@hermitman: i think the opposite its what makes him him

She Hates Me

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

I Can't Go Back To Her

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getting fucked up every day
brains in a state of decay
tried to change my ways but i said fuck that
been alive for way too long
i dont think anybody will care when im dead and gone

never getting better
ill be fucked forever
got no friends dont leave my home 
i guess that i am dying alone

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

crashed my car into a wall
no one really cares at all
life has got me by the balls i really fucked up
wake up every fucking day
dont know why its all the same 
i dont like living this way

i really fucked myself
now im stuck in hell
i fucking hate everyone
so i dont care about anything anymore

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

Pop-Phlodge x Chadpilled

Lyrics:
It's been a bummer for a while
I hardly ever smile
why does living feel so vile
cold heart like a reptile
and I got this dry ass phone
no text, no one, no hoes
wish I'd crash out on the road
and rot and die alone

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

you keep blowing up my phone
with pics of you giving dome
so I'll take the benz out to the road
crash into the lake
and drown there cold
as the water feels my lungs
I'll feel the bliss of a 1000 suns
just how the schizos speak in tongues
cause ill know my shitty life is done

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

I'm killing myself tonight I'll be dead by morning
and all of this fucking time I was shouting out warnings
I was crying for help from you guys and you fucking ignored me
so I'm killing myself tonight that's the end of the story

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

Oh God Why (Feat. Cameron Phlodge & Chadpilled)

letting despair fill my body
Everybody hates me 
Because im so ugly 

Dont look at me 
Im fucking ugly 
So embarrassing 
Don't want you to see

Failing to spread on my shit genes
Nobody will know me
Because I'm so ugly

Ugly

I don't want you to suffer
I just want you to die
You're such a fucking bummer
Why do you even try
I know that I'm being mean
And everything in between
I'm sick i know I'm obscene
I talk shit like a machine

Did I stare at you?
Am i scaring you?
Go against me, double dog daring you
Javier its you, Can't compare to you
Does it Even seem like I care to you?
You chase me
Embrace me
You fuck me then you hate me
You blind me
Remind me
That's love, So thank you kindly

You don't get it
Imma laugh at the phone
Don't have to think about it
I don't regret it
Screaming I don't need you
While you sat there at home
I cant believe you
Im turning red and I think
I'm bout' to leave you

Why do you have a tone
Im sneaking up on my toes
Rather be alone
Rather just not know

I just said it
Imma be in your thoughts
I never even wanted you
Pathetic don't mix with apathetic

Flat like a flounder
Cause I drowned her
What the fuck was in that purple pink powder
I'm looking for girl
And I think I just found her
Hanging out with raven
Getting fat on quarter pounders
Taking off the wranglers
Hair is getting tanglerd'
Big horse cock maybe he could need a stable
His girl's a fucking bitch
So he calling me an angel
Every couple minutes we be switching up the angle
Gotta stay relaxed
So I don't get attached
Life on easy mode when he hit it from the back
Honestly I walk around like I got pussy made of crack
Because i drink a lot of juice and I aint' never smoke a pack

K I lied I smoke half now half later
Not tryna' have black lungs, Darth Vader
Poof magic I can turn your bitch into a traitor
Hoes mad cause I'm a mentally retarded player

Forget it
Imma laugh at the phone
Don't have to think about it
I don't regret it
Screaming I don't need you
While you said you're at home
I don't believe you
Why? Cause I sat there
I think I'm bout' to leave you
Why do you have a tone
Im sneaking up on my toes
Rather be alone
Rather just not know

I just said it
Imma be in your thoughts
I never even wanted you
Sorry for your loss
And how I came across so

Pound pound pound
Until I found out
That you gave me up
Like an animal
And I wont back down until I run out
Of a way to keep filling up my ammo
And the tears in your eyes
Don't begin to make up for your lies
But its clear what I want is mine

You don't get it
Imma laugh at the phone
Don't have to think about it
I don't regret it
Screaming I don't need you
While you sat there at home
I cant believe you
Im turning red and I think
I'm bout' to leave you
Why do you have a tone
Im sneaking up on my toes
Rather be alone
Rather just not know
I just said it
Imma be in your thoughts
I never even wanted you
Pathetic don't mix with apathetic

Quarter Pounder

Pls follow Neet and Fried by fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5zkzVyXidwVcrhfFuhWtjR?si=OhaC1RbpSHCdePWJ8RN7JQ

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=Njj7WTJjTW6pUe_ykREJRQ

Lyrics:

(NEET)

You fuck around with my head
I’m breaking down to nothing
Can’t fix it now it’s pointless
I paint the wall, make it red

And my head
It’s throbbing
You’re choking
And sobbing
I’m too numb
I’m sorry
Oh god why
Forgive me

I can’t fix what I did
I love you so much
It makes me fucking sick
I can’t control it

(Fried by fluoride)

You know it
Im so sick
Im disturbed
Controlling

I can never sleep
Youve broken me
Theres no release
For all the pain
It starts to sear
Replaced my fear
With nothing but hate in its place

Im Coming undone
Im Coming undone
The end of me has just begun

I can’t fix what I did
I love you so much
It makes me fucking sick
I can’t control it

Neet, Fried By Fluoride- I Can’t Fix What I Did

if God doesn't smite you, i will

enjoy mine and my friends first song <3
OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS ON MARCH 20TH

yt: https://www.youtube.com/@thriftstorefirearm

instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thriftstorefirearm/

lyrics:

(hi welcome to wendys what can i get started for you)

met this girl in a wendys drive thru
she doesnt know what ive been thru
and shed probably skip to the next dude
and shed probably leave when the rents due
mascara on her face and
she wont ever leave a trace
ive played these same games before
"ill never leave" oh she swore

i spilled fanta on my shirt
those words meant a lot and hurt
pushed me down into the dirt
gripping on her colored skirt
now i got a pistol
really missing crystal
if i cant fall in love
then maybe i wont miss her now

SOLDIERSQUAD part:

you never gave a fuck about me so why should i 
staring at your screen everything is fried by fluoride 
picking at my dead skin yeah that’s my life now 
fucking kill myself i jump off the building 
can’t fucking breath now i wanna stab myself with a sword 
i wanna raise hell on my fucking neighborhood

met this girl in a wendys drive thru
she doesnt know what ive been thru
and shed probably skip to the next dude
and shed probably leave when the rents due
mascara on her face and
she wont ever leave a trace
ive played these same games before
"ill never leave" oh she swore

(na na na na na na na na)

i met this girl in a wendys drive thru
she doesnt know what ive been thru
and shed probably skip to the next dude
and shed probably leave when the rents due

met this girl in a wendys drive thru
she doesnt know what ive been thru
and shed probably skip to the next dude
and shed probably leave when the rents due
mascara on her face and
she wont ever leave a trace
ive played these same games before
"ill never leave" oh she swore

**OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS** met this girl at a wendys drive thru (w/ SOLDIERSQUAD)

girls fucking hate me
cause im hideous and gross
they always make fun of me
im bullied the most

maybe its my brain
but theres something wrong with me
i just cant socialize
its so depressing

i fucking hate my life
and i just want, want to die
i feel like a shame
like its my fault, like im to blame

i hate my life
i just wanna die
please kill me now
slit my throat, bleed out

everyone hates me

I woke up in static, eyes like glass on fire,  
No halo, no mercy — just a code rewired.  
They talk like prophets, but they sound like spam,  
Selling virtue for dopamine — goddamn.  

Out My Way

made by hallowed on youtube go check them out :)

Hallowed- Corona

I Miss When You Were Normal

i really hated how you said goodbye
you fucking left me and without a reason why
you cut all contact and abandoned me
when all i wanted was some female company

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i dont want you anymore

i lie awake at night cuz i cant sleep
i think of you and i cant help but feel weak
its so sadistic how you showed your love
i wanted you but you didnt want me

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i hate you go fuck yourself

Worthless

Humans are the only creatures searching for meaning in a meaningless life

be nice to yourself

https://soundcloud.com/targetedindividuals

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

anhero

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