meow

credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

pen pals cover

feel no shame about shape
weather changes their phrase
even mother will show you another way

so put your grasses on
nothing will be wrong
theres no blame, theres no fame
its up to you the first words should be finded
whatever hold you back I can, I can get it off

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

have no fear for real, its just a turning wheel
once you start up, theres no other way
dont put your eyes on boots, step toward your roots
theres no aid, theres no trade it belongs to you

before you miss something given
you should know what's the truth
i can, I can make it out

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

before you miss something given
you should know what's the truth
i can, i can make it out

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

tell me why

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics:

I’ve been thinking
About the things you say
Every morning when we awake

You act like he’s still near
You act like you need here
I wish you would make it clear
told me he disappeared 
I just can’t trust you dear
my eyes fill up with tears
You're lying to me I fear
It’s his name I hear

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
About the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name

I woke up alone today
on the ground my cold feet weigh
take a shower, clean my face
go to work from 3 to 8
cover shifts, jim's got a date
so burnt out, and I get home late
feed the dog, and clean the plates
eat alone, then I hit the hay 

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
about the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name (x2)

I've Been Thinking

cry cuz you're so worthless
die without a purpose 
why do we do all this
well, I can't tell

Cuz I'm so bummed out
My life's not fun now
I'll just shut down
Cuz I'm so bummed out
I'm so bummed out 

Lie down forever
Try but doesn't get better 
why am I so bitter 
Well I can't tell

Bummed Out

VERSE 1
wanna get a get away from here
wanna do a do a runner
i dont wanna be fucking near
this goddamn bummer

of a life, of a life
need a car to fucking drive
away from this place
that i really do not like

face the pain
fading away
i hate the way that it feels


VERSE 2
wanna run a run away from here
need to find a find a new life
everything i want is all so clear
but is too far from my

grasp, my grasp
need to drive really fast
away from this place
leave it all in the past

face the pain, fading away x3

i hate the way that it feels

i said face the pain
fading away
i hate the way that it feels

bummer life

letting despair fill my body
Everybody hates me 
Because im so ugly 

Dont look at me 
Im fucking ugly 
So embarrassing 
Don't want you to see

Failing to spread on my shit genes
Nobody will know me
Because I'm so ugly

Ugly

An old song that i decided to release
originally written in october 2021
recorded on 4track cassette on about june 2022

Don't Waste Your Time On E Girls

i really love (hate) you

Im afraid of sex
If ive ever had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kinda weird to me

Take my
Take my everything
Give it right back to me
Wrap me
Give me a bow
Push me where you dare not go
Im not in style
Grind my teeth
I must confess that im afraid of sex
Even in my stagnance
Fix my problems
Make me and addict
Im afraid of sex
Make me and addict
Take me out back
Shoot me in the garden

Holding on to my eyes
Im so embarrassed
Holding on to my eyes
Kill me now
Im afraid of sex
Even if ive had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me

jjjjjr

(Verse 1)
The wind whispers tales of battles won and lost
Of empires crumbled, a heavy cost
But the echoes remain, a haunting sound
Blood on my sword, staining the ground

(Chorus)
Blood on my sword, a crimson stain
A testament to sorrow, a bitter pain
Each drop a life, a soul to bear
A weight I carry, heavy and cold

(Verse 2)
Through fields of carnage, I fought my way
With blade in hand, I wouldn't sway
The screams of the fallen, a symphony of fear
Blood on my sword dries with a tear

(Chorus)
Blood on my sword, a crimson stain
A testament to sorrow, a bitter pain
Each drop a life, a soul to bear
A weight I carry, heavy and cold

(Bridge)
Will this ever end, this endless fight?
Will peace ever dawn, a guiding light?
The blood on my hands, it won't wash away
A constant reminder of the darkest day

(SOLO)

(Chorus)
Blood on my sword, a crimson stain
A testament to sorrow, a bitter pain
Each drop a life, a soul to bear
A weight I carry, heavy and cold

A Crimson Stain

MISCARRIAGE

Im so afraid to speak, im scared of everything
everyones watching me, they know that im a freak
im staring at the floor, what am i living for?
i want to be normal, why cant i be normal?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

im staying home again, i dont have any friends
afraid of what they'll think, i shrivel up and shrink
they know im low iq, they know i failed at school
i am a fucking joke, why am i such a joke?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

Too Neurotic

No More Questions Please

im so sick of it all
got no friends who care to call
and i am working all the time
its taking a toll on my mind

wake up go to work
come home late is it even worth it
up and repeat the very next day
i am wasting my life away

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

the day will come when im fed up 
and i decide to make the jump
and end it all and as i fall
ill think of my friends who didnt call
to see if im okay
they probably wouldnt care anyway
so lets just get it over with
cuz nobody cares about me shit

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

sick of it

i really hated how you said goodbye
you fucking left me and without a reason why
you cut all contact and abandoned me
when all i wanted was some female company

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i dont want you anymore

i lie awake at night cuz i cant sleep
i think of you and i cant help but feel weak
its so sadistic how you showed your love
i wanted you but you didnt want me

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i hate you go fuck yourself

Worthless

late for my class again
dont care about the shit that im learning
and all the kids here are so uptight
picking fights thinking that theyre so fucking bright

smoking weed binge drinking
so degenerate what are they thinking
its all a big waste of time i hate this place
they need a kick in the face

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

late night go out
try to see what the night life is all about
its all stupid drunk ass kids picking fights
trying to get girls to suck their dicks

its just a big adult day care
paid for by their parents its unfair
no one really wants to be here
wasting their time for a shitty career

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

College Cunts

I love when my little girl sits on my lap

be nice to yourself

https://soundcloud.com/targetedindividuals

Worthless

anhero

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