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Left my inspiration in the summer time 
Now all I can dream of is the sun 
Wake up in the darkness and the day just carries on 
If only the clouds would come undone 

Don't need the news to tell you that the winter is here 
Just look at our sad faces and the season in clear
Seems like my heart is frozen just like everything else
Seems like the wind is blowing down the house 

All I really wanna do is stay inside and hide 
Even though I feel so cold I know that i'm alive

winter

You come around and hang out at my house
Like it‘s no big deal 
Make it so hard to heal 
Usually I’d fall apart tryna figure out how you feel 
‘Cause you’re made out of steel 

These days I find all of it draining 
I search for a sign it starts raining 
I don’t smile cause I know I’d be faking 
The love in my heart keeps on fading 
I could try to start explaining 
But you heard it before, nothings changing 
The look in your eyes is amazing
No tears in your eyes they are glazing 

I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore
I have given you all that I have got to give
I don’t care anymore 
I don’t care anymore 
Let me live the life that I want to live 

I realise I need space I need time far away from here
To let go off the fear 
When I see you I feel like I am staring into a mirror
And it’s too much to bare 

Babe, you and I 
We are stars in the sky 
As we fly through the night
We collide 
Maybe one day 
When I look back in time 
I can look in your eyes 
Say good bye

i don't care anymore

Why the fuck 
You calling 
Are you drunk again? 
2oclock 
In the morning again 

Why don’t you 
Go to bed 
And wake up 
With a clear mind?
Like I said
I don’t want to fight

I cannot take anymore
I cannot take anymore
Trusted you with my heart 
You dropped it on the floor
I cannot take anymore

When you tell me you love me
But you leave me alone 
How should I live with a heart
That’s always scared to be broke?

When you tell me you love me 
But you leave me alone
How should I live with a heart
That’s always scared to be broke?

When I ask you to hold me 
But you feel like a ghost 
How should I live with a heart 
That’s always scared to be broke?

When you tell me you love me 
But you leave me alone
How should I live with a heart
That’s always scared to be broke?

I’m so sad
And lonely 
But I can’t forget 
I’m so mad
That I’m smoking again 

When you ask 
How I feel 
Do you listen? 
Or do you pretend? 
Made a deal 
You broke it again

my heart in megabytes

a heart that's scared to be broke

in these moments

∞ universe

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TINYMIX - DJ Pacifier

The First Seed - M0RN1N9 5UN
https://formforum.bandcamp.com/album/the-first-seed-m0rn1n9-5un
05/05/2023
@thefirstseed

As the days get longer and the warmth of the year begins reinvigorating the life of the land the power of our sun awakens us out of the darkness and hibernation with all the welcome pleasures of spring growth and fresh emergence. Trees and plants burst into colourful bloom and productivity, the bugs, beneficial and parasitic, also emerge, along with fungal spores and molds as the violent interactions of natures fight for survival starts to play out at an increasingly manic pace. M0RN1N9 5UN is and ode to the balance presented through natures impartiality.


Released by The First Seed and formforum
thefirstseed.bandcamp.com

Art by Dylan Van Roost

The First Seed - D4WN

@wwwings (@gxxost & @awrwsw)
@swanmeat
@ssaliva

Artwork by WWWINGS

Hehe
my “armor” is totally squelched
where am I am in the kitchen rouging myself in butter
so I might shine as lipgloss especially 
so I might when you eat me slide down your throat easier
though there are parts of me you will want to avoid
for instance all this yellow fat 
one simple trick is to parse it in quarters
from the matter sculpt cúram
Mother says I should learn Gaelic
my roots bland as cuticles. My heart, who cares

WWWINGS, SWAN MEAT & ssaliva - BACKLASH

Cheng Daoyuan - 旣 Apeiron
(FPRS008)

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「旣」，同「既」
引伸之義為盡也已也。
旣者、終也。終則有始。小食則必盡。盡則復生。

Apeiron, the end is the beginning, death is birth, nothingness is everything.
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旣 Apeiron (FPRS008), is the debut album by Taiwanese artist Cheng Daoyuan. Its waves of distortion crash into, and over one another; buried tones are barely visible in a dark sea of fuzz and decay, occasionally drifting towards the surface to groan. This collection should only be purchased with currency issued by the Bank of Hell.

旣 Apeiron is structured into three chapters, each of which have their own independent themes and changes. Track eight, “幽示 Divulging,” is a collaboration between Cheng and the Taiwanese conspiracy psychedelic trio, Mong Tong. The album also includes remixes that feature interpretations by peers - Wa?ste, Yearning Kru and Yun Hao.

Contrasts are what Cheng presents. Throughout this numinous volume, impossible sounds are brought together, like the artificial bleeps meeting somber piano tones on “離界 Eidolon.” These unlikely partners are forced together to compete in an arena of noise – summoned, perhaps, like minor demons. Here sounds burn, like hellish bank notes - consumed by flames and sent to another, darker realm.
-
released December 29, 2019

Label : Future Proof : 面向異日
Format : Cassette / Digital
Cat.No : FPRS 008
Release Date : 29 December 2019 (Digital)
29 January 2020 (Cassette)
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Mixing & Mastering / Hom Yu
Cover Artwork / Cheng Daoyuan
Photography / Danist Wen
Installation Assistance / Danist Wen, Jazmin Pan
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music by: @clansie-cheng

collaboration on track 08 w/ @mongtong
remix tracks 13, 14 & 15 by @yearning-kru, @yunhaoc & @wa-ste222

Cheng Daoyuan - 歸獄 Nether World

c’est la fin d’hier
et les gens seront seul
car le soleil mystère
mes esprits en enfer
j’enfermerais ton deuil
dans les saisons où les feuilles
quitterons les pierres 
de mon cimetière.

je hante ma maison
je suis tout seul
le fantôme ici
est mon linceul
je n’ai pas d’air
pas de douleur
le fantôme ici
c’est moi tout seul

je hante ma maison
je ris du deuil 
un fantôme ici
dans mon linceul
mais j’ai un suaire
un lit de pierre
le fantôme ici
c’est moi tout seul

mais tous les regards se sont posés
sur toutes ces images récupérées
la cérémonie avait lieu demain
des taches de gras sur les photos de ses mains

et tous nos souvenirs sont faussés
par ces photos qu’on a regardé
l’a-t-on vécu ou imaginé?
je me souviendrais de mettre autant fait chier.

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