thats my b*****

realise that the blocks don't stop
want u to keep jumping and thinking
at this very moment i push it all away
need things to go in my head
these hills are silent
it's so easy to stay inside
like the few square feet around me
are the essence of this life of mine

why even talk about happy things
when it always just loops back to black
why bother with friendships
when it all just ends and we're all gonna go mad
of loneliness
i see all around me noones without it
these screens do help
dive in and now we're knowing and righteous

but i know this is all just me
im awful
i wish upon others what i have
misfortune

u keep saying its not my fault but ik ive done something im sorry its happened like this

sing this once and never again

stagnant

[OUT ON ALL PLATS] -
This song is from my debut album "code yellow"!
prod. 01kon
featuring @uhdilo

LYRICS:
*pdktp*
this shit never gets any better,
feeling down yeah under the weather,
only one shot yeah might as well dead her,
only one shot yeah might as well dead her,

under the weather,
she thinks I'm dumb,
yeah nobody better,
yeah nobody better,
but she in my sweater,
she know I'm cool,
yeah she know I'm better,
she think I'm down,
but I am 100 percent,
never wanna be your friend,
cyber trash playin pretend,
I never wanna be friends,

*DiLo*
how'd we get this shit entangled?
now it's time to turn the tables,
stop stop stop,
miscommunication on all different angles,

never gave a fuck bout your freaky deaky horoscope,
you been given gotta find a different whore to scope,
I been so down bad,
why always awaiting calls make me sad,

under the weather,
she give me icks,
I told her to do better,
outfit is skunk,
my jacket is leather,
shit too fye think I'm in the nether,

whether or not think you really hot,
cool it like it's ac baby,
really think that you the one that raise me,
fuck it that was plan A
make her take a plan b,
I been fiendin all day,
think it's time for plan c

*pdktp*
this is the part where I'd give a life story,
but I don't wanna go into that shit,
and I know that it's all history,
but it tends to make me throw a fit,

fainted,
tainted,
you make me so hated,
I feel like I'm fallin in your arms
I feel oh

under the weather,
she thinks I'm dumb,
yeah nobody better,
yeah nobody better,
but she in my sweater,
she know I'm cool,
yeah she know I'm better,
she think I'm down,
but I am 100 percent,
never wanna be your friend,
cyber trash playin pretend,
I never wanna be friends,

undertheweather

undertheweather (ft. DiLo)

All creds to ericdoa
kitz for the idea
ass man for og gay parody

"movinglikazombie" an Ericdoa Gay Parody

new music coming very very soon <3
(lyrics)
please dont leave 
a dog is a mans bestfriend
but you still left anyways
you still left anyways

and i saw you cry, a hundred thousand
a hundred thousand times
its so beautiful
the way you touch my hair it makes me feel alive
i just wannna make you (proud)

a dog is a mans bsf (p. michael harrison)

brakence - crash (ai cover)

adrift at sea.

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/spyglass

out on all platforms now... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIHNaQJ0SWM visualizer/mv here ^

lyrics:

escapism

everyone wants to leave

but for what

a better chance at starting something over again

instead of

making due with what they've been given

idealizing a perfect world

one that they know does not exist

and will never exist


they wish for heaven on earth

and only heaven on earth (and i say that i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place)

and won’t do anything 

by any means

to get it


some are misguided

some have truly evil intentions (cold lurks around me)

some merely want to enslave the demons that encapsulate them in this life

others... (i can’t breathe without you here)

(without you here)


they long for something more  

they long to make 

a difference (wasting my life away again)

a chance (somebody tell me when this pain ends)

to reroll the dice that were rolled for them


 (i know i've got a spyglass here but that’s not enough to see what's ahead) 


it's impossible to know what lies ahead

however hardly you may try

it will never be possible 

(what’s ahead, what's ahead, what's ahead?)
 
no one (what's ahead?)

where you can wake up (what's ahead)

and suddenly everything is perfect (what's ahead?)

everything's calm (what's ahead?)

relationships mended overnight (what's ahead?)


people long to live life

where they can control the outcomes

they're not meant to control


they are never truly at peace

as they're always seeking something more

something to better

their fantasies

something to expand their world


their world that constantly shrinks

and dies

under the weight of their expectations (waste my life away) 


it's impossible 

to fulfill these (waste my life away) 

yet they always try

(waste my life away)

someone who is truly at peace (for something impossible to achieve) 

is someone who does not seek these things

they are someone who knows how to withhold themselves

and deal with the dice and cards that have been dealt to them 

(to achieve)

Spyglass

people in the song in order:
eurei
detro
biinjo
jav
klov
bred
OMINVS
horkjunk
Mekbok

produced and mastered by skullish

Cockroach.

prod michael harrison

soundcloud exclusive

lyrics soon :)

cover by @finndphoto on insta , u shld rlly follow :)

"movinglikazombie" an Ericdoa Gay Parody

Aniel

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