Self titled album by the band After Parties
produced by ang3lph4se & endlessrain
artwork by Josh Clancy
mastered by Joseph Buchan

bandcamp

After Parties

so perfect

talk to the atm about money problems talk to the drugs about my creative process something real no one cares don't be so afraid to share leading to the next discovery is it in the mystery what will come of me

journeyman journeyman 
write to him and he writes for you 
take me where the money cant 

mastered by joseph buchan
produced by @endlessrain1

Journeyman

remember meaning

peachesNcreme

29valour

first single from my new band "After Parties" with @endlessrain1 ☔️☔️☔️

artworks by the josh james clancy organization 
master by joseph buchan

https://youtu.be/10_sP4c_2IU

I cant be myself with you around
you’re the only one I'm thinking about
I wish I could go looking around
but I turn everything upside down
sometimes I sink but I won’t drown
I'm stuck this way and that’s without a doubt
please don’t ask me what I'm talking about
cause I feel like a queen without a crown
I cant be myself with you around
you’re the only one I'm thinking about
I wish I could go looking around
but I turn everything upside down
sometimes I sink but I won’t drown
I'm stuck this way and that’s without a doubt
please don’t ask me what I'm talking about
cause I belong in lost and found
I'm just a heart-breaker
not an entertainer
I can't be your savior
you cant save her or erase her
think I need a space invader
accelerator
not a faker
I'm stuck on the escalator
watch out for the razors edge
I might be up next
didn’t get your text
cant find my phone but you still call it
think I lost it
is this who I'm supposed to be
guess It's hard to notice me
you’re free to disagree
please have some empathy
It's just like me to intervene
hope it meant something
don’t envy me I warned you please
I'm still worried still worried
worrying I'm worrying
scurry off into the trees
into your dreams
I'm nobody
struggling socially
but yesterday was history
I'm guilty are you over me
wish I had time for enemies
who you wanna be is okay with me
but we won’t make it
there’s no guarantee
I'm still on your team
hope you keep that energy
but you’re deceiving
superstars with no guitars
seeing sparks and shooting stars
lucky charms and talking cars
I hide my scars like its my job
you set off my alarm
what’s it like to be a creature
perfect features
so it seems it's too late
you and me
and you and me
I want to believe in everything
but its so deceiving
I’ll never leave
never leave
I'm never leaving

Lucky Charms

Truer words never danced on my screen
this could be the call I've been waiting for
when I walked away from waking up
I have climbed so high
I can reach the stars
and I reach out for these fractals of us
who un-weaves me from this broken dream
can't you see that I am hurting
they say were all one in this broken dream
but I cant see past these eyes
as these stars fade
as this ice melts
seasons cycle
I will be known
I know in some other dream
where I am still queen
I let you climb on my cloud
and I wrap my arms around you
surrounded by starlight
I lay my crown down
I have come to sweep up this broken spell
I witness my fiction

Fiction

Looking through a screen
I remind myself
dreams are always fleeting
It's hard to walk away
trapped inside a mirror
here we go again
It's why I act this way
its why I'm barely there
when were in separate places
you’re the piece that’s missing
nothings permanent
It just feels so perfect
please don’t keep me waiting
I'll find the darkest places
It's not that I'm jealous
I get too opened minded

Mirror

Fact is fiction
keep believing
so divided
truth is vital
what’s the meaning
you remind me
you remind me
of this one thing
downward spiral
reunited
seeing sirens
fear of flying
ultraviolet
endless cycle
It's my weakness
stay forever
be the reason
in spite of what they’re saying
roll the dices
keep believing
please don’t suffer in silence

One Thing

So what?
Is this complete
your love for me
I cant compete
sail away allows you to pretend
you’re a little late to be my medicine
I can feel your eyes roll with every basic word I say
I look for love in the space between the carpet and the bed
and I know I'm easily discouraged
but I will come back and follow you with courage
so all that’s left is some magic
so what if it still feels like a movie
lets just keep rolling maybe well be proven
repeat after me
the bands not breaking up
could you look me in the eyes and tell me if you’re done
go ahead lets just talk about it
I think I need a vacation promise
the bands not breaking up
so what’s left is some magic
here free finders fee
so I got emotions on replay
I've been off em for three days
why I guess I cant say
but I guess now it's too late
In the clouds over now
back on the highway
why were we here in the first place
where I want to be
repeat after me
the bands not breaking up
so what’s left is some magic
It's the ghost in me
It's what I hope you were wanting

So What?

The sun
thought it was enough to get me through to you
you’re the kind of one I know its true
both are finding and I know its easier
to lose it all than it is to climb again
got a lifetime and I will protect her
was there any need for creating all I've done
I was hidden in a math equation
where does this cycle end and where do you begin
wanna bless you but it would sew a new you
there’s enough trust just to give me another try
projecting our lines into empty courtrooms
everyone just wants to see you on your way out
no body how do i protect you
heart affiliated it aims to lift again
name your truth and I will perfect you
another night and everybody wants to win
everyone deserves to be a star too
drifting our lives into planets made new
to be gold and believe in magic
I will show you how to
the sun turns us

Turn to gold
stand in the snow
we meet here at these crossroads
nowhere to go
looking for love
It's okay to say you want to give up
I ride the sea of my mind
then I pray to light It's filling you
parade of life where do you go
why I'm selfish then scared
It's unimpressive
burning light I want to know
why do you hide
I'll never receive you
no feedback for doing you wrong
I find comfort then I rest in the shadows
and you get ahead and activate
what’s lost in sky returns to me
eternally in time we'll see
whenever it works out
well leave it again
and I forgot to mention
I'm made of wires I'm disconnected
falling apart
if the sun rises well paint it
the perfect picture
three mile radius tv screens
in the morning
acid rain
memory erase her
wash away the pain
all these nights in the basement
I'm still waiting on and on
nights falling
mornings coming
but it doesn’t apply to me

if i don't fall into a cacoon
and sleep in my comfort til noon
i guess you've given me (enough)
secrets out for now 
trail of bliss i follow to the end 
i follow til the end 
if i get too specific i might lose you

brought the light to the party and it's no secret. 
I'm trying to make it out through that ancient window
ladder to the stars it's of equal measure 
to the evil world below where I keep losing my footing
at the entrance this world it crumbles 
just as quickly as it forgets
no matter how hard I try to reach you
I keep my Gold light alive
 keep that thing on high 
now I'm covered in armor 
but it's just so antiquated 
crying out ..for anyone 
to cut me from my cocoon 
where I sleep til noon 
how I couldn't crawl when I gave you up
that soft hand to fall into 
a warm bed to crawl into 
an iconic face you can't help falling in love with, 
and I keep falling in love with 
fall for forever 
now i lace up my boots and prepare for winter 
some wars you never win 
some faces You cant out run
lost you in the wake of some urgent pretension
and now I can't recall what I was really saying. Someone said if you let them see you sweat 
then they have you they won't let go 
until they run you into irrelevance, 
but it's impermanent, 
I pray it's enough 
enough of us to be recognized by the few 
the nature of our songs,
and I would find a new quest to submit to
some virtue I hope to prove 
along the way into an endless future of purpose 
and pray it is not in vain 
on, and on on a sinking ship, 
and we're singing of bliss 
and we count our stars
& keep it in our hearts, 
a sudden song Springs from sudden love
 anyway, I thank you for it all

your only job is to believe something will happen

if i was green i would die

gg, another side of me

pretty felons

i made you a playlist

Crystal

K.O.

based world

so easy

The Validationless

analog nights

i was something to someone

an oath to boost this tracksvolume when i find internet 🎂🐻‍❄️

hungry for a holiday [bright eyes]

tennessee

fadingx3flame

based on a story
prod @tvnicks

dedicated to Node
i know ur still out there somewhere

update; Node has returned and is home safe

planes 3 w tvnicks (full movie)

Single from forthcoming EP with @endlessrain1 , out June 30
#SECRETLANGUAGE

Lately

Artwork by Gronos1 & Amber
@gronos1
@infamous_drone

produced by Endless Rain
@endlessrain1

lyric & cadence credits: Artist "S" (Jenn Champion)song title - Wait

Alright (S Reprise)

Stanley MV:
https://bit.ly/34hQQEg

Stanley is the story of a real squirrel and devoted fan.
written and produced by @endlessrain1 & @angelphase

Stanley

lyrics:
finding out, finding out, its my time
i've been read all my rights
it's not right
i've been lost my whole life
is this a sign
finding out, i'm finding out
it's not right (x4)

it's been an odd life
where's it gonna take me
thats where i'm at when i think about it baby
up late i can tell somethings right above me
i'll stay awake (x3)

don't pressure me don't ask me a thing please
i'm on my knees and i can't really breathe

writing on the walls of my dreams
don't know what it means
when i wake up it makes sense
i fall asleep (x2)

finding out, finding out, its my time
i've been read all my rights
it's not right
i've been lost my whole life
is this a sign
finding out, i'm finding out
it's not right (x4)

it's been a long life with no safety
i swear i'd never write about it baby
this fear of everything grows visibly
false memories working hard to replace me
without your hand to hold how unsteady i've become
when i'm all alone does it go on like this
don't pressure me don't ask me a thing please
i'm on my knees and i can hear you
disapprove of how fearful i've become
now i understand why i've gotta keep moving on
but the thought has me frozen so steady
i hear you now hear you say
how far i've fallen
i ignore it all i pretend
i know you'll come for me
don't shut the door
i'm confronting all that i believe
so when i wake up i'll know
this was all my idea (x3)

march 2020.
produced by @endlessrain1
engineered by joseph buchan

overgrown

what cats are dreaming of

produced by pearl @tvnicks

lyrics
got a couple miles up the road 
before i heard you should turn home
but i drowned it out 
with your mix from last summer
it's what i'm feeding on 
that's pulling me under 

i need a shaman by my side
to guide me to what i know is right 
i still get lost in the night 

so equip my love like you're going to war 
i wrapped your courage around me like 
my favorite blanket 
then we both melted
into forever 
and i knew that well be better 

are you trying to wake me from a dream
are you reaching through computer screens
how do you know almost everything 
things i've never said i've only dreamt u kno


love peaked out from out of my heart 
holographic emergence 
i felt your subtle resonance 
you did not even know 
what we'd become of it

ang3lph4se

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