½ ｈａｌｆ　ゐひギ

They laugh when I post, call me silly incel
Like my pain’s a joke, like I did this myself
Scrolling profiles at three a.m.
Watching everybody else get held again

You call me silly, silly incel
But it’s just a name you use to repel
Never ask why I feel like hell
Never ask why I can’t love well

Silly incel — that’s what they say
Throw my feelings in a meme, laugh it away
Silly incel — but I still pray
That somebody someday might look my way

Got a heart that’s heavy, but my DMs are dry
Swipe left, swipe right, it’s another goodbye
You joke about me, but you never try
To see the tear in my pixel eye

You call me silly, silly incel
Like a clown locked inside of a shell
Never ask why I feel this way
Never ask what I’m scared to say

Silly incel — that’s my crown
But I’m more than the meme you pass around
Silly incel — feelin’ drowned
In a world where no one wants me around

I’m more than your punchline, I’m more than your thread
I’m living with silence inside of my head
Lonely confessions you don’t wanna read
You mock my desire but ignore my need

"Don’t just laugh at me, try to understand…
It’s hard to be human when no one holds your hand…"

Silly incel — that’s what they say
Throw my feelings in a meme, laugh it away
Silly incel — but I still pray
That somebody someday might look my way

Outro (fading, glitched vocal chop)
silly… silly… silly… incel…

(Bonus) Silly Inkwell



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I Write Songs About You All The Time

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prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

@ivy-official-mist

twitter : @vittalflex
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DECAY W/ IVY

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eternal feeling cold
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warm my hand

lyrics n vocals by Tealeafbby<3
produced by tothegood 

InTheNight (prod. by tothegood)

vocals:
@the0utset (verse one)
www.twitter.com/theoutsetx

@sk3an (verse two)

production: @harvest & @julia_loren
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i'll always care w/ nara (feat. the outset & skean)

all i ever wanted was you

im feeling sick when im not with you

all i ever wanted you 

all i ever dream of is you

Im Feeling Sick When Im Not With You      prod greaf

prod. lil crow

https://soundcloud.com/crowleyofficial

twitter.com/6hosttown
twitter.com/crowleysounds

[6HOST]

I'd leave you out my life
just to have something to wait for
come back wearing all white
like I had something to pray for
hide away till it's night
sleep until the next day comes
and if you're not outside
I'll find a reason to stay home 

I've tried to make it by myself 
but I can't cope I need someone to tell
if that's not you I guess fuck it oh well
but know I'm holding onto nothing else

Headaches and dried eyes
I'd hate if I was just a waste of miles
cocaine and bud light
say you should believe in me I lied

[LIL CROW]

Got this bottle of patron
I might sip on my lone
got this money on my own
maybe one day I'll be gone 

And I be up all night 
cause I don’t wanna die
I've been fucked up for 4 days
goin 5

and I don’t need you in my life
so I'll stay inside and do a couple lines

6HOST x CREAUX - COCAINE & BUD LIGHT

for my last day on earth
rushing visions
of what id never worked for
then ill burn
up to the sky
no longer 
reachable
by anything at all
its what you want
admit it
you could never quit it
even if you tried as 
hard as you could get with it  

my mind is racing constantly
i can’t believe a fucking thing 
that i read on the screen
today
all the news you see
needs a fucking 
fact check
because these people 
don’t live in reality
all the shit you see
is a fucking figment of
their imagination 
become
your own fucking person
be warned
they will try to drag you down
every step you take
you know you’re doing something right
when you can’t please everyone and
everything
dont do it for anyone else
but yourself

for my last day on earth
rushing visions
of what i never
worked for
then ill burn up
to the sky 
no longer reachable
its what you want
admit it
you could never quit it
even if you tried as hard as you 
could get with it

my mind is constantly
off in another world
but can’t you see
the look in my eyes
as i try to get my prize

for my last day on earth
i just want to know you
won’t be here anymore
for my last day on earth
i would just wish you could
know how much it hurt
i want you to know how much
i fucking hate you
and how much i wish you
would just go

last day on earth (prod taylor morgan)

if u luv x, this isn't at his expense, if u hate x, this isn't to support him either. this was made months ago and is the only way i can respond to his death

xxxonakissstreak

*mindset* (prod. sketchmyname)

BOYZDONTCCRY

ive been drinkin all day i dont wanna waste away my soul



also thank u to my brother for his college sketches

save my soul (prod. foxwedding)

all i get is hurt when i let em in
cause everyone's around but ain't listenin'
i feel like a ghost i ain't innocent
but i guess i am dead in another sense
i could run away from the pain it cause
i'd be a bigger hero with the mask off
i could send my love in a paragraph 
but all i get is cold when i want it back
know u see the light when its shining through
u say it's best to turn away, don't know what to do
we never fully fade, never fully go
we stuck up in the air, stuck in limbo

tend to give what i don't have
then get mad when i can't get it back
everything thats in the past, let it go so we can make it last
heartbreak is what taught me how to love
love is from whats within and up above
i let go of the chains, let go control
love u and cant show it cause your heart is closed

it feels like u ripped out a part of me
but im good with the pain if you can not see
it only hurts the worst when i read your texts
or when i hear the songs written bout your ex
know u hide away when it gets the worst
and put half of the pain up into a verse
know u see the light when its shining through
u say it's best to turn away, don't know what to do
we never fully fade, never fully go
we stuck up in the air, stuck in limbo

InTheNight (prod. by tothegood)

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