
i've been stuck inside my head
i don't wanna let you go

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better
i thought that it would get better

𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘦𝘯
𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦, 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳

i don't understand, it was my heart that you shattered
yeah, you broke me down, you know i was severed
remember all the times that we would laugh together
i really thought that we would be forever

wasted tears on the floor
i don't want to cryyy
said you want to leave
miss the older times

𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘪𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘦

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

sweater (prod. yandere)

"i guess thats how things go"
shoutout april showers 
and big thanks goats
@remiliaxd @kyxtsnxwy
@prodarisu @oiwassupp

https://open.spotify.com/track/3GnkWh4E6gbxsTY0OR0PdS?si=f070fa8896344302
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me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone

art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/27354041

how things go + remilia & kyxtsnxwy (arisu oiwa)

featuring @kyxtsnxwy x @1kidsora x @muieternal
prod. @tores x @jichuuu

@akasukii
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without u
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own
tell me where did we go wrong?
how did we fall apart?
was it something i did something i said?
or was it written from the start?
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without you
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own

@kyxtsnxwy
i dont wanna be on my own
left me in the snow, its freezing and its cold
i know
please hold me tight closely
im right here by my lonely
it feels like u disowned me
im right here at the start again

lets please start again
all that im feeling is the feeling of dread
bullet be straight to my head
feeling like nothing im better off dead
all of the things that u said
hurting my soul, baby, im falling apart
take out my heart
baby its nothing its just all scars

@1kidsora
all i ever needed was presence
all i ever needed was essence
i know im learning lessons
but, im still overthinking blessings
im trynna geek & i'm posted with Jayy
all that she care about is what i make
so- imma just pray
i dont know how much more i'll take
of this- of this
she bid me farewell
with a silent kiss
of this- of this-
u all know i cant miss-

@muieternal
i think ive had enough
u said u'd have our love
the distance in ur touch
i'd never hate so much 

u promised on ur word
now i cant make this alone
ruminating this thought
leave this love in a knot

pretend w/kishi, kid sora + mui [tores x jichu]

hey im back, again :D
@k4rson, @yashio20k, @neohnq <33

lyrics:

and i got so much trust i dont know what else
these feelings fake i dont know myself
my heart break drugs i cant play pretend
unblock my love
i gave all that i have
x2

@k4rson
i gave all that i can
i never thought that it would end 
do u think we could pretend 
i wanna be more than friends 
i wanna be more than friends
but you let me on when you said it'd never end 
so dont act so surprised when im gone i meant what i said
i dont wanna miss you 
dont know what's the issue 
i think i cld fix you 
i dont wanna hit you up 
girl i miss you, fuck
imma come around by 8 
n i'll pick u up

@luvpika
and i thought we was forever
but it just feels im being lied to
thought you fucking ment it
cant believe i even tried to
crying in my face all the time
i couldnt even say goodbye
im running fast out of time
this time i never felt alive

(bridge)
i can say so much but i keep quiet
its like i never been myself anyway
and i dont care what you say
i try my best everyday

@k4rson
(outro)
i dont wanna miss you
dont know what the issue
i think i can fix you
i dont wanna hit you up
girl i miss you, fuck
i will come around by 8
n ill pick u up

sweater (prod. yandere)

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